Traveling through life as a widow: six sons to support her in her old age

Chapter 347 I regret it

They were a little angry about this matter, but it didn't attract too much attention from them.

The situation in the capital was changing rapidly, and their attention was focused on major events. They didn't care at all about what little things any child did.

Yulan still couldn't figure it out and didn't want to get married in a hurry, but if she stayed in the capital, many people would gossip about her.

Although the status is there, I can't control myself if someone is talking behind my back.

So in a fit of anger, she packed her bag and learned Lan Qiyan.

She said she was unhappy and wanted to travel around, and settle down wherever she figured it out.

But she was gone for five years and ended up becoming an old maid.

Yuyang is already ten years old, but Yulan is still unwilling to come back.

During these five years, Chu Zhuer went crazy because she couldn't bear the pain of being confined.

Chu Moxuan is not far from going crazy.

Yuze and his brothers couldn't stand it anymore, so during the Mid-Autumn family dinner, Yulin took off his yellow robe and proposed to pick them up.

But as soon as these words were spoken, Yulin's expression changed.

Several people were a little worried. Could it be that he was still worried?

"You said that you are Yulin and Lao Liu today, and you let us speak freely. Then why did you change your face when we raised this question?" Although Yu Xiu's temper has been smoothed down a bit, the desire to get to the bottom of things still exists.

Yulin suddenly laughed, "Second brother, you still don't understand me. I didn't drive Zhu'er crazy. I asked her to go out and get married, but she just didn't want to."

"A woman who is infertile will be looked down upon by her husband's family even if she is a princess. How can she bear being ridiculed by others?"

"She is just infertile, not the prince consort. Just give him a few concubines and bring the babies to her to raise. The grace of raising a child is greater than the grace of giving birth to one. There is no way she doesn't understand this principle."

"What about the grace of giving birth to her, what about the grace of raising her, what about what we have done, Zhu'er has seen it all clearly, it is a good thing that she does not marry. If you are worried, then send her to be a nun, at least her madness can be alleviated.

She is still young. If she had stayed in the palace, I am afraid she would have passed away earlier. Then mother would be sad again." Yu Xiu has not seen his mother for five years. He dreams of her every day, but his mother always wears a veil and ignores him.

A few people thought Yulin disagreed, but unexpectedly he agreed directly, "Okay, then do as Second Brother says. Since you don't want to get married, then become a nun."

"Bring Xiaoqi out as well. He hasn't spoken for five years. If he doesn't interact with others, he will become mute." Yu Xiu was getting too much, at least that was what Yu Lin thought.

Yu Zhen kicked him under the table. Yu Xiu stretched his neck. It didn't matter. He had lived for more than 30 years. He had experienced hard times and good times. His children had grown up. His wife could remarry and he could die.

That's why he made these two requests so boldly today. He didn't want to see Yulin regret it.

If Zhu'er and Xiaoqi died, he would definitely regret it.

Yulin looked at him dimly, "Second brother, you talked a lot today."

Yu Xiu nodded, "Over the years, I have always talked a lot, and this is not the first time that Sixth Brother has heard it. Today, you can kill me if you want, and you can chop me up if you want. In the past, I always put the overall situation first, but these five years have been the most painful five years of my life.

If I could go back on time, I would rather have never left Yushi Village in my life. I would rather quarrel with my eldest uncle, second uncle, and third uncle, rather than hurting so many people and causing so many deaths for the sake of wealth, fame, and fortune.

I don't know whether you regret it or not, but I do. I once said that I would not get married and would stay with my mother for the rest of my life, but I broke my promise. Even if I die, I will not have the face to see her.

Yulin, the vegetation cannot survive the three autumns, and the common people forget everything in a flash. Don't make the same mistake again and again. Just think of it as your second brother begging you, you were not like this before. "

"Brother, you are too serious. In the past, we were young and handsome in Yushi Village, but fate is cruel. The responsibility on our shoulders is too great, and people's hearts are unpredictable. I cannot predict people's hearts, I can only guard against them. This is what mother taught me.

I have never regretted what I have done. If time could go back, I would still do the same. Time has proved that what I did was right. Over the years, the country has become prosperous and the people have become strong, and the world has been peaceful. Second brother, as an emperor, there must always be sacrifices and sacrifices. Do you think I am not sad?

As a son, I am extremely sad, but as an emperor, I have to do this. Throughout history, which emperor has not done dirty things, and which emperor has not killed his loved ones.

Second brother, I didn't kill them because I couldn't bear it. I locked up those I could, and let go of those I couldn't. The others were the biggest threat to me if they were alive, but I still had to take the risk."

Yulin shut up after hearing what he said. What did he say?

Although they have different positions, everyone thinks they are right.

Yulin looked at him and continued, "Second brother, mother has started a new life. She is living well. You should focus on your own life."

This gathering was very unpleasant and Yu Xiu was demoted the next day, but he did not regret it. At least Zhu'er and Xiaoqi were released and he could still take care of them.

Just when he was trying his best to find someone to cure Zhu'er's madness, urgent news came from the border. It turned out that Daxia had conquered the two vassal states between Daxia and Dayong.

And the goal is very clear, which is to attack Dayong.

Yu Xiu was very puzzled. There was no conflict between Daxia and Dayong. What's more, the southernmost part of Dayong was the sea, and on the other side of the sea were mountains, and on the other side of the mountains was Daxia.

If the two countries have any connection, it is only that the two vassal states adjacent to Dayong are opposite to the territory of Daxia.

Even so, it would take three months to send troops from Daxia to Dayong.

Attacking from a long distance is a crazy thing to do.

Once the supply of food and military equipment in the rear is cut off, Daxia will surely suffer a disastrous defeat.

He kept talking about this while he was wiping Lan Xiaoqi's face, but Lan Xiaoqi didn't react at all.

Yu Xiu shook his head. Only when he mentioned the word "mother" did the boy react.

"Lan Xiaoqi, if you are still not good, I will not take you to find mother."

Lan Xiaoqi looked at him dimly and said, "Looking for mother, I'll go find mother."

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At this time, Yulin couldn't understand why this happened. Dayong and Daxia had always kept to themselves.

There was a heated debate in the court over this issue.

After the court session, he kept Yu Ze and Yu Qi.