Don't think of rebirth.

Koshik has been much more enthusiastic about going to school recently.

In fact, he could handle normal high school courses. The main reason he didn't want to go to school was that he didn't want to join the film club and participate in club activities.

Everyone sat together to discuss the content of various movies, but instead of focusing on the plot or pictures, they discussed what film theories the movie involved and explored the structure and narrative techniques of the script.

It’s not that this is bad, it’s just that this is not the kind of community life that Koshik wants.

Kochk is only interested in participating when analyzing film language, because it involves the analysis of shots and composition.

He prefers this kind of visual intuition. Even if his understanding is different from what the director wants to convey, he is intoxicated by this unique feeling.

Unfortunately, his family could not understand him. His mother, Cornara, was a dictatorial ruler. Although she was strong, the facts proved that her choice was not wrong.

Father Cordelia was fascinated by Cornara's temperament and was persuaded by her, so he would not interfere with her actions.

Since childhood, Koshik was forced by Cornara to learn things that he had no interest in in an almost commanding tone. If he had not discovered the joy of photography in high school, Koshik suspected that he would explode sooner or later.

What's the point of exploding? He thought about it and felt that his outburst would only bring more oppression from Cornara, and he would still not be able to escape the current situation.

Fortunately, he recently found a teacher, Shi Guanghui. Every morning when he opens his eyes, Koshik looks forward to what he can learn that day and what of Shi Guanghui's past photography works he can see. He is very happy.

The same is true today. Shi Guanghui said that she would take him to take pictures at the artificial lake during lunch break. Koshik is looking forward to it.

Not only did he fully charge his phone and wipe the screen and lens clean, he also didn't use his phone much all morning to prevent power loss and also prepared a power bank.

Shi Guanghui saw Ke Xik running towards him happily and was so absent-minded during lunch that he became more determined to have a good conversation with him.

When they arrived at the artificial lake, Shi Guanghui gave Koshik some instructions, and Koshik enthusiastically tried it according to the theme set by Shi Guanghui.

Shi Guanghui stood by and watched for a while before asking, "Why do you like photography?"

Koshik was still busy looking for an angle, so he didn't take it seriously and said, "My mom taught me to watch movies since I was a kid. It was boring to sit in front of the TV all the time, so I sneaked out to play one afternoon."

"We had a lot of fun that day. We rolled on the grass, caught grasshoppers, climbed trees, and watched others feed the fish with bread crumbs."

Whenever Koshik thinks of that day, he has a nostalgic smile on his face.

"I just have to wait until the sun sets and then go home. Such a beautiful afternoon can only be sealed in my memory."

"It was at that time. There was a stall that allowed people to take photos. The stall owner handed me a few Polaroids. The photos showed me playing."

"The stall owner said she didn't have much business in the afternoon, and because I was alone without my parents, she kept an eye on me just in case."

"As a result, seeing how much fun I was having, I took a few photos."

"She also apologized to me and said it was wrong to take photos of others without permission, so she gave me the photos she took and didn't keep them for herself."

"I still keep those photos secretly. They are the most precious treasures to me."

After taking a photo, Koshik lowered his head to check the image on the screen and said firmly: "Even if I can't remember the happiness of that day, the photo will help me remember it - I want to be like that stall owner."

Shi Guanghui didn't say anything for a long time. Finally, she raised her hand and patted Keshik on the shoulder: "If the stall owner knew that her action was so precious to you, he would be very happy."

Ke Xike raised his head and smiled innocently at Shi Guanghui: "But my photography skills are still very poor now. I still need to learn more from you, teacher."

"Yes," Shi Guanghui nodded, "I will teach you well."

Although it was a bit abrupt, he paused for a few seconds and said, "Before that, I hope to solve a problem with you."

He looked directly into Koshik's eyes and asked, "You are learning photography from me now, but you are still hiding it from your family, right?"

Koshik's movements froze, and then he lowered his head awkwardly: "Yes, I, I know it's not good to hide it. If people find out, it will definitely be very troublesome..."

"Have you ever considered what kind of trouble it will bring me?" Shi Guanghui's expression became serious.

Koshik lowered his head even lower: "I, I've considered it..." He raised his head suddenly again, his tone urgent, "I've thought about how to solve it! Although my mother is very strong, she cares a lot about her reputation."

"Before, my mother wanted to settle accounts with the parents of the member who helped me, but I knelt down at the door. She was afraid of being seen and talked about by others, so she agreed not to go and find his parents!"

Shi Guanghui's eyes widened and she blurted out: "How can there be such parents!"

As parents, they actually want their children to do this, and only give up pursuing the "faults" of their children's classmates because of the comments of outsiders - not to mention that the so-called "faults" are also outrageous.

Koshik said slowly: "I think so too. She should see a psychiatrist, but she doesn't want to. My father also said that we should accept her and tolerate her."

He was at a loss for a few seconds, then whispered, "I'm sorry, teacher, this is the only way I can think of."

"Now that I think about it, this method is too superficial. I didn't hide it on purpose, and I didn't want to cause you any trouble..."

He couldn't say anything and just stood there in disappointment. The screen of his mobile phone went dark due to being idle for a long time.

Shi Guanghui felt that this child was really unlucky to have such a parent: "Have you ever thought about solving your mother's problem?"

Koshik nodded and shook his head: "I thought about it, but I can't think of it."

He has been disciplined and restricted for too long, just like a fish in a fish tank, bumping into walls everywhere. After a long time, his "world" has become only this big.

Shi Guanghui pondered deeply and finally realized that he was not cut out for psychological counseling.

It doesn’t matter, Class 3 has the best psychological counselor, troublemaker, and king of rats, and their battle records can be checked!

Thinking of this, he immediately relaxed and quickly skipped the topic: "Forget it, let's not worry about it for now. I'll go find someone after I'm done with lunch. She will definitely be able to handle it!"

Koshik was confused, but seeing that Shi Guanghui's mood had improved and she had no intention of blaming him, he felt fortunate.

The problem will not disappear just because it is avoided. Shi Guanghui has pointed it out, so he can no longer harbor any luck.

Koshik thought so and clenched his fists secretly.

He wanted to solve the problem and didn't want to cause trouble for Shi Guanghui.

For this, he is willing to do anything.