Rebirth of Love: Jiang Ciyou's Counterattack Legend

Lu Jingchen sat slumped in the smoke-filled, alcohol-filled room, his eyes empty and desperate. His life had been shattered by Jiang Ciyou's departure, like a ruin after a storm, in disarray and without life.

He felt like he was trapped in a dark abyss, surrounded by endless pain and despair. Every breath he took seemed like he was enduring great torture. His heart, which was once full of vitality and hope, now seemed to be weighed down by a heavy boulder, beating more and more difficultly. His thoughts were like wild horses running wildly in his mind, and the end point of every thought was the scene of Jiang Ciyou's departure.

He began to think about the meaning of life. For him now, life seemed to have lost all its color and value. Those beautiful visions and the blueprint for the future that he and Jiang Ciyou had built together have now become sharp blades piercing his heart. He thought of the trips they had planned together, the places they had not yet visited, and the sweet moments that only existed in his imagination, all of which vanished with the departure of Jiang Ciyou. He felt like a lonely traveler, lost in the vast desert, with water sources dried up and no trace of life in sight.

He looked at everything around him. The furniture he had picked with Jiang Ciyou had now become a source of pain. He remembered that they had spent a long time shopping in the mall to pick a suitable table lamp. Jiang Ciyou's smile was so warm at that time, and his eyes were full of expectations for future life. But now, the table lamp was still quietly placed there, but it could only illuminate the darkness and loneliness in his heart.

In this endless pain, a dangerous and desperate idea quietly grew in his heart - to end his own life. Once this idea appeared, it was like a devil's seed, quickly taking root and sprouting in the soil of his heart soaked in pain. He felt that death might be a kind of relief and the only way to escape this endless pain.

He began to imagine what it would be like after he left this world. He thought, maybe his departure would make Jiang Ciyou feel guilty or sad for a moment, but what could he do? She had chosen to return to her husband, and his existence might no longer be important in her world. He felt like an abandoned chess piece, having lost all his value in this chess game of love.

However, whenever this thought became stronger in his mind, the good memories of being with Jiang Ciyou would come flooding in like a tide, trying to drown this dangerous thought. He remembered Jiang Ciyou's anxious eyes when he was sick. She took care of him tirelessly, made porridge for him, bought medicine for him, and comforted him in a soft voice. At that time, she was like a guardian angel, bringing him endless warmth and peace of mind. He still remembered that once, they watched the sunrise together on the top of the mountain. When the red sun slowly rose, Jiang Ciyou excitedly held his hand, her eyes full of love for life and deep affection for him. These memories were like faint lights, flickering in the depths of his dark heart, making him hesitate again when he was on the verge of death.

He was in deep conflict. On the one hand, he couldn't stand the pain of being abandoned and felt that death was the quickest way to end the pain. On the other hand, those beautiful memories made him have a feeling for Jiang Ciyou that he couldn't let go of. He was afraid that his departure would make her sad and that he would lose the possibility of being with her again. This conflicting mentality was like two invisible hands, pulling fiercely in his heart, making him even more miserable.

He tried to find an answer for himself, a reason that would make him make up his mind. He asked himself, if he continued to live like this, what kind of future would he face? Would he be forever immersed in pain, unable to extricate himself, or would he be able to truly forget Jiang Ciyou one day and start over? He knew that it was not easy to forget Jiang Ciyou. She had been deeply engraved in the depths of his soul. Every memory of her was like a knot that was difficult to untie, tightly wrapped around his heart.

He also thought, if he really chose to end his life, what would happen to his family and friends? They would be very sad and disappointed. His parents worked hard to raise him, gave him endless love and care, and they had high hopes for him, expecting him to live a happy and fulfilling life. And his friends, those companions who had laughed together and spent countless good times together, would definitely be heartbroken by his departure. He felt that doing so was an extremely selfish act and would bring great harm to those around him.

However, he could not get rid of this painful state. He felt like a wild animal trapped in a cage. No matter how hard he struggled, he could not escape the painful shackles. His heart was constantly wandering on the edge of life and death. Every thought was like walking on a sharp blade. If he was not careful, he would fall into an abyss from which there was no return.

He picked up the bottle of wine beside him and took another gulp of wine, trying to make himself more numb and not think about these painful problems. But alcohol can only temporarily blur his thinking, but it can't really eliminate the contradictions and pain in his heart. He knew that he had to make a decision, a decision about his life.

He closed his eyes, trying to calm himself down. It was like a chaotic movie playing in his mind, with various scenes intertwined. There were the sweet moments between him and Jiang Ciyou, and her cold back when she left; there were scenes of his once hopeful life, and the current mess. He struggled among these scenes, trying to find an exit, an exit that would allow him to escape from this pain.

During this long and painful thinking process, time seemed to stop flowing. He didn't know how long it had been, maybe a few hours, maybe a few days. He just felt like he was walking alone in a dark tunnel, unable to see the end or find the direction. His body was exhausted and his spirit was on the verge of collapse, but his mind was still struggling fiercely over the issue of life and death.

Suddenly, a gust of wind blew and moved the curtains. The gently fluttering curtains were like an invisible hand, gently touching his heart. He suddenly realized that life was like this curtain. Although it would be blown by the wind and experience ups and downs, it still had its own meaning of existence. He began to think that maybe the pain now was only temporary, just like a storm, although fierce, it would always pass. He began to re-examine his life. He remembered that he once had dreams and a love for life. Although Jiang Ciyou's departure plunged him into darkness, it did not mean that he would give up the light forever.

This idea was like a faint dawn, flashing in the depths of his dark heart. Although this dawn was still very weak and not enough to completely dispel the darkness in his heart, it gave him a chance to rethink his life. He knew that he could not give up his life so easily, and he had to try to find a new direction and redefine his life.

The author has something to say

Dear readers, the plot of this chapter may make you feel a little heavy and depressed. When creating this plot, I wanted to deeply portray Lu Jingchen's inner world after he suffered a heavy blow in love. Love is sometimes like this. It can bring endless happiness to people, but it can also bring unbearable pain. When a person falls into extreme pain and despair, he is likely to have some extreme thoughts. But I also want to show the preciousness of life and the power of hope through Lu Jingchen's inner contradictions and struggles. No matter how dark the moment is, as long as there is a glimmer of hope in your heart, it is possible to find the direction of life again. I hope that when you read this chapter, you can feel the pain of the character and experience the tenacity of life.