What to do if your male god is too good at self-attack

1988.6.28

The college entrance exam is finally over, and a teacher from Kyoto University actually called me and asked if I was interested in applying to their school! I was so happy! You know, Kyoto University’s mathematics and finance major is the best.

But my sister has been in a bad mood for several days and doesn't want me to go. How can I bear to let her go? I really don't know what I should choose.

1988.7.13

I still chose a university in Hangzhou, which is closer to home and my sister. She has been on a hunger strike these days because of this incident and has lost a lot of weight. I will take her to eat her favorite beef noodles in the evening.

1988.9.26

I ran into him again, and I didn't expect that he still remembered me! When he saw me, he asked me if my wound had any scars. Children have good healing abilities, so the wounds were no longer visible.

By the way, I finally asked his name, his name is very nice - Yuefan, the sail that sets sail to cross the vast ocean.

1988.9.27

I went to the library several times every day, thinking I could meet him again, but who knew he was a student from Peking University, coming here to attend a lecture. It seems we are not destined to be together. Alas, Ming Ruolan, forget about it.

1992.7.1

My sister has chosen to study in Beijing. I am so happy for her. I have to remember to make a list in the next two days and help her prepare everything she needs. The cost of living in Beijing is so high, and I don’t want her to suffer. (Attached is a long list)

1993.2.10

I saw him on my sister’s circle of friends. It really is a small world.

The look in my sister's eyes when she looked at him was so familiar, I knew it was love.

1995.8.2

Yuefan said I was cruel because I knew he loved me but I kept avoiding him.

I have only known him for fifteen years, but my sister and I have been together for twenty-one years. How can I compete with my sister? I don't want her to be sad.

1996.10.18

Yuefan and I were getting married, and I thought my sister wouldn't bless me, but she still came to my wedding.

She said that Yuefan and I look very good together, and I think this is the best blessing I have ever received.

……

Ming Ruowei turned to the last page with trembling hands. In the corner, there was a line of vigorous and powerful words. They were not written by Ming Ruolan, but she was very familiar with them - they were Yue Fan's words.

The first half of this diary is all about Ruo Wei, and I hope the second half of your life will be all about me. ——Your husband: Yue Fan.

Why? Why did they pretend not to know each other before? And why did they pretend to be kind and generous, and give Yue Fan to him? Why did he wrongly blame her for so many years?

"Sister, it's all because of you... that I was spoiled..."

Ming Ruowei raised her head, but tears still fell uncontrollably. She scolded Ming Ruolan again and again in her heart, and finally grabbed the diary and burst into tears.

All these years, she had lied about her failure, and the image of herself as a victim was completely shattered by this diary.

She thought Ming Ruolan had stolen her Yue Fan, she thought Ming Ruolan had interfered with their relationship, she thought Ming Ruolan was plotting to get pregnant before marriage...

All her self-righteousness was being tortured in her own heart at this moment.

"Why are you crying?" The police officer in the car didn't know what was written in the diary and could only look at her blankly.

Ming Ruowei let her tears ruin her makeup and wash away all her arrogance.

This thick diary, written by Ming Ruolan and beginning with Ming Ruowei, describes the love of her sister.

Ming Ruolan's life, Yue Fan's affection, Mr. Yue's trust, and Yue Zhou's eyes and dependence on her were all ruined by Ming Ruowei alone.

The roar of the police car drowned out Ming Ruowei's cries of repentance, and Ming Ruolan would never hear them again.

-

After seeing off the police car, Liu Yigang looked at Yue Zhou beside him. He had grown up. The funeral had taken away his childishness. He looked taller because of his weight loss.

"I will go to Guangcheng and be a surgeon again." Liu Yiguang smiled bitterly. He was not qualified to ask Yue Zhou to forgive him.

"I understand." These are no longer important to Yue Zhou.

After saying goodbye to Liu Yiguang, Yue Zhou slowly walked to the entrance of Yunding. He Yue was sitting on the steps, curled up in a small ball.

At this moment, his tense nerves finally relaxed completely. Yue Zhou smiled at her slender figure and called her, "He Yue."

He Yue heard Yue Zhou's voice and stood up: "Is it over?"

Yue Zhou was relieved: "Yes, Yue survived."

"Congratulations." He Yue thanked sincerely.

"It's me who should thank you."

The two people stood under the brilliant starry sky. Yue Zhou took out an envelope from his pocket with a tender look in his eyes.

"Heyue, I wonder if I can invite you to a concert?"

-

It was late at night and the curtains were not closed. The moon was quiet in the starry sky, covered by a thin layer of clouds, casting a faint soft light.

Lin Xia Ning sat on the bed with her knees hugged. The computer in the room was on, and she could see Zhu Huaining's online and offline status.

He didn't sleep either.

Lin Xia Ning shook her head and buried it in her arms: Hold on, Lin Xia Ning, don’t go find him.

Just then, there was a rustling sound coming from the door. Lin Xia Ning's heart tightened and she swallowed unconsciously.

Her parents were on a business trip and she was the only one at home. Where did the noise outside come from?

Lin Xia Ning couldn't help feeling a little nervous, and then she heard a familiar voice outside the door.

“What delicious wontons.”

It turned out to be He Yue.

Lin Xia Ning finally relaxed, and her shoulders slumped unconsciously.

"And the skin is thin and the filling is big." Luo Yilan said exaggeratedly.

And Luo Yilan, listening to them singing in unison, Lin Xia Ning smiled.

"Hey, what is this?"

"Are the freshly baked scallion pancakes still hot?" Luo Yilan raised her voice, "Yuji scallion pancakes, the last batch."

Finally, the door was opened from the inside, and the two people squatting at the door raised their heads stupidly: "Hey, what a coincidence."

"This is my home." What's a coincidence?

He Yue and Luo Yilan, holding delicious food, walked past her into the room with a smile on their faces. They took the books down from the bookshelf as if they were in the right place, and then made a small table out of wooden boards. The three of them sat on the floor.

"Didn't you eat?" Luo Yilan asked.

"I ate it." Not wanting to make them worry, Lin Xia Ning said with her neck stiffened.

He Yue came up and looked into Lin Xia Ning's eyes: "Not only did you not eat, you also cried."

"Heyue!" Lin Xia Ning patted Heyue lightly.

He Yue smiled and begged for mercy. Luo Yilan had already opened the food one by one: "Eat quickly."

Lin Xia Ning took a bite of the juicy scallion pancake and asked, "How's Yue Zhou?"

"He has taken Yue back." He Yue said.

"That's good." Lin Xia Ning couldn't help shedding two tears while eating, and explained, "That's great, I'm so happy for him, he will be a domineering CEO in the future, remember to ask him to take me in if I can't find a job."

Seeing her like this, Luo Yilan got up and turned off the computer. Lin Xianing looked at her pitifully.

"A Ning, stop looking at the computer and look forward."

Luo Yilan put her arms around Lin Xianing's waist and leaned on her shoulders, and He Yue also moved over and hugged them.

"Give Zhu Huaining some time, wait for him..." Luo Yilan said, "He has become a domineering CEO, and he will definitely come back to find you."