Become a stepmother and save the male protagonist of the painful literary school

"In that case, how do you know whether your pure love is motivated by interests in the eyes of the other person? If the other person thinks that you have ulterior motives, then is your love pure?"

"Because the subject and object of emotion are both people. It is not real until you admit it yourself."

Jian Yan was puzzled. "My feelings still need someone else's stamp of approval? How funny."

"If it's not necessary, then in the judicial column, the murderer said that he loved someone very much, so he wanted to kill that person. Do you think this behavior is love or crime?"

She was silent for a moment.

It is obvious that "love" in the eyes of the murderer is a crime at the social level.

Tong Ruixiao: "Love is the result of emotional exchanges between people. It counts only when both parties agree. One party's 'deep love' may not be recognized by the other party. It cannot be without a trace of interests."

"According to your point of view, there is no such thing as pure emotion in this world."

She found it funny.

"I do think so."

He directed his words back to her, "And you said you were a pure 'lover', but it was limited to the 'period of love'. Why couldn't it last forever? Since there was no impurity, how could your love be intermittent?"

If she didn't stop, would she be plotted to death? To die in the so-called "love" that required her to sacrifice everything!

She wanted to refute him, but the words stopped at her lips.

Suddenly he laughed, his voice brighter, "Mr. Tong, do you really believe it?"

"I just said a hypothesis, but you actually discussed it seriously with me."

Her eyes glanced at him and she smiled.

"You are such an interesting person..."

The laughter was light and floating, like cotton wool flying in the sky, which would soon fall to an unknown place.

Half truth, half false, as hard to understand as people.

"Whether you are talking about assumptions or facts, I will answer seriously." Tong Ruixiao did not laugh with her, but expressed his attitude seriously.

She said: "It's not good to be too serious."

He replied: "It's you who's the one who's really picky."

"Dirty the disaster to the east?"

She did not doubt herself because of his words, but instead felt that he was spreading rumors.

"You only recognize those who are purely 'emotional' or 'interested'. The rest are all considered hypocrites who dare not admit that they are selfish."

"But most people in this world live in a gray area where the two coexist. It's not black or white."

“Those who are completely loyal to emotions and those who are completely loyal to interests do not have a sound and complete personality.”

No sound personality...

Jian Yan repeated this sentence silently in her mind, and it gradually overlapped with another evaluation of her.

——You are too extreme and your personality is not mature or healthy enough. Don’t get deeper and deeper into this relationship.

——You said you loved Si Yanchen, but what he taught you was to flatter you instead of growing together, and what he brought you was pain and reluctance without any gains or happiness. Wake up, this is wrong! Don't be stubborn anymore.

extreme……

Not a healthy personality...

Tong Ruixiao had no idea what Jian Yan was thinking at the moment. He just thought that her silence was because his words were too sharp and harsh.

So he softened his words, "Perhaps your heart is inclined to emotions, which means that there is a lot of innocence and kindness in your character."

Innocence? Kindness?

Such a strange word, actually used to describe her.

It's a bit ironic.

Jian Yan almost wanted to laugh.

Why should I argue with him about who is right and who is wrong?

So she spoke up, "When you say my naivety, I probably mean that my ideas are divorced from reality, and my kindness means that although it is divorced from reality, it has not evolved into an extreme obsession that harms people."

"After saying so much, I think I can see the difference between you and me."

Tong Ruixiao nodded and listened to her carefully.

"I am an idealist. I believe that love mixed with interests and impurities is no longer pure and is not love."

"And Mr. Tong, you are a realist. Just like diamonds have five purity levels: LC, VVS, VS, SI, and P, but they are all called diamonds."

The man nodded. "We have completely different opinions."

"So I answered honestly, but you felt that I was using nice words to cover up my selfishness and hypocrisy. And I also think that your demand for the ultimate purity of feelings is naive and unattainable, and it is very easy to be frustrated and hurt in reality."

"What I'm going to say next may be a little different from usual. I've been thinking about it for a long time and want to talk to you about it."

She suddenly had a vague feeling, and had a premonition of what the other party was going to say next, but she didn't dare to believe it and was hesitant.

"Actually, I really hope you can be less repulsive to me. I can see that you like Xiao Mu, and I think we can become a family."

Until he spoke these words, which matched her fearful assumptions.

That terrifying feeling finally disappeared, and was replaced by raging waves.

She almost immediately denied it, "Are you kidding, Mr. Tong?"

The man's face turned pale, but it didn't show because it was night. The darkness became the best cover for his emotions.

"I'm not joking."

The answer came out quickly and seriously, eager to prove his sincerity.

But after saying this, he realized that his nervous look was really embarrassing, as if he was begging for mercy.

I couldn't help but laugh.

He never understood why those people were so obsessed with relationships between men and women, and they didn't value desire. If you are upright, you will naturally be upright, so there are very few people around you.

I have lived alone for many years, and this year, I also experienced some emotional frustration.

It's hard to express bitterness. "If you think it's a joke, then it's a joke..."

What else could happen?

But I am sad alone and cannot express it out loud.

Once the thoughts are spoken out, they become complete delusions.

You still have to maintain a certain degree of decency so that you won’t be embarrassed when you see someone else.

"It's late, go to sleep."

Jian Yan broke the stagnant atmosphere and lay down with his back turned. He only removed a small part of the quilt. Because the room was heated, he would not feel cold even without the quilt.

I lay down, thinking about what he just said.

Become a family...

Is this some new trick to trick girls?

Twitching the corner of his mouth.

If it weren't for the mission, if she didn't feel sympathy for Tong Huaimu's suicide, she would have tried her best to sever the marriage alliance, or run away from the country.

Who wants to become a family with a stranger?

Isn't this funny?

A marriage is a marriage, interests are interests, don’t bring up any feelings.

Did he think that after he had exploited her once, he could keep her in the Tong family and exploit her forever?

ridiculous!

Fortunately, Tong Ruixiao is a smart person and said such stupid things.

Forget it, she wasn't that smart tonight. She listened to his words and responded unconsciously.

Perhaps it was because I didn't feel oppressed or exploited when talking to him, so I just kept talking.

Trouble comes from the mouth, so it is better not to involve yourself in your words in the future...

Thinking this, Jian Yan slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Tong Ruixiao listened to her shallow and even breathing, but found it difficult to fall asleep.

They are a formal couple, sleeping on each side.

Strange bedfellows.

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