Become a stepmother and save the male protagonist of the painful literary school

Jian Yao is a very dirty person.

Very annoying.

At that extremely innocent age, before I could see through people's true colors, if he had never given me candy, warmth and hope, perhaps I would have been kinder to him.

But, there is no if.

He lied to me, he brought this upon himself.

……

Jian Yan stared at the paper in a daze. She knew every word, but when they were put together she felt she couldn't understand it.

There was an uproar in the live broadcast room:

Taotie: Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god!

Jian Yan was stunned for a long time before coming back to his senses.

He murmured, "...No wonder Song Ying said that she would not let me go if Tong Ruixiao knew about this. So this is the reason."

Perhaps it was because the process of patricide described in the diary was too brief, too brief to support a person's life, which left her with a huge psychological trauma. Now that she saw the original owner's bad morals, she felt that it was... reasonable.

It fits the original owner's style.

Chang'e: The original owner was really crazy...

Wenquxing: Killing father and humiliating brother is against natural order!

Jian Yan read the comments and nodded:

"In your words, the original owner was indeed 'crazy', but there is more behind this 'craziness'."

"The original owner was able to do such a shocking thing because she appeared to be gloomy and introverted, but in reality she had a twisted and paranoid personality. This personality was created by the oppressive and gloomy environment in which she grew up."

"On the surface, it looks like the original owner is crazy, but in reality, it is the violence, obscenity and distortion of the entire Jian family that is projected onto her, and she is reacting to it."

Chang'e: Yes, the Jian family is really bad!

Taotie: My father and grandfather are both obscene and lewd men who can play with little girls, my mother is a crazy, violent, and voyeuristic maniac, and my brother is a sinister man who appears to be kind but is actually hypocritical. Who wouldn't go crazy if they stayed in such a dark and scary house?

Yue Lao: I have read this novel. The original owner is a very sinister person. She is vicious and will do anything to achieve her goals. She played a role in Tong Huaimu's death. At that time, I was wondering why she was so selfish and had no human touch. Now I understand.

Jade Rabbit: There was no one who looked like a human around the original owner, so it was too difficult for her to think like a normal person.

Chang'e: Like family, like offspring are produced.

Wenquxing: I agree. Children are the mirror of their parents.

Jian Yan lowered his eyes.

Although they all had negative views of the original owner, she felt that except for the fact that he killed people, she could understand him in other aspects.

After reading the entire diary, her intuitive feeling is:

The original owner was a very strong person.

No matter how the outside world inflicted violence, insults, and frame-ups on her, she never gave up. Instead, she internalized it as motivation to make progress and fought back in her own way.

Who can define the right and wrong of resistance?

Only when someone is attacked will people use the word "resistance", just like "self-defense" in the legal sense.

The original owner just accidentally "over-defended himself".

Jian Yan imagined that if she and the original owner were to suffer the same fate, she might be so miserable that she would lose the ability to resist.

Since she cannot pursue a happy life, she will never live in disgrace and become an "object" that loses its freedom under the control of others. She will choose to end her suffering by death.

This was Jane Yan’s first thought, and it also reflected her unyielding character.

But people always say that "living is harder than dying." Therefore, her death was ultimately a bit cowardly.

And she admired the original owner's character.

———When pressed to the extreme, it will not break but bounce back.

Like the elastic branches of a cedar, the harder life puts pressure on it, the more it accumulates strength, turning pressure into an endogenous driving force, making itself stronger.

The original owner wrote on the last page of the diary:

【2014.8.20】

After this happened, I don't know what the old beast was thinking. He was even more active in selling me like a commodity.

Sold it to an old man eight years older than me whose wife had died.

In the eyes of outsiders, I am considered the eldest daughter of the Jian family, highly educated and talented. How can I marry down like this?

I laughed.

That old beast Jian Gang is so hungry that he has no shame at all.

The Jian family, a prosperous family decades ago, was a family of high-ranking officials, engaged in politics and business, and well-known in the capital city of Beijing. But their decline began in his hands.

In this generation, she had fallen into the trap of marrying a man who had come from nowhere. Not only was he not from the capital, but he was even a widower with a teenage child...

So embarrassing!

Since the old beast is not afraid of being laughed at by others, why should I not be afraid?

Marrying down is not without its benefits. It's not more disgusting than the Jian family. In order to maintain the effect of the marriage, at least they won't disgust me openly.

As for the rest, we'll take it one step at a time.

【2014.8.29】

He smiles when he sees people, and looks kind on the surface, but in fact he has many tricks in his heart. His eyes seem to see through people. This kind of person is the most disgusting, even more hypocritical than Jian Yao.

It's really annoying to have to pretend to be nice to him.

There is no advantage in marrying such a person, except that he already has an heir and I don't need to give birth to one.

……

The diary came to an abrupt end on August 29th, which was the second day after the original owner's wedding.

Jian Yan stood in front of the desk, staring at the diary for a long time, then opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out a lighter.

Tear off the outer cowhide cover, take the paper and lighter and walk into the independent bathroom inside the bedroom.

Close the bathroom door to prevent anyone from entering.

Holding the papers inside in his left hand, he used a lighter in his right hand to light a fire from one corner. After burning the diary to ashes, he flushed it down the toilet.

Taotie: Yanyan baby, are you trying to destroy the corpse? What a neat trick.

Jian Yan was amused by her statement. She explained, "If this book is discovered, not only will I be killed, but I will also be killed."

Taotie: He couldn't find any evidence to prove that the diary was about what you did and not just your fantasy.

Jian Yan: "It's scary to have such wild ideas. What ordinary person would have such wild ideas that they would kill their father? Isn't that scary?"

"Besides..." She paused, "I always feel that Tong Ruixiao knows something. It's impossible for him, a man who does things for the benefit of others, to dare to marry into a high-ranking family without knowing anything."

"After all, anyone with a discerning eye knows that the Jian family is backward compatible."

Taotie was puzzled: But now the Tong family is obviously richer? I remember that in the novels I read, the male protagonist's family background was usually top-notch.

Jian Yan shook his head, "Money can't represent everything. No matter how powerful the Tong family is, it has only been established for a few decades. Whether in reputation or status, it can't be compared with the famous family in Beijing like the Jian family."

"Even though the Jian family is declining, it was once a famous family. Even though it is so rotten now, it can still be stable at the bottom of the four major families recognized by the upper class, which is enough to show its reputation."

Taotie: Status is not linked to money? (Confused and scratching his head)