Jian Yan is the eldest daughter of the Jian family in Beijing.

She should have been the apple of her parents' eye, but she was born into a family that favors boys over girls, and was viewed as a hated burden by her parents.

Before her, her parents had a boy, but he was lost while shopping.

Later, she wanted to have a boy, but was disappointed to find that she was a girl. So she named her Jian Yan, and her nickname was Zhao Di.

Meaning: I hope she can get a younger brother.

But her mother's health was not good after giving birth to her, and she was unable to get pregnant, while she grew up day by day.

Her parents had all kinds of conflicts because she was a girl, and they quarreled and fought with each other.

Her father started having a lover outside, and her mother took out her hatred on her, and they later went their separate ways.

But she was beautiful, and many servants liked her. She spent her childhood under the care of these kind aunts.

Her grandfather molested her when she was young and forced her not to tell anyone, or else he would make her leave the house.

If she cries, she will suffer more.

This is her deepest secret that she cannot tell anyone.

10 is old.

Her lost twelve-year-old brother was found and returned to the Jane family.

His name is Jian Yao, and his nickname is Tianci.

When Jian Yao saw her at home, he thought that it was because of her existence that his parents had not looked for him for so many years and that he had to suffer in the countryside, so he hated her to the core.

Return to her all the torture she suffered in the market.

They put urine in her tea, nails in her dancing shoes, smashed her piano, slapped her, framed and slandered her to make her parents hate her even more.

When Jian Yao discovered that the girl had been sexually assaulted by her grandfather for a long time, he used this incident to threaten her to work for him, order her around, and treat her like a slave.

Later he assaulted her and said to her: "If you dare to tell anyone, I will kill you."

Five years later.

Jian Yan's father died of HIV infection due to excessive play, and all his property was inherited by Jian Yao.

Jian Yao enters the company.

In order to allow her to help Jian Yao consolidate the company's position, her mother sent her abroad when she was in high school.

18 is old.

Jian Yan returned to China with a diploma from a prestigious foreign university, majoring in finance and minoring in architectural design. He has outstanding abilities in building development and design.

After returning to China, she joined the company and took a senior management position.

But Jian Yao didn't want her to have any power at all, and only used her beauty to make her accompany various bosses for drinking.

20 is old.

After a drinking party, she drank so much that she vomited blood and squatted on the roadside, unable to stand up. Si Yanchen, the heir of the Si family, saw her and took her to the hospital out of kindness.

This scene was seen by Jian Yao. He thought that a closer relationship between the two would be beneficial to the company and the family, so he forced her to stick to her boss Yan Chen.

21 is old.

The relationship between Jian Yan and Si Yanchen developed rapidly. Jian Yao drugged her in the water and she went to bed with Si Yanchen.

Pregnant.

Her mother asked her to marry into the Si family in order to obtain a large sum of money to support her brother Jian Yao.

But Si Yanchen is a playboy who only goes to bed with women but doesn't take it seriously.

When he heard that she was pregnant with her own child, he didn't care at all. Instead, he instigated a lover to push her down the stairs, causing her to have a miscarriage.

He also took the initiative to arrange for many people to spread all kinds of ugly rumors, saying that she seduced him and that she was shameless and dissolute by nature.

The family had no intention of wasting resources to restore her image, so Jian Yan's reputation in the capital became increasingly unsavory.

Jian Yao arranged for her to marry when she still had some value. She resisted, and her mother tried to persuade her.

He knew that she had a bad reputation and was not worthy of the status of a young lady from an aristocratic family, so he posted a list of her all over the world.

Anyone can ask.

Just sell it for money.

Goods in general.

22 is old.

Jian Yan couldn't stand being used as a tool and fled the capital.

Unable to go abroad due to lack of money, he ended up in Jiangcheng.

Hearing that Jiangcheng's richest company, Tong's Group, was recruiting designers, he held out a glimmer of hope and went to the Tong's Group with an architectural design drawing.

Unexpectedly, I got the chairman's approval.

Tong Ruixiao sold the design plan at a high price and invited her to the conference room to ask her if she was willing to cooperate with Tong Group for a long time.

But she was a fugitive and didn't want to stay in the country for long. She just wanted to go abroad as soon as possible to get rid of everything.

After knowing her difficulties, Tong Ruixiao proposed to form a marriage with her, which would save her from exile and bring mutual benefits to both sides.

Jane Yan hesitated.

In August, she took a gamble and married into the Tong family.

Tong Ruixiao is a typical businessman who values ​​profit over reputation. Jian Yan has strong business ability and helps him a lot in making plans.

From the initial building design drawings and planning proposals, to the observation of the habits of various bosses during conversations at drinking parties, he demonstrated extraordinary talent.

When Jian Yan began to live a free life with power and wealth, he increasingly felt that agreeing to the marriage was the right choice.

Step by step, they gradually got to know each other through cooperation and gradually found that they were in harmony in life.

23 is old.

Jian Yan told Tong Ruixiao everything she had suffered, and Tong Ruixiao regretted not meeting her earlier.

The two of them communicated with each other and were no longer in a contractual relationship, but became husband and wife.

He built a villa according to her design.

A small garden was built behind the villa, in which several precious old locust trees were planted, and an Alaskan dog named "Tuanzi" was raised.

She liked to paint in the small garden, and he and Tuanzi were always by her side.

Once when talking about the topic of having offspring, Jian Yan pointed out that she did not want to have children, so Tong Ruixiao went to get a sterilization.

24 is old.

Jian Yan discovered the opportunity for exclusive logistics that came with the development of e-commerce, and the two of them entered the logistics industry and established Ruiguang Logistics.

25 is old.

The two went abroad and adopted a mixed-race baby boy who was thrown next to a trash can and named him Tong Huaimu.

"He is a man of open mind and broad-minded, so let's call him Tong Huaimu." Jian Yan looked at the baby boy and said with a smile.

Tong Ruixiao asked, "Why not Jian Huaimu? Our two children can take your last name."

"I hate the name Jane. It reminds me of where I was born and what I've been through."

He held her in silence.

Ruiguang Logistics is growing bigger and bigger, and is moving straight up in the logistics industry. With the support of Tong Group, it soon made a qualitative leap.

27 is old.

Jian Yao couldn't bear to see her living a happy life and her career flourishing, so he framed her for cheating in an attempt to separate her from Tong Ruixiao.

But Tong Ruixiao always believed in her and exposed the other party's conspiracy. The two people always believed in each other, supported each other, and their feelings were indestructible.

28 is old.

The Jian family faces a capital chain crisis.

Jian Yao knelt down and begged her, but she refused to help.

Watching the buildings collapse and the sunset fall.

Finally he laughed heartily: "I have been waiting for one day for ten years."

30 is old.

Jian Shi went bankrupt and Jian Yao fled abroad with debts.

While abroad, he discovered that the crisis of the Jian family was caused by the secret manipulation of Jian Yan and Tong Ruixiao.

Furious, waiting for an opportunity to take revenge.

The hired killer ran over and killed five-year-old Tong Huaimu with his car and killed Tong Ruixiao's parents.

In just the time it took to buy a candied haws, the child died in front of him, a bloody mess.

Then came the tragic news that his parents had also been killed.

This series of disasters dealt a heavy blow to Tong Ruixiao. He became dazed, and Jian Yan kept trying to persuade him to cheer up.

With her help, he found out the truth and took revenge on Jian Yao. He collected all the evil deeds that Jian Yao had done and took them to court to punish him with the law.

Jian Yao was sentenced to death for intentional homicide with a two-year reprieve. Feeling hopeless about his future, he shot and killed Jian Yan at the second trial.

He then committed suicide.

And Jian Yan died forever at the age of thirty.

Never wake up again.

Tong Ruixiao's last bit of hope also disappeared. The blow brought by the successive deaths of his relatives caused the taut string to break completely. He cried in grief and was heartbroken.

Tear marks leave moles, and tears of sorrow never stop.

He held her body, covered in blood, and refused to let her be buried or put into the coffin.

Someone around me asked, "Is he crazy?"

A happy family was broken up in an instant.

His son was hit to death, his parents were poisoned to death, his wife was shot to death, and he was the only one left alive.

Who can stay calm?

Since then, he has been devastated by the blow and has suffered serious psychological problems. He often has hallucinations and thinks his wife and family are still there.

He resigned as CEO of Tong Group and Ruiguang Logistics, retaining only the title of chairman.

During the few moments when he was sober, he entrusted Vice Chairman Wang Qiong, who had worked with him and Jian Yan in the past, to take over the company.

Wang Qiong has always sent people to take good care of him.

later.

Tong Ruixiao's depression became more and more serious. He tried to commit suicide many times, including drinking pills, cutting his wrists, jumping into the river, and going on a hunger strike... but was discovered and rescued in time.

After several rounds of electroconvulsive therapy, he often suffered from amnesia, and every time he remembered everything, he would be in so much pain that he attempted suicide and fell into a coma.

Extremely tortured.

When his delusions were severe, he could not distinguish between dreams and reality. Looking at everything in reality, he said one sentence after another: "This is a dream, this is a dream... I want to wake up, Xiao Jian is still waiting for me."

A thought is short, a dream is long.

Fallen into a false dream.

The reality is bloody and painful.

When he was awake, he looked out the window at the wind rustling through the leaves, and asked paranoidly over and over again:

"Wind, where did you take the one I love?"

"Xiao Jian, where can I find you?"

finally.

Tong Ruixiao died in front of Jian Yan's tombstone, and remained forever in the dream of family reunion.

Didn't wake up.

"Xiao Jian, I'll follow you wherever you are."

"I don't know if I'm sick or not, but as long as you're by my side, even if I'm sick I won't feel any pain, and I won't want to struggle to wake up."

"That world with you and my family is my reality."

……

【Author’s words】:

This is what happens in the real world.

The story of Jian Yan's life from birth to death is told in a very concise way, leaving blanks for the readers to imagine.

What happened in this article was the dream that Tong Ruixiao had after he fell into a coma due to illness.

His dreams are morbid, made from the crushed and cruel reality. There are many differences from reality, but there are clues.

such as:

1.

Jian Yan, the original owner, and Jin Buxi, they are essentially three faces of the same person.

They are all simple and annoying in reality.

2.

Jian Yao, Jian Tianci and Si Yanchen are the three images of Jian Yao and Si Yanchen in real life.

3.

Tong Ruixiao's personality is the same in reality and in dreams: elegant, gentle, self-sustaining, and with a high sense of morality.

4.

Tong Huaimu was adopted and is not his biological child.

Tong Ruixiao fabricated a reasonable reason for the child's origin, namely, his deceased wife.

But there is no such person in reality, so he can't remember what his deceased wife looked like.

(A foreshadowing left in the previous chapter)

5.

Tong Huaimu is a child of a few years old in reality, but he is indeed a high school student in his dream.

Represents Tong Ruixiao's hope to see him grow up.

As for rebellion.

Because the child was already very disobedient at a young age and made Jian Yan angry, Tong Ruixiao subconsciously believed that the child would not change his naughty character when he grew up.

6.

The way Tong Huaimu died in the dream was actually the way Tong Ruixiao committed suicide in reality.

But he was not successful, and was rescued and fell into a coma, which led to this dream.

7.

In the dream, the conversation between Tong Ruixiao and Jian Yan in the thinking dimension actually happened in reality.

Their different ideas collided and comprehended with each other, and finally they fell in love and stayed together.

In his dream, he was afraid that Jian Yan would leave him, mainly because of Jian Yan's death in reality, and of course also because of the jealousy he had felt in reality.

8.

The dream had a fairy-like fantasy color to it, because when Tong Ruixiao was terminally ill, he completely believed in gods and Buddhas.

He believed that there was an afterlife after death and that he and Jian Yan would meet again.

At the end of the dream, Jian Yan said, "You are a materialist, why do you believe in gods and Buddhas?" This was actually his inner struggle.

It was originally materialism, but it became objective idealism.

His mind was broken, but he still had a shred of sanity, which forced him to wake up from the dream.

He has dreamed of being a butterfly so many times that he can no longer distinguish between reality and illusion.

He used up the last bit of his strength to drag himself out of the false dream and ran to his lover who was waiting for him.

——Rest with her in the ground forever.

(If you have any other questions, please write them in the comments. I will explain them in the last chapter when I talk about my mental journey.)

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