Become a stepmother and save the male protagonist of the painful literary school

Jian Yan never gets drunk and has excellent self-control. But she got so drunk today. The reason is in what she said...

This is an unlucky phrase related to "death".

The woman groaned, her eyes blurry and her voice drunken: "I was going to die... Xiao Mu, Jin Jin... and you... I changed... my fate..."

Tong Ruixiao's pupils shrank and he was completely stunned.

Xiao Mu, himself, and the person named Jin Jin were all going to die, but Jian Yan changed the fate of everyone.

His body settled back into the driver's seat.

Jian Yan came to this world... to save them?

"Don't... don't commit suicide..."

Suddenly, a faint voice was heard.

Her drunken words were scattered and illogical, but he could roughly guess what she meant.

"Alive."

"Alive..."

"Alive, Tong... Ruixiao..."

The same word was murmured three times.

The man's heart skipped a beat.

Suicide? Who would commit suicide? Xiao Jian called my name...

When she said "alive", did she mean that I was the only one alive among all people, or... let me live?

I……

How can it be?

I have no reason to commit suicide!

Once he put the words "suicide", "hate" and "me" together, his face turned pale and his heart trembled uncontrollably.

My whole body felt cold, as if I was in an ice cellar, and it was difficult to breathe.

What do you mean?

What's the meaning!

He didn't understand this sentence.

He felt like something in his mind was about to break out, but it was hazy and he couldn't see clearly because of the layer of window paper.

I vaguely see pink, or gray...what is that?

Did he forget something?

Very important stuff...

"What's going on...why on earth!"

Tong Ruixiao covered his chest and gasped violently, feeling suffocated in waves.

With his hands on the steering wheel and his body stiff, he tried hard to connect all the things and soon he was sweating profusely.

There was cold sweat all over his forehead.

It felt like a needle was pricking his head, causing a dull sting that blocked his ability to remember anything.

It seemed... once he remembered it, he would immediately fall into an abyss from which there was no return.

He pressed his temples and groaned in pain.

Only by stopping all thoughts can the pain be relieved, and the emotions that are about to burst out will gradually subside.

for a long time.

The man seemed to have been drained of all his strength. He leaned back in his seat, tilted his head back and gasped: "Hoo-hoo-hoo"

Jane fell asleep for a while.

He opened his hazy eyes again and saw himself in the car, which was not moving. He looked at him in confusion: "Why... don't you go home..."

Tong Ruixiao finally pulled himself out of the panic of the unknown emotions in his mind and nodded reluctantly:

"Go, let's go home now."

He calmed his breathing, not knowing whether he was comforting her or himself.

late at night.

Lying in bed, Tong Ruixiao tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.

The sudden pain in the car made him feel suffocated and frightened.

Why is the pain so real?

And the more you think about it, the more painful it becomes...

It's like being trapped in a lightless swamp, and struggling will only make you sink deeper and faster.

till the end--

He could vaguely feel that the dark place at the bottom was the source of the inexplicable pain.

There is a blurry layer between us, like paper.

You can't see what's on the other side of the compartment.

His brain and heart were all roaring and telling him in a painful way - don't touch it.

It's like a stress response...

why?

Why is it?

……

The next day, Tong Ruixiao talked to the psychologist again, who made a judgment on his symptoms:

Confusion and curiosity are normal, especially when it comes to important information. But headaches are indeed pathological symptoms, so you can do a full body check first.

The results of the full body checkup came out.

The body is very healthy and there is no problem with the brain.

The doctor was also surprised, after all, when he recalled the incident again, he still looked painful.

But a detailed inspection proved that there was indeed no problem.

After screening, it was determined that the patient had suffered stress trauma and had a tendency to delusions and depression.

Tong Ruixiao stood silently in the study and pulled out a slightly yellowed sheet folded into a square from a hidden place in the bookcase.

This was the conclusion he came to after consulting a doctor when Jian Yan disappeared two years ago.

It's almost the same as the new order he has.

Two years later, three doctors diagnosed him with a very similar illness based on his symptoms caused by two different things.

Delusion...

Depression...

He was in a trance.

What is delusion?

Does it mean that he has a rich imagination or that he is daydreaming? But he doesn't have any unrealistic fantasies at all!

What is depressive tendency?

Just because he guessed many unknown and terrible possibilities based on what Xiao Jian said about "being alive"? He was just guessing.

Although he got a headache every time he thought about it, he didn't believe his guess.

How can it be considered depression?

He found it incredible.

But these doctors are the best in the country, and their diagnosis cannot be false.

"Tong Ruixiao?"

He suddenly came back to his senses.

Immediately put away the list in your hand and put it in the drawer.

Looking at the woman who walked to the desk, he dodged for a moment and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I know you've gone back to the study, but you didn't open the door after I called you several times, so I came in to take a look."

Jian Yan's sharp eyes caught him hastily putting away the paper, but she didn't pay much attention to it. Everyone has a private space that they don't want others to pry into, it's just a small matter.

But when she studied his expression, she realized something was wrong.

His eyes were filled with guilt and his face was pale, and he had obviously received information that frightened him.

This person is hiding something important from me...

So he stretched out his hand: "What is hidden so mysteriously? Can I take a look?"

The man did not move, but shook his head and said:

"Nothing, nothing important..."

Seeing him like this, she became more determined in her thinking.

In the past, he had never refused anything she asked him for, but today he refused so quickly.

When things go wrong, there must be a monster.

I felt vaguely uneasy.

So I started to guess and observe the subtle changes in the man's expression:

"The company's operations are not going well? Didn't it meet the net profit target this year?"

"Do not."

"The contract fell through, is the board of directors putting pressure on us?"

He wanted to end the topic: "It's not about the company... Let's go for a walk? I saw the roses in the garden are blooming very well today."

Jian Yan's body suddenly stopped. She stared into his eyes seriously and said word by word: "I told you when we were drinking tea two days ago that it was not a rose, but a hybrid rose."

"Tong Ruixiao, what's wrong with you..."

His heart sank at the tone of her voice.

He opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything: "I..."

He discovered that he had no memory of what he had said to her.