Become a stepmother and save the male protagonist of the painful literary school
Chapter 167 Tong Huaimu's Hidden Old Memories
After the silence, there was an extremely depressing bass.
"I know you never treated me as your son. I was just a tool for you to live a good life."
"I failed to gain Tong Ruixiao's love as you wished, and I failed to complete the task that a tool should do, so you call me a beast and useless... It's right."
"You said I was a disgrace to Tong Ruixiao, and that he would always hate me, just like he hated you... Only then did I realize that if I hadn't drugged him at the banquet that year, I wouldn't exist."
"I've always wondered why he seldom talked to me, didn't love me, and didn't play with me like other classmates' fathers did... It turns out it's because I'm just a burden that was born through calculation and frame-up to tie him down!"
Jian Yan suddenly froze, as if struck by lightning.
What? Su Lina drugged Tong Ruixiao?!
Was Xiao Mu a pawn she gave birth to in order to tie up Tong Ruixiao? !
The reason behind what Tong Ruixiao called “a relationship that happened by accident” turned out to be this!
No wonder he didn’t acknowledge Xiao Mu as his own child at first… The birth of this child was not an accident at all, but was intentional!
It was impossible for Tong Ruixiao not to know these truths, but when he told her about them, he only mentioned them in one sentence and did not mention the fact that he had been murdered at all.
Jian Yan's eyes were filled with complexity, and she felt indescribably depressed.
If Xiao Mu hadn't told the truth, she would have always believed that it was Tong Ruixiao who forced Su Lina after taking the Chinese medicine, and that she was a victim. It would have been impossible for her to imagine that it was all planned by her.
The boy fell on her knees and cried:
"If you hadn't brought me to his grandfather and used me to threaten him. If you hadn't let his parents force him to marry you... I wouldn't be so sad..."
Jian Yan's heart was filled with turmoil.
It turned out so!
No wonder Tong Ruixiao reacted so strongly when the two elders talked about their children when they returned to Chu Jinyuan's house. He was usually emotionally stable, but suddenly he lost his composure.
It turned out that they had jointly pressured Tong Ruixiao to get married in order to reassure his sick grandfather.
"You control me to become what I am, hoping to rely on me to tie Tong Ruixiao down, but have you ever thought about it? No matter what I do, he will only hate me!"
"Because I am his shame, and proof that he has been schemed against... As long as I live in front of him, he will never like me."
"How can I possibly please him?"
Every word he said was bitter with sorrow and resentment, and he blurted out all the questions that had been pent up in his heart for many years.
"I am just a tool. Tools have no ability to choose. They can only exist after completing their tasks..."
Complain about yourself.
Countless tears in the dark nights have now materialized into vague words, speaking of the sorrows that cannot be changed since birth.
Jian Yan felt sad in her heart. She never expected that Tong Huaimu would have such an experience.
The boy's sensitive, suspicious and resistant character to approaching others now seems to be just a means of self-protection in an environment of extreme lack of love.
The sadness of being unable to change the status quo seemed to determine his future life.
Jian Yan lowered his eyes.
Born and raised as a tool, unloved by parents, closed-minded and friendless, tried every way to get adults to care about them but could not get any, fought and gave up on themselves...
It is not difficult to understand why he would eventually commit suicide.
Anyone would feel suffocated if they were bound by such twisted family relationships.
Tong Huaimu cried bitterly, and Jian Yan was also in a very heavy mood. After sending him back, she sat in front of the desk in silence for a long time.
She used to be certain that Tong Ruixiao loved Tong Huaimu, but after hearing these words today, she was no longer sure.
The relationship between the two of them is not that of an ordinary father and son, but the product of calculation and being calculated. In this case, it is a luxury for Tong Ruixiao not to hate him.
She suddenly felt difficult.
The long-lost system mechanical voice sounded in my mind: "Ding! Congratulations to the anchor for finding the truth and unlocking the background of the male protagonist of the campus novel!"
The live broadcast room was also filled with congratulations.
Taotie: Yanyan baby is awesome! Gaining the hero’s trust and finding out his background is not an easy task!
Weaver Girl: Yes, in the original plot, he kept these truths in his heart and never revealed them until his death.
Jian Yan looked at their words and couldn't feel happy at all.
To them, this was just a fictional world, and the hero was just a target for rescue, until the more people there were, the easier it would be to complete the mission. But to her, he was a living person, and she was heartbroken to hear that he was so miserable.
It turns out that what these gods said in the live broadcast room before, "The life of the male protagonist in a youth pain campus novel must be very miserable", is not a lie, nor is it an exaggeration.
I love my mother, but she uses her as a pawn to tie my father down; I admire my father, but I don't get a corresponding response because I am his stain; I watched my mother die in front of me, and my father didn't see her for the last time before she died...
How heavy must all these be for a child who is not yet an adult!
She was having trouble breathing.
These are things that have already happened and cannot be changed, and that is what makes her feel scared.
On the other side, the boy returned to the room, leaned his back against the door, and slowly slid down.
He covered his face with his hands, tears streaming from between his fingers.
Tong Huaimu was not completely unconscious, he knew what he was doing. He just took advantage of this rare time when he could get drunk to speak out what was in his heart.
He felt like a crazy gambler, exposing his vulnerability completely to another person, begging her to have more mercy on him and to love him forever.
If he fails, he will lose her forever.
A descendant of a wealthy family with such a background is not considered an heir at all, and he is not even recognized by his father in his heart.
He was not sure whether Jian Yan would still love him as much as before after knowing the truth. He himself hated his own background.
If she really loves him, will she be shaken by his identity?
……
In the first month of the year.
Tong Ruixiao discovered that Jian Yan had been in a bad mood since New Year's Eve and didn't talk to him. Apart from meeting and exercising with the hired fitness coach every day, she always stayed in her room all the time.
Dejected.
Worried about her health, I went to her room to ask her, "What's wrong with you? Why are you so depressed these past two days?"
She stared at him carefully, as if she was looking for a way to ease the situation, but she found that there was no way, so she withdrew her gaze sadly.
How can we ask a person who has been framed to let go of hatred and disgust?
Don't go through other people's business and don't advise others to do good.
She said: "It's okay, I'm no different from usual..."
"If you need anything, just tell me and I will do my best to give you a satisfactory answer. But one thing, don't lie to me," Tong Ruixiao said seriously.
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