I'm bad and I'm hitting a wall, primitive life requires hard work

Xiaoxi has already spent five winters in the tribe.

He has no father or mother and was raised by people in the tribe.

The tribe would give him some fruits every day, and occasionally some meat.

When he was very young, he didn't know that he had an older sister. He thought he was an orphan.

Because Xiaoxi also knows what it is like to have a sister and a brother.

His good friend Stewart has an older sister who always helps Stewart catch bugs in his hair and gives him fruits.

Nimei in the tribe has a brother who is a member of the tribe’s hunting team. He always gives some of his meat to Nimei after the bonfire, so Nimei is very strong!

The meat smells so good!

Whenever this happened, Xiao Xi was particularly envious of Ni Mei.

Most of the time, he would play with pebbles by the creek with Ster.

Ster always said to him while pinching the stones and dancing with joy: My elder sister made another basket, my elder sister touched my head today, my elder sister...

His elder sister...

His elder sister...

His elder sister...

Xiao Xiyi listened for a long time and felt a little sour in her heart: "I want a sister too."

The amos in the tribe often help me catch insects, especially Amo Siduo, who will even secretly give me some small fruits.

Well, so I should have many sisters!

It’s not like Sturt who only has one!

So, one sunny noon, after Nimei caught some bugs for him, he shyly pinched his fur skirt and called out, "Sister."

Nimei was stunned for a moment, then burst out laughing.

She touched Xiao Xiyi's head and said, "Xiao Xiyi, you should just call me Sister Nimei. Your real sister is called Xixi."

"Xixi...?"

Of course Xiaoxi knew her.

He couldn't help but think of Xi Xi secretly dragging him into the bushes and pinching his waist, as well as snatching his food and wolfing it down.

She didn't allow herself to tell anyone else about these.

The little body trembled.

At this moment, my mind was filled with her fierce gaze at me - bulging eyes, ferocious face, saying: "It's all because of you that I have lost my mother!"

It turned out that she was his elder sister.

She is actually her elder sister! Then why is she...

Thinking of this, Xiao Xiyi's face turned pale: Was it because I caused my sister to lose her mother that she treated me like this?

"Did I kill my mother?" Xiao Xi also raised her head and sought an answer from Ni Mei with wet eyes.

Nimi frowned and scolded in a stern tone: "Who said that to you?!"

She had heard about this from Wulu A'mo, but she was young at the time and didn't know the details.

But from what the Amos said, “No, Xiyi. It was nature that took your Amo away. It has nothing to do with you.”

After hearing this, Xiaoxi could no longer hold back her tears and burst into tears.

Sister definitely doesn’t know that this has nothing to do with her.

*

"Give it to me!" Xiao Xiqi pushed Xiyi, who was a head shorter than him, to the ground and snatched today's fruit from him.

Xiaoxi looked with tears in his eyes at the person in front of him who often snatched his food - this person was his elder sister, and he only found out about this from his elder sister Nimei today.

After getting his share of the fruit, he excitedly found Xiqi and wanted to tell her that he was her younger brother!

It was nature that took his mother away. Although he didn't know what "nature" was, he wanted to tell his sister that it was not Xiyi who took his mother away!

However, there was not much difference between today and the past, and she still snatched her fruit.

"Sister, Xiyi is hungry too..." Covering the scratch on his arm, little Xiyi looked at his sister longingly and called out those two words carefully.

When Xiao Xiqi heard this, he stared at him coldly, without any emotion in his eyes. He ignored him and turned away with the fruit.

From that day on...

"Sister, do you eat fruit?"

"Sister, today, Ste and I found a beautiful stone."

"Sister, sister, sister..."

She must be starving to snatch the food from him. Xiaoxi also began to share the food with her, and she took it without hesitation.

Sister will like herself when she is full!

Until one day, when Xiao Xiyi called her "Sister" again, Xiqi suddenly became furious and yelled irritably: "Don't call me that anymore!"

From that day on, she became even more aggressive. She would not leave any food for Xiao Xiyi and would snatch it all away. She also no longer hid her beatings and scoldings against Xiao Xiyi.

Everyone in the tribe knew: she didn't like him.

The rumbling stomach and the bruises of varying sizes on his body seemed to be telling him: Your sister doesn't like you.

why?

Is there any sister who doesn’t like her own brother?

Xiaoxi didn't understand either.

*

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, several winters have passed.

Xiao Xi has also grown up a little, and he gradually understands some things.

It was indeed nature that took my mother away, and it was indeed me and my elder sister who caused this tragedy.

But he thought that this could not be blamed on his sister, nor on himself.

He sat beside the tribe's stream and looked at Xiqi who came over to ask for food.

Once again, he took the initiative to give her the fruit he had received today, because he wanted to have a good talk with her.

Talk to my elder sister and want to tell her that it is not my fault and it is not your fault either.

Unexpectedly, after hearing this, Xiqi's expression changed. His whole face became strange and distorted. His face flushed red, and he gritted his teeth and pushed him to the ground.

"It's you! It's all your fault! It's all your fault, it's all your fault...!" Her tone was a little flustered, and she repeated these words over and over again. Suddenly, she quickly slowed down and stared at Xiao Xiyi who fell to the ground.

I thought of Heishi who always spoke ill of me, the way other children looked at me, and the voices that whispered that I had killed my mother.

No, it's not! It was this man who called himself my brother who killed my mother!

Xi Qi raised his foot and kicked hard at the boy who was supporting himself with his hands and looking up at him. He raised his head stubbornly, his eyes revealing desire.

"I don't want you as my brother! I don't have a brother!!!" She yelled at Xiao Xiyi who was lying on the ground.

Xiaoxi, who was lying on the ground, looked pale and pursed her lips as she looked at her red eyes and cold gaze.

Xi Qi stopped talking, took a few steps back, turned around and ran away.

Xiao Xiyi's thick eyelashes trembled slightly, hiding the tears condensing in his eyes. He whispered to himself, "I don't have a sister either."

From then on, she never came to steal his food again, and he no longer took the initiative to look for her. They seemed to be strangers in the tribe.

Ni Mei felt bad and thought that she was the one who broke up their relationship.

So he advised Xiqi to be nicer to Xiyi.

Xi Xi: "Impossible! I don't have a brother!"

Ni Mei went to find Xiyi again and advised him to forgive Xiqi's behavior, saying that his sister was still young and did not understand.

After hearing this, Xi Yi sneered twice, saying that he was still young too.

Xi Yi: "I've never had a sister!"

*

When he was ten years old, in order to have more food, he begged the tribe leader to take him with him when hunting.

The chieftain was reluctant at first, but finally agreed after his repeated requests, and only asked him to help everyone carry the stone tools first.

From then on, he had not only fruit but also meat to eat.

What is Ajie?

Xi also chewed the meat in his mouth.

Is it important?