Simple Love [About My Encounter with Bai Yueguang in College]

"Well, let me talk to Senior first."

Gu Jingchen chatted with his mother for a few words and then hung up the phone in a hurry. He sighed first.

I really didn't expect that I would have to bring Su Xiaomian to meet my family so soon, even though Gu Jingchen generally doesn't have a good relationship with them, and Su Xiaomian is not his girlfriend yet.

Gu Jingchen took the last puff of his cigarette, put the cigarette butt into the ashtray, walked into the living room and sat next to Su Xiaomian.

The TV show was almost coming to an end, but Su Xiaomian was still watching it intently.

"Senior sister..."

"Shh, wait a moment." Su Xiaomian interrupted Gu Jingchen and covered his mouth with her hand.

Gu Jingchen had no choice but to shut his mouth.

Just as Dazai Osamu turned around, Su Xiaomian suddenly fell on Gu Jingchen's thighs.

"Let me lie down for a while. I feel a little tired after sitting for so long." Su Xiaomian said as she reached out and gently pulled Gu Jingchen's hair.

There's nothing I can do about it. It's Gu Jingchen's fault for liking her, so she has to be pampered no matter what.

But no matter how much she pampers him, what Gu Jingchen wants to do has nothing to do with this.

Gu Jingchen stretched out his slender fingers and gently poked Su Xiaomian's cheek.

Her skin was so soft and delicate that it seemed like it would melt if touched. He touched it carefully, feeling the silky touch.

Su Xiaomian's face was slightly flushed, like a ripe apple, making people want to take a bite. Gu Jingchen's mouth corners slightly raised, revealing a doting smile. He felt that Su Xiaomian was like a cute kitten.

Gu Jingchen poked and poked and even gently pinched Su Xiaomian's face.

It's quite fun.

Although I don’t understand why I do this, I just think Su Xiaomian is very cute.

"Is it fun?"

At this moment, a cold voice suddenly came into Gu Jingchen's ears. When Gu Jingchen subconsciously wanted to say "it's fun", he was suddenly startled.

I don't know when the TV show ended, and Su Xiaomian was staring at me with sidelong eyes.

"It's not fun." Gu Jingchen said this but pinched it again.

Su Xiaomian didn't understand the meaning of Gu Jingchen's actions, but seeing that Gu Jingchen was having fun, she didn't interrupt him.

Unexpectedly, this guy became more and more excessive.

"Forget it, let's just forgive me this time," Su Xiaomian said as she stood up and pinched Gu Jingchen's face.

It's really fun.

Gu Jingchen felt so miserable. Why could Su Xiaomian do it when he couldn't?

"So what were you talking about just now?" Su Xiaomian asked.

"It's a long story..."

Gu Jingchen took out his cell phone and told Su Xiaomian in detail what had just happened on the phone.

"Okay, since my aunt is treating me to a meal, I'll go." Su Xiaomian didn't care. She thought it was just her aunt and her brother.

But then Su Xiaomian immediately got up and walked into her bedroom.

what's the situation.

Gu Jingchen was confused and didn't know what Su Xiaomian was doing.

After a while, Su Xiaomian came out wearing a skirt.

It seems to be called something like Puff Sleeve Floral Dress.

When it comes to dressing, Gu Jingchen only knows about Chinese fashion and high street style, and knows nothing about skirts.

He felt that they were all similar and looked good.

But Gu Jingchen was indeed shocked when Su Xiaomian wore this dress.

This is too pretty.

"Does it look good? How about I wear this dress tomorrow?"

Su Xiaomian turned around and asked Gu Jingchen for his opinion.

Gu Jingchen was already stunned at this time. This dress made Su Xiaomian look like a sweet girl, and her beautiful face like a fairy brought out this feeling to the fullest.

Seeing that Gu Jingchen had been silent, Su Xiaomian walked up to him, waved her hand and said, "Why are you silent? Is it because you don't look good?"

"No, no, it's very pretty."

Gu Jingchen is not very good at complimenting girls on their beauty, and can only describe them with the simplest words, but he feels that it comes from the heart.

Hearing the praise from Gu Jingchen's mother, Su Xiaomian felt very happy, but she still pretended to be calm and said, "Really?"

“More real than pearls.”

Gu Jingchen looked at her with admiration in his eyes.

"It's really beautiful. This style suits you very well."

Su Xiaomian smiled, secretly delighted in her heart, it seemed that her choice was right. She turned around, and her skirt fluttered with her turning, like a dancing butterfly.

Gu Jingchen suddenly felt that Su Xiaomian was still very gentle when she didn't pull his ears.

After a while, Su Xiaomian changed into pajamas, rinsed her mouth, and went to bed. Gu Jingchen had nothing fun to do alone, so he also washed up and went to bed.

In the middle of the night, Gu Jingchen smelled smoke and got up in a daze and sat on the bed.

"I must be craving for cigarettes. I smell cigarettes in the middle of the night."

Gu Jingchen said this and prepared to lie down and continue sleeping.

But he always smelled smoke.

"Something's wrong, there's a smell of smoke." Gu Jingchen instantly perked up, quietly got up, opened the bedroom door and walked out.

He walked to the living room in the dark and saw sparks on the balcony.

His first reaction was that his cigarette was on fire, so he quickly turned on the light in the living room to go and check.

But when I turned on the light, I saw Su Xiaomian sitting on a bench smoking, her eyes watering.

“Senior, what are you doing…” Gu Jingchen couldn’t accept it for a moment. After all, it was kind of weird when a girl smoked. It gave him an indescribable feeling.

Su Xiaomian was also a little panicked, and hurriedly walked up to Gu Jingchen and wanted to explain.

"Senior, are you unhappy?" Gu Jingchen said as he took Su Xiaomian's hand, took the cigarette from her hand and put it in his own mouth.

When Gu Jingchen put the cigarette in his mouth, he realized that Su Xiaomian didn't know how to smoke, and the filter was still wet.

This is very obvious. The filter tip is wetted by saliva while smoking. Generally, smokers will not wet the filter tip. There is a saying called saliva cigarette.

Su Xiaomian felt a little embarrassed and nodded.

Gu Jingchen smiled and became more determined in his inner thoughts. He pulled Su Xiaomian to sit on the sofa, and he sat next to her.

"I heard that smoking can make you feel better when you are in a bad mood, so I smoked one."

Su Xiaomian was telling the truth. She was in a bad mood and thought that smoking could relieve her mood, so she smoked a cigarette.

This was Su Xiaomian’s first time smoking. She didn’t know how to smoke a cigarette, and of course she didn’t know what a cigarette was.

The result is that not only does the smoke make you cough, but it also makes you cry.

"Silly senior sister, you can't smoke even if you are in a bad mood." Gu Jingchen said as he gently hugged Su Xiaomian.

Su Xiaomian also calmed down and felt that what she did was indeed not good. Of course, she would not smoke again. She was now even more confused.

This cigarette is so hard to smoke, why are there still so many people smoking it?

How strange.

"Would you like to hear my story?" Su Xiaomian looked up at Gu Jingchen and said.

"If this makes you feel better, please do it." Gu Jingchen smiled and touched Su Xiaomian's head.

Su Xiaomian thought back to the past, recalling scenes from her childhood.

It seemed that she was lonely as a child.

She didn't want to talk about her bad past. Those things were already in the past. Talking about it now would only make people feel sorry for her. It would be meaningless.

She never told anyone else about her own affairs, including Peng Yan and Chen Yu.

But the paradox is that she really wants to tell Gu Jingchen and let her junior feel sorry for her. Seeing Gu Jingchen's distressed look, she can feel the boy's concern for her, and this can make her heart extremely fulfilled.

"I dreamed about my grandparents." Su Xiaomian paused and continued.

"When I was a child, my grandparents died one after another. I cried for a long time. After the funeral, my parents took me to a big city. At that time, I thought I would live a life like an ordinary little girl."

She had not lived with her parents since she was a child. On that day, she was actually very happy because she could finally be with her parents like an ordinary child.

But after all, it is fantasy and reality, and behind the darkness is even darker.

Gu Jingchen listened patiently without interrupting. He noticed that Su Xiaomian's hands were playing with her hair. Sometimes when she talked about something unhappy, she would grab it with a little force.

Although it will be a little painful, it won’t hurt even a ten-thousandth as much as I feel.

"It turns out they already have another child, and they seem to like my sister more than me, even though we have the same parents."

Maybe it was at that time that Su Xiaomian's heart began to be sick. She began to think that her parents didn't like her because she was not good enough.

"Since junior high school, someone has been pursuing me, but I don't understand why boys pursue me by teasing me."

Su Xiaomian's tone softened and she continued.

"Some people would hide their books and then be criticized by the teacher during class... Some people would even forge love letters, write something like "Su Xiaomian likes XXX", and then hand them to the teacher, saying that I was in a premature relationship..."

Hearing this, Gu Jingchen's brows furrowed more and more. He tried to put himself in Su Xiaomian's situation when she was in junior high school, and then recalled his own life in junior high school.

They are the same kind of people, all living the same gray life.

The same loneliness, the same not knowing why they are living, the same unqualified people.

"Later, my parents couldn't stand the teacher's criticism and sent me to live alone."

Junior high school, when students are neither as immature as elementary school nor as mature as high school, is the time when school bullying is most likely to occur.

"Later, I tried to isolate everyone by myself. It was pretty cool, wasn't it?"

Su Xiaomian smiled when she said this, it was clearly a silent cry, but it was equally beautiful.