Shen Xianyu's happiest period was before he was twelve years old. His parents loved each other, he had no concubines or illegitimate children, and he had an enviable brother who was so outstanding.

As the second son, he does not have the pressure of inheriting the family business, nor does he have to worry about how to live the rest of his life because he has his older brother to support him.

At that time, what he thought about most every day was whether to play with the cat and dog, or take a boat ride.

It’s a pity that such days only lasted until I was twelve years old.

The eldest brother, who had always been gentle and polite, actually gave up the imperial examination and left home, and no one could stop him.

At that time, Shen Xianyu had a feeling that he was finished.

So when his brother had a falling out with his family and was about to leave, he secretly tried to persuade him to stay, wiping away his tears and crying, "Brother, can you not leave?"

It had been so long since he realized what Shen Linyuan said at that time that he had somewhat forgotten.

He only vaguely remembered that his elder brother smiled and rubbed his head, "Ah Xian, is there anything you want to do?"

He didn't, he just wanted to be a playboy who lived a life of idleness and waited for death.

But facing his brother's serious gaze, he nodded.

“I want to do what I like.”

After leaving these words, my brother left secretly.

His mother cried for several days, and his father was furious. He rarely took leave and did not go to court for several days. Later, he held his hand and said earnestly: "Ah Xian, don't be like your brother, study hard..."

That day his father called him to the study and talked to him for a long time, but he didn't listen. However, he was sent to the academy the next day.

Shen Xianyu's happy days ended just like that.

It's not that he didn't study, he was just very lazy. When he had nothing to do, he would play and have fun with a few young men from wealthy families, and he didn't care whether he studied well or not.

Before entering the academy, his mother cried and told him, "Don't follow your brother and run to the border. Now I only have you. Study hard. I don't expect you to achieve great things, but just to get a government job like your father."

Shen Xianyu was not a well-behaved child, but he was not a real playboy either. It was just that in the past he did not need to worry about anything and could just have fun.

Now he is suddenly asked to study...then just let him study.

Shen Xianyu was undoubtedly lucky. He was very talented in studying, no worse than Shen Linyuan. He received more praise in just one month of studying than he had in the past ten years.

At that time, he felt that he should also have something he liked, and that was reading.

His life has been arranged to take into consideration: studying, taking exams, and traveling with three or five good friends to relieve boredom.

He also became another brother, no, a child that pleased his parents more than his brother, and successfully passed the imperial examination and became an official.

I only received letters from my brother during festivals, and learned that his advice was used, that he was roasting lamb legs in the desert, and that he met a beautiful and dazzling woman...

He did not show these letters to his parents. His brother did not mention it, and neither did his parents. He also felt there was no need to.

He thought that the days would go on as usual, he would be the eldest son of a marquisate, his brother would realize his own lofty ambitions, and then they would blend into each other's lives with a few words.

I thought that in a few months I would receive another letter from him wishing him a happy New Year and telling him about some interesting things happening outside the Great Wall.

But he didn't make it to the New Year. Instead, he received news of the death of the woman he mentioned from time to time in his letters, his sister-in-law, and his eldest brother.

It would be a lie to say that he wasn't sad. Although his eldest brother's appearance was only a vague outline in his memory, he felt that the friendship between them was still deep.

He was extremely sad, but all three members of his family were sad, and he also had to comfort his pregnant sister-in-law.

The father was also sad. He blamed himself for forcing his eldest son, but he never regretted stopping him from taking up a military career. If he had listened to him and taken up literature, he would not have died in the battle.

My mother regretted it the most. My father told me that she often cried at night, blaming herself for hitting him and for being so cruel to break off the relationship...

But what's the use? My eldest brother won't come back.

Since he could no longer see his elder brother, Shen Xianyu turned his attention to his sister-in-law. He thought that he must help his brother take good care of her.

But his sister-in-law didn't seem to need his care. She wasn't immersed in pain, nor was she restrained and cowardly because she was alone. She even comforted him and told him with a smile about those things about his brother that he didn't know.

At that time, he was thinking that he seemed to know why his elder brother had to leave home and why he married this woman.

It is so bright and warm that anyone who gets close to her seems to be burned, but one cannot help but get close to her, wanting to give her all the good things.

At that time, Shen Xianyu didn't know that a feeling of jealousy had already taken root in her heart, but she used the excuse of being her brother's widow to look after her.

That's why he was extremely angry when he saw Shen Yu had dirty thoughts, and even wanted to kill him.

It's not that he hasn't had any delusions, but they were always constrained by morality. However, his sister-in-law never cared about these. She wore and used things based on her preferences and never cared whether it was in accordance with the rules. She was even better at horse riding than some men.

He was not pretending to be bad at horse riding, he was really not good at it. He had never taken it seriously when he was a child fighting cocks and crickets. After that, with the incident with his eldest brother, his family no longer cared whether he learned martial arts or not.

Sometimes he would have some illusions, thinking that his sister-in-law was trying to get close to him, but every time he met those open eyes, he felt that he was being dirty.

The young man's thoughts were in turmoil. It was the first time he fell in love with a woman, a woman whom his elder brother had mentioned repeatedly in his letters.

Even if she was pregnant.

For the first time, Shen Xianyu couldn't help but disobey his parents and wanted to cancel the marriage that was intended to be a good match.

He told himself that he had no bad intentions, he just wanted to be like his brother and find a woman who loved him.

But he soon could no longer deceive himself. He couldn't help but look for her, couldn't help but get close to her, and even lost control and did something inappropriate.

My brother is such an outstanding person, so what he likes must be right, so why can't he like her?

But he couldn't see through her, just like he couldn't see why his elder brother had to go to that unstable borderland. Being a martial artist was not the only way.

Until Liu Fuyin asked bluntly, "Are you fond of me?", Shen Xianyu could no longer deceive himself after she answered, and seemed to understand a little bit.

They are not obsessed with anything, they are just free. They will do and strive for whatever they want to do and know.

He felt that his sister-in-law was also seducing him, and she must like him too!

When thinking of this, Shen Xianyu's curved lips could not lower their corners until the letter in his hand was snatched away.

"Shen Xianyu, what are you daydreaming about? What did he write?"

At that time, the two had been married for several years and had their own children. They were just cleaning the house when they had nothing to do and accidentally found some old things, including the letters that his eldest brother had sent him, and memories flooded back to their minds.

He no longer cares about those things now. As long as the person is his, that's enough.

Her waist was being rubbed and restrained, and the man shamelessly rubbed the corner of her lips. Liu Fuyin struggled in dissatisfaction, "Didn't you say you wanted to read a letter? Why are you sticking to me again?"

……

"July 7th, writing to you is like meeting you in person.

There is no festival this time, I just want to tell you that I got married, to the woman I mentioned before, she is like the most dazzling sun outside the Great Wall, so bright that people can't help but get close to her..."

"Shen Linyuan, what are you doing?"

He wrote half a page eloquently, with words of praise pouring out of his pen like flowers. As he was writing with great gusto, the woman's beautiful face suddenly came close to him, holding her cheeks with her hands, leaning forward slightly and looking at him with a smile.

Shen Linyuan hurriedly crumpled the letter into a ball, his cheeks flushed instantly, "Ayin, why did you get up so early today?"

"What are you writing?" Liu Fuyin smiled and was about to pick up the crumpled letter.

"It's just that the people below have come up with some messed up plans, which is really annoying..."

Liu Fuyin didn't care and didn't force him to watch. She just waved her hand and poked him with obvious displeasure, "General Shen, don't you forget your official duties even during your day off? If so, continue with... riding like last time?"

When Shen Linyuan mentioned horse riding, he couldn't help but think of the details of the last time. They rode their horses and accidentally ran into a flower field. There were all those flowers... If you smell them too much, your head will get hot...

Two people in the wilderness went from riding a horse each to riding together. It was simply shameful and infuriating...

"Liu Fuyin!" Shen Linyuan covered her mouth with some shame.

"Hehe, I'm here."

"Do you feel ashamed?"

"But it was you last time..."

"Stop talking."

Shen Linyuan's face was red, and blood was about to drip out, but someone couldn't stop talking: "Why can't I say it? I like it very much. Don't you like it?"

Shen Linyuan lowered his head and pretended to be deaf. The woman came straight up and stared at his face.

She was always like this, so passionate that he couldn't resist.

"It's a day off today. I've been waiting for you for a long time. Why are you still taking care of those official duties? Let's go out for a walk together."

Liu Fuyin took the man's hand and called Ruyi to go out. Seeing that the man did not move, she suddenly thought of something, "Wait a minute, the paper you were writing on just now seemed to be a letter, right? Shen Linyuan, you are not hiding a secret from me, are you? You are so mysterious."

She raised her hand and grabbed the man's collar and pulled him down, and they looked at each other.

To prevent her from asking further questions, Shen Linyuan kissed her directly.

In the end, of course, she was unable to get out, but she forgot about the letter afterwards.

This kind of thing happens all the time. Whenever Shen Linyuan is busy, Liu Fuyin will plan where to go. Unfortunately, eight out of ten times, they fail and end up spending the time on the couch... on each other.

Seeing that page of torn letter again, Liu Fuyin's mind suddenly flooded with messy memories. She even became dazed and her eyes became sore.

Seeing her eyes slightly red, Shen Xianyu once again examined the long letter. It was more than ten pages long and was really long.

He remembered very clearly that he received a heavy letter without any warning. He thought his elder brother had something important to tell him, but when he opened it, he found that it was just showing off. The letter of more than ten pages only told him one thing: "Your brother is married" and how good the person he is going to marry is...

"Shouldn't you..."

He wanted to think that maybe she was still thinking about her elder brother, but he felt that he had no right to say that, as they were indeed in love.

From his elder brother's letter and Ayin's words, he was like a dark mushroom underground, spying on their happy life, so that he always felt that his life was not real, and he always had to be completely close to her to feel that she loved him.

He really does care! It's impossible that he doesn't care!

"What's with that expression?" Liu Fuyin took the initiative to hold Shen Xianyu's cheek. She wasn't trying to comfort him. She really thought, "People live in the present. Let the past go. At least now, I really like you. Shen Xianyu, what are you feeling awkward about? Or do you not like me like this anymore?"

She couldn't help herself but was affected by her original body's emotions. After all, that was the love that belonged to Liu Fuyin and Shen Linyuan alone, which was passionate and hot.

"Then don't read this, Ayin. I'm going crazy with jealousy." Shen Xianyu put the letter away. He shouldn't have wanted to read it with her on a whim. He didn't care about it before, but now after taking a closer look, he found that every page of the letter was a reflection of their memories. If he continued reading, he would really go crazy with jealousy.

He even suspected that his brother was not concerned about brotherhood at all, but just... just wanted to find someone to talk to.

"Shen Xianyu, you can be jealous."

Shen Xianyu expressed his dark thoughts in an attempt to seek comfort:

"Because I'm a good person, isn't it normal for you to be jealous of him?"

"Why are you bragging about yourself?"

"Shen Xianyu, do you still want to go south to enjoy the flowers together?" Liu Fuyin stared at him with wide eyes.

"You're not just trying to coax me but threatening me?"

"Are you a child? Do you still need to be coaxed? Meimei doesn't even want me to coax her anymore."

Shen Xianyu was so angry that her eyes turned red, "If you don't want to coax me...if you don't want to coax me, I'll coax you."

Liu Fuyin smiled with her eyes curved, very satisfied with his tactfulness, and kissed the corner of his lips openly.

At different times, in different places, and even with different people, the tenderness behind the torn letter was also played out...

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[Ding! Points have been received, the system panel has been updated, please check. ]

[Host: Liu Fuyin]

[System: Matriarch System]

[Identity: Princess of the Imperial Clan]

……

【integral:/】

[Ding, a promotion opportunity has been detected and automatically opened! ]

[Option 1: A county lord with a fiefdom]

[Option 2: Powerful Princess]

"Xiao Ashi, why do I feel like you seem to be a little slow?"

[You are slow, your whole family is slow! ]

Liu Fuyin:?

She took that back.

You can even curse people, how slow-witted you are.

"I want to know if I can choose to be resurrected without getting promoted."

The system crashed for a moment before slowly speaking: [Theoretically, it is possible, but you need to accumulate enough points to revive. If you give up the promotion, this opportunity can be converted into 2,000 points. Do you want to give up? ]

"Oh, I'm just asking, or choose one."

The system had explained to her before that the status obtained through promotion was reasonable, would not arouse suspicion, had certain real power and would not be abolished, provided that she did not act like a demon. In that case, why didn't she be promoted to a princess and learn from the eldest princess of the current dynasty to keep ten or eight male favorites? This would be better than getting married.

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