Love DJ

Chapter 66: Different Sadness and Joy

In fact, whether Xu Lingfeng came to see Ouyang Mengmian or not had no effect on Ouyang Mengmian at all.

Maybe there will be a little difference: Xu Lingfeng's arrival may add a little excitement to Ouyang Mengmian's current monotonous life. But for Ouyang Mengmian now, her working environment is already in the center of the hustle and bustle, so this influence is actually quite limited.

Ouyang Mengmian would certainly not tell Xu Lingfeng this fact, especially when she knew that Xu Lingfeng cared so much about her attitude when he suddenly left.

When Ouyang Mengmian saw that Xu Lingfeng felt disappointed because he would not have enough time to come to City A to see her in the next period of time, extremely complicated emotions inevitably surged in her heart.

Ouyang Mengmian knew that Xu Lingfeng cared about her, and understood the deep loss she felt when he could no longer visit her because of his upcoming busy schedule. But Ouyang Mengmian also knew that her life would not be greatly affected by Xu Lingfeng's departure or arrival.

She did not take the initiative to tell Xu Lingfeng about her views. She did not want Xu Lingfeng to worry about these meaningless issues, nor did she want to add extra pressure to him.

Ouyang Mengmian just gently shook Xu Lingfeng's arm, smiled slightly, and comforted Xu Lingfeng: "It's okay, Xu Lingfeng. Just focus on your work. I'm an adult now, I can take care of myself."

Ouyang Mengmian's words revealed a kind of maturity and rationality. She did not feel lost or uneasy because of Xu Lingfeng's departure. In fact, whether Xu Lingfeng was by her side or not, she had been working hard to live her life well. Even if she had to work in a nightclub, she was constantly pursuing her musical dream in different ways.

She knew that the fastest way to get a person out of a relationship that did not belong to him was to let him devote himself to work as soon as possible and give him the most freedom, so that sooner or later he would be able to let it go naturally.

Similarly, Ouyang Mengmian hopes that Xu Lingfeng can return to his own life as soon as possible and find the happiness that truly belongs to him.

Although Ouyang Mengmian admired Xu Lingfeng, she knew that the relationship between her and Xu Lingfeng, even if they had a certain degree of closeness and tacit understanding, was not the kind of love that was deep in their bones and hard to give up. Therefore, Ouyang Mengmian was able to maintain a clear attitude: she would not force Xu Lingfeng to make any sacrifices or changes for her, nor would she let herself fall into the vortex of emotions and be unable to extricate herself.

Ouyang Mengmian knew that she could not repay Xu Lingfeng's deep affection for her. What she wanted was Xu Lingfeng's unilateral distance from her - which would neither dampen their past feelings nor harm their future friendship.

In Ouyang Mengmian's opinion, drifting apart and having no more books might be the best outcome for her and Xu Lingfeng.

Xu Lingfeng looked at Ouyang Mengmian's smiling face, but his heart was full of mixed feelings: he was concerned about her health and the situation around her. Ouyang Mengmian's work environment was so complicated, and the people she had to face every day were full of endless variables, which made him often worry about her.

Ouyang Mengmian is so beautiful and charming, her presence always attracts everyone's attention.

He only went to the Hongchen Bar with her once this time, and he found Su Jingsi who loved her so deeply. Xu Lingfeng knew very well that there might be countless people like Su Jingsi in secret, and they might be staring at Ouyang Mengmian, waiting for the opportunity to get close to her.

What worries Xu Lingfeng is that he can't always stay by Ouyang Mengmian's side to protect her.

Ever since what happened with Li Xin, he has actually never dared to leave Ouyang Mengmian alone outside. He was afraid that Ouyang Mengmian would fall in love with someone else again when he was not paying attention. He never wanted to experience that kind of pain again.

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