Love DJ

The room was quiet, and the silvery moonlight shone through the window onto the floor. Ouyang Mengmian lay quietly on the bed, and at first glance, he seemed to have fallen asleep.

But if someone stayed in the room longer and listened carefully, they would hear that Ouyang Mengmian's breathing was not as calm and long as that of a normal sleeping person. In fact, she was not asleep because she was upset.

In the darkness, Ouyang Mengmian stared at the corner of the window with bright eyes, and he didn't seem to be sleepy at all.

Su Jingsi deliberately made his footsteps heavier when he went upstairs - he knew that Ouyang Mengmian would not fall asleep so quickly, and just like he was troubled by the condom issue, Ouyang Mengmian must have considered this in his mind.

They were together just yesterday, and today she suddenly turned off the lights without saying a word to him, which was problematic in itself. He was afraid that his actions would make Ouyang Mengmian misunderstand him, so he went upstairs regardless of everything. When he went upstairs, he deliberately stepped on the stairs heavily and loudly, just to let Ouyang Mengmian know that he went upstairs.

The clattering sound of footsteps echoed in the stairwell and soon reached Ouyang Mengmian's ears, bringing back Ouyang Mengmian's wandering and turbulent thoughts.

The moment she heard the footsteps, Ouyang Mengmian suddenly became nervous - she knew Su Jingsi went upstairs. In the past, Su Jingsi never went upstairs after she turned off the lights. Now he suddenly went upstairs, which was extremely abnormal.

Ouyang Mengmian knew the reason for this abnormality very well - the sudden intimacy between her and Su Jingsi, and the box of condoms that Su Jingsi had placed on the bedside table...

Although Su Jingsi didn't tell her explicitly, it was self-evident: he wanted to continue to maintain the same intimate relationship with her as he did last night.

If Su Jingsi had not put the condom in front of Ouyang Mengmian, Ouyang Mengmian would not have such a messy thought today. Su Jingsi's behavior made Ouyang Mengmian re-examine the relationship between her and him.

When she was with Su Jingsi, Ouyang Mengmian never asked whether Su Jingsi had had any other relationships before - after all, she herself had been in love before. She couldn't force others to wait for her like a blank sheet of paper, that was unfair.

But Ouyang Mengmian was not completely unaware of Su Jingsi's situation - at least when they were intimate, she noticed Su Jingsi's immaturity. Perhaps, in addition to the surging emotions, this was also one of the reasons why she was fully committed at the time.

Ouyang Mengmian did not reject intimacy with Su Jingsi, especially after Wang Huiyi came to see her and she had already made up her mind. She went to the Red Dust Bar to resign just to stay with Su Jingsi for a while longer.

Even if Su Jingsi hadn't hinted at placing a condom, Ouyang Mengmian would have been as close to him tonight, even until the moment they had to separate. However, Su Jingsi's initiative to place a condom in front of Ouyang Mengmian made Ouyang Mengmian feel that everything in front of him became complicated.

At that time, she had to restrain herself to resist the urge to ask Su Jingsi - she already knew the final outcome between her and him, and the reason behind it was no longer meaningful. However, Su Jingsi's sudden behavior forced Ouyang Mengmian to reflect on whether she was not reserved enough in love.

Ouyang Mengmian couldn't explain her behavior yesterday, and she didn't want to explain it either - perhaps, she was tired of being hurt and forced to separate in her relationship. She just wanted to indulge herself just once.

This was the first time she had been so determined to maintain her own heart, and she had no regrets about it. If she wanted to be unreserved, then she wouldn't be. It was rare for a person to live for himself.

Su Jingsi's sudden move upstairs made Ouyang Mengmian clearly realize that there were still some problems between him and her that had to be solved. No matter what the future held, escaping was not a good idea.

So, the moment he heard Su Jingsi knocking on the door, Ouyang Mengmian sat up from the bed very quickly.