Marrying a rough chief, a cold diplomat gave birth to three babies

When I left Huojiawan, the child I had to give birth to was only four years old.

He looks very good.

Nothing like his father.

I thought about taking him away, but his father wouldn't let me.

Later I went back to see him secretly, but the stubborn man refused to let me see him no matter what, and even threw away the money and things I gave him.

I was warned not to appear in front of that child again, and the child looked at me with strange eyes.

I'm just trying to fulfill my responsibilities as a mother.

But both the father and the son refused.

I haven't returned to Huojiawan since then.

That's a place I never want to go back to.

Because that is my shame.

It was a mistake for me and that man to give birth to Huo Beiting. If I hadn't been plotted against, I would never have had such close contact with him, let alone become pregnant.

This is the greatest pain in my life.

But they all said that once you are married you should live a good life, and once you have children, the children should be the most important thing. For the sake of the children, you can have feelings even if you don’t have any.

When it’s late at night and everyone is asleep, I would wonder, is this how my life will end?

Are you willing?

Am I just going to throw away the books I've read just for the sake of a son I don't want to have?

Confusion fills my heart every day.

When Huo Beiting was four years old, I finally couldn't bear it anymore and packed my bags and left that "home".

Heading south alone.

I met a cultured, knowledgeable and good-looking man named Shi Yongchen.

He is very nice to me.

So good that it scares me.

Because of my past, I feel in my heart that I am unworthy, but he remains the same.

A year later, after I told him about my past and he was still determined to marry me, I agreed to marry him.

The wedding was great.

It's what I had expected.

His family was not difficult to get along with. After marriage, I thought that if life became unbearable, since I had the courage to leave Huojiawan, I also had the courage to leave Shi Yongchen.

Isn't it just starting from scratch again?

I can afford to lose.

I won this bet.

Shi Yongchen is very nice to me, and I am also very nice to him.

After marriage, he and I had three children and lived a happy life. Sometimes I still think about the child I didn't take away. How is he doing? What did he look like in the end? Was he delayed by his father?

I didn't inquire further.

Let fate take its course.

I didn't expect that I would meet a girl on the street who was wearing the jade pendant I left for Huo Beiting. Could she be Huo Beiting's wife?

The girl is very beautiful, delicate and exquisite.

Later, I met the child I didn’t take away. He looked very much like me when I was young. What surprised me was that he was actually a soldier defending his country.

She has an outstanding temperament and is a sight to behold just standing there.

He also has three lovely children.

Before I knew it, I became a grandmother.

However, I didn't expect him to forgive me, and there was no need for that. He has his family and I have mine.

But my heart still ached when he turned around. The strangeness in his eyes was the price I paid for ignoring him all these years.

Actually, it’s better this way. He won’t feel burdened and I won’t recognize him. That’s how life is.

Just wish me well.

But Shi Shaohe, Shi Yongchen's eldest son, and I were very puzzled. He wanted to be an ordinary brother with his elder brother Huo Beiting. After several attempts, he finally succeeded.

Although Huo Beiting did not acknowledge him as his younger brother, Shi Shaohe could still go to his house to eat.

This is enough.