Cloud Thinking

“I find myself sometimes doing things out of control, things that I don’t even understand.”

"Soon, I discovered that I was not the only one who felt this way. My brother, my father, and everyone around me felt this way."

"When it comes to things related to Starley, they will do things that are out of character."

"I just realized that the power of the Creator is so strong that it can distort everyone's personality and control everyone's behavior."

"But I unexpectedly discovered that the things I couldn't say to other people seemed to be more relaxed when it came to Starley. I could tell her some secrets that I couldn't tell anyone else."

"I persuaded her to leave here, forced her to leave here, thinking that if she left, she might be able to escape this cage that was created for her, and we might be able to return to normal."

"But she didn't listen to me. Perhaps, she is also one of the people controlled by the Lord of Creation. Even if she is the so-called protagonist, doesn't she still have to do whatever the master tells her to do?"

"She is the most miserable one. She has a body but no soul. She is deceived by the illusions around her and falls into a sweet bubble."

"Finally, after going through the ending that was arranged for her, she was abandoned."

"Without the Creator paving the way for her, and without everyone else regaining their sanity and no longer surrounding her, she would be nothing."

"I love her. She is the best person in the world. She is the one created by the Creator with all his efforts and love. She is a perfect person."

"Even if it was just a perfect shell, I still loved her."

"Not to mention, in the process of getting along with her, I discovered that a soul had grown out of her body, a soul that longed for freedom and love."

"Inside the body of the white rose grew a red rose that only I could see. This red rose was mine alone. How could I not love her?"

Helia's eyes were bloodshot, and she had an almost crazy smile on her face.

She put the bare red rose to her lips and rubbed it tenderly and intimately, as if she was kissing her lover.

"But everything the Creator gave her was not enough to resist the order of this world."

"After all, she is just a member of this world. How can she resist the oppression of this world?"

"I wanted to kill her in the end because I knew the plot could not be reversed and everything would lead to that horrible ending."

"I thought, if we kill the protagonist, the world might return to normal."

"Besides, I would rather she die in my hands and die honorably as an imperial princess than die in disgrace and without a name after being sucked dry."

"In the end, there is not even a decent grave. How miserable..."

"I actually hated her. She is the protagonist of this world. The Creator controlled us for her. Then what are we?"

"Why should I become a villain who can do anything dirty just to highlight her goodness? I should become someone I despise myself?"

"I am a living person! I also have my pride and my dignity!"

"In front of others, I played the role of someone who hated her, but behind others, I was alone, nourishing my love for her."

"I'm almost driving myself crazy. I don't know whether I love her or hate her."

"I have thought of many ways to redeem this. I found my uncle and wanted him to support me in seizing power. I want power. Only power can protect us."

"But I lost miserably, and ended up in the end that the Creator had planned for me from the beginning."

"Perhaps in His eyes, I am just a clown. I tried my best to change everything, but in the end, I was unable to change anything and ended up with a miserable ending."

"Isn't this funny? This is so funny!"

The destruction of the world was irreversible, and she was finally able to tell everything she knew.

The emotions that had been suppressed for so long erupted like a volcano.

Collapse, anxiety, anger, jealousy, unwillingness, regret, despair...

"Then what is the meaning of our existence? To serve as a match for others?"

As expected, Watersise still couldn't accept this fact. He thought it was ridiculous.

He was born as a god. After millions of years, he is the supreme god in this world, possessing the power to dominate and rule the world.

Now you tell Him that He is just a supporting role created by this world, a background board, a dispensable guy, a person whose existence has no meaning at all.

How could He accept it, how could He endure it?

"Oh, you don't even deserve a name in the story." Helia stabbed him again mercilessly.

"In that story, I'm just a supporting role to set off Starley. I don't deserve too much of a role, let alone you."

"If you hadn't appeared, I might never have known my origins, because it wasn't explained in the story."

“Who wants to know the story of the supporting characters?”

"So are you waiting to die now?" Watersise noticed her unusual dress today.

After He returned to the throne of God, He no longer paid much attention to Helia and devoted himself to the war between gods.

It was not until the signs of the world's destruction appeared that He realized something and came over.

"I want to see Him."

Helia looked at the dark sky and tightened the sword in her arms.

“I want to ask Him if He is still satisfied with what He sees now.”

"He won't come. You said it before. The ending has already been decided. This world has long been abandoned by Him." Watsisse said.

"Who knows? After all, a world has been destroyed. Perhaps at the cost of everyone's sacrifice, we can gain His attention." Helia said.

"We have never been puppets to be manipulated by others. We also have souls, and we are trying hard to live."

“We are living people, not characters that can be summed up in a few cold words.”

"Since its creation, this world has been patching up loopholes, perfecting its settings, and working hard to keep it running."

"And He is like a shit stirrer. For his own desires, He controls and dominates everyone, turning the world into what it is today."

"He is not worthy of being the Lord of Creation! He is not qualified to decide anyone's fate!"

"The pen that writes destiny should never be controlled by a single person. It belongs to everyone, and everyone has the right to decide her own destiny!"

"I accept my fate, but I only accept the fate I choose!"

Helia drew the sword in her hand and pointed it towards the sky. The cloak behind her fluttered in the wind, covering her ethereal figure.

It was as if her father and brother were still with her.

"I! Helia Parks Abraham! I swear this!"

"If I could do this all over again one day, I would definitely overturn this predetermined fate!"

"I want everyone to be able to write their own destiny!"

"I want to show you the many possibilities of life! I want to show you the splendor of the soul!"

"I will let you see that the heroine you write is definitely not a tool for you to satisfy your desires. She will live a life that belongs to her! Her soul will be free!"

"We will eventually take back the world that belongs to us! We will eventually be free!"

She thrust the sword through her chest with all her strength, and a golden light burst out from the wound, gathering together the shattered and scattered fragments of her soul, transforming it into a ball of faint light.

This is the only light in this world.

"Haha! What an arrogant and bold idea, what a greedy ambition!"

Watersise laughed out loud, then he transformed it into a dragon claw, stabbed it fiercely into his left chest, took out a golden heart, and put it into the small ball of light.

"Let me lend you a helping hand. I want your ambition to never die and your greed to never cease!"

"I want your soul to be immortal! I want you to live forever!"

"Whether I live or die, I will never give up until I achieve my goal!"

The scene ends here.

When Helia opened her eyes, she found that for some reason, she had already burst into tears. Her whole face was wet and tears were still falling.

She could feel her heart beating faster and harder each time, and each beat was sonorous and powerful, indicating the vitality and heaviness of life.

Ah... So, everything is actually like this...

Helia stared at the curtains in a trance, emptying her mind, unwilling to recall what she had just seen.

The last scene was so tragic and heavy, as if a huge rock was pressing on her heart, making it hard for her to breathe.

But even so, she still couldn't believe that she was carrying such a heavy responsibility and such a great and arduous mission.

Who can understand this?

When she first came here, she really just wanted to be a salted fish that ate, slept, and ate again!

It's okay! It's okay! It's okay!

She slapped her face hard, trying to wake herself up.

But the next second, Ansel's face came into view, looking at her worriedly, "What's wrong?"

He took the handkerchief and simply wiped her face, "Why are you crying so hard?"

Helia stared at his face in a daze, and suddenly seemed to realize something.

In the original novel, Starley is a well-deserved heartthrob, surrounded by all kinds of men and women, of course, mostly men.

They love Starley, pamper Starley, and are willing to go through fire and water for Starley.

But in the end, Starley chose Yadwin, who was almost a stranger.

No wonder the original owner thought that Starley was raising fish and even raised so many fish in a pond.

A man's compliments and flattery can indeed make people's hearts flutter, and make them feel that they are very powerful and can manipulate so many people in the palm of their hands.

But the problem is that everything she has was given to her by men.

Gold, silver, jewelry, fame, power and status, these were all given to her, or donated by them, and they could be taken back at any time and anywhere. They did not completely belong to her.

This led to the fact that when the so-called Lord of Creation, or the world consciousness representing the author, withdrew from this world, Starley ended up with such a tragic ending.

She has a lot of abilities, but she doesn't have the ability to match them, and she doesn't have the power to protect her own secrets, so she is used like a blood bag.

That's true for Starley, but what about me? Am I not the same?

Helia thought carefully and recalled that the first people who came through her were Claude, Cheko, and Ronnie.

Then we went to Carter's College, where there were Mobicius, Drummond, Kalzer, Elroy, Wicks and others.

Then we went to Sutter, where there were Hawke, Blot, Ian Hill and Euros.

After being imprisoned in the tower, there were also Turhei and Adalaisi.

Watersise has always been by her side, living in her body.

Back in the palace, he was still surrounded by Eric, Carlisle, Alfie and others.