Cloud Thinking

"So, the reason you followed me here was to see her die in despair?"

Wattsise met Helia's gaze, curled his lips and smiled, "And you said you don't hate her."

"You're already dead, why are you still so dishonest? It's so tiring."

The original owner did not want to answer and simply disappeared.

Tomorrow is the wedding ceremony of Starley and Prince Yadwin. The central street is hung with red silk and decorated with colorful flowers and colorful flags.

Some flags are embroidered with exquisite patterns, while others are printed with symbols of love.

These colorful flags are intertwined with each other to form a beautiful landscape, which makes passers-by stop to watch and admire.

"Ha! How disgusting!" Watersise looked at the scene in front of him and felt extremely ironic.

Of all the days in the year, why choose to hold the wedding on Helia's death anniversary? Isn't this an insult to her?

Why are other people so blind to think that fake-faced Starley is a kind and innocent person?

Even the idiot Helia thought so. He didn't know whether these people were blind or there was something wrong with his eyes.

He woke up very early. When she was six years old, she was almost driven insane by the experience of being kidnapped and held in captivity. When she wanted to hang herself, He woke up and saved her life.

Since then, He has shared a body with Helia, sensing everything she can sense and savoring all her emotions.

All her thoughts and ideas were presented to Him without reservation.

He saw how aggrieved, angry, and jealous Helia was.

But no matter how He tempted her to give her body to Him so that He could help her get revenge, or how He tried to arouse the evil thoughts in her heart and generously lend her power so that she could get revenge, the original owner remained unmoved.

What a foolish saint! I'm afraid that in the end, not even a bone will be left.

The wedding was grand and dazzling. Watersise controlled Helia's body, which had long lost its temperature, and stood between Stella and Prince Yadwin, watching them hug and kiss, and walk towards the wedding hall amid the cheers and celebrations of the crowd.

Starley looked really happy, with a big smile on her face, tears in her eyes, and wearing a pure white wedding dress, she captured the most beautiful scene of her life.

But this made Helia, who was standing aside, seem even more miserable and pathetic.

"As long as you nod, I will help you destroy this place. I'm serious."

Until this moment, Watersiser had not given up the idea of ​​tempting Helia to take revenge.

He just couldn't stand Helia's saintly look, and wanted to tear off her false face and let her release all the malice in her heart.

"No need. Her good days are almost over."

Helia, who was recognized as the Virgin Mary by Watersise, slightly raised the corners of her mouth at this moment, with a nearly crazy and morbid smile on her face.

"I have advised her so many times, but she never listened to a word. I have tried so hard to stop her, but she still stubbornly insists on her own ideas."

"Then let's see now, to see how long her current happiness can last, and whether it is enough for her to survive in such despair."

She tilted her head and looked at her body with a grin.

Because she was hanged, her neck was bent at a terrible angle and her ears were almost pressed against her shoulders.

"I'm waiting for her retribution, what are you waiting for?"

Watersiser looked at Helia's chaotic and crazy eyes, the corners of his mouth rose a little, his shoulders shrugged, and he went from suppressing a laugh to finally laughing out loud, unable to stop laughing, as if he had heard the funniest joke in the world.

Although the original owner's soul was a little confused, he couldn't help but started laughing under the influence of Watersise's laughter.

One god and one ghost, laughed wildly at their enemy's wedding, as if they were the happiest people at the wedding.

After the wedding, Watersiser brought Helia's soul back to the imperial palace to visit her father and brother, who loved her the most and also disappointed her the most during their lifetime.

They did not attend Starley's wedding, but only sent friends who used to have a good relationship with Starley, or in other words, the fish in Starley's fish pond.

It must be a very uncomfortable feeling to watch the one you love marry someone else, haha.

Eric still had some conscience and went to visit Helia on her death anniversary - an empty grave with only a tombstone.

The imperial mausoleum caught fire, and the surrounding mountains were burned to ashes.

By the time the news got back, all that was left for Claude and his men was scorched earth and flying ashes.

Even if some charred bodies were found, it would be impossible to tell who was who.

Eric firmly believed that this was retribution, Helia's revenge on them.

So he chose a new place with a beautiful view, erected a stone tablet for Helia, and wrote the inscription himself.

He made a huge coffin out of pure gold and put all the things she used during her lifetime into the empty coffin to comfort her sister's soul in heaven.

Helia floated in the air, looking at Eric who was sitting in front of her new grave and drinking silently. There was no expression on her face, making it hard to guess what she was thinking at the moment.

"I really wonder why some people are so mean." Watersiser sat on the stone tablet, swinging his feet leisurely, looking up at Helia floating in the air.

"You didn't know how to cherish your loved one when he was alive, but you regret it after he died. You pretend to be affectionate. It's really disgusting and cheap."

She raised her hand and nodded her head, as if she was really puzzled by the question, "Do you think he is mentally ill?"

"He just woke up." Helia's eyes revealed a trace of helplessness and sadness, "He just suddenly realized what he had done in the past and couldn't accept that it was him in the past."

"I know he doesn't want this."

Helia paused for a moment, looked up at the sky with a lost look, and murmured, "I don't want this to happen either."

"We are just actors on the stage, puppets being manipulated at will."

Watersiser's eyes suddenly became sharp, and he looked at Helia steadily, "I have always wanted to know what you saw when you were six years old."

Everyone said that when Helia was six years old, she ran away from the palace and was kidnapped by bad guys. She was tortured for a period of time, and her mental state became abnormal after she was rescued.

Whenever they are awake, they will yell and scream, make a fuss, look for people and things, and then smash all kinds of things.

But the strange thing is that every time she would make a fuss about looking for someone, but after they helped her call that person over, she would stop talking and just stare at them with her bloodshot eyes, which was extremely creepy.

After finding about eight or nine people, she stopped making trouble, hid in a corner, and began to hurt herself with various blunt instruments.

While cutting his wrists with the broken pieces of a vase, he kept mumbling to himself, as if he had gone mad.

Eric was heartbroken, and in order to prevent her from hurting herself again, he had to lock her up in a room specially built for her - there were no blunt instruments, and even the bed was made up of layers of soft cushions.

Several people were assigned to look after her inside and outside the house. Even her meals were fed by servants, and she was not allowed to touch anything dangerous.

But he still couldn't stop Helia from wanting to hurt him.

She banged her head against the wall, the floor, and even tried to smother herself with a pillow, and nothing could stop her.

Eric wanted to talk to Helia many times, but his sister just looked at him with a pair of desperate and lifeless eyes without saying a word. Once she even suddenly pounced on him, pinched his neck and shouted, "Come with me."

She actually wanted to take him with her to die!

They had invited various doctors, healing magicians, even witches and black magicians, but no one could cure her, and no one knew why she became like this.

When Helia strangled him again, Eric couldn't help crying. He laughed and cried at the same time, and actually accepted Helia's request and really wanted to go with her.

"I'm sorry, it's my brother who failed to protect you. You ended up like this. If you want to blame someone, blame me."

"Don't be afraid, I will accompany you even if I die."

"You won't be alone if you have a companion on the road."

Helia let go of her hand, hugged Eric and burst into tears.

The two of them hugged each other and cried for a long time, until Helia had no more strength to cry and fainted, and then they stopped.

Since then, Helia stopped thinking about seeking her own death and became calm.

The time she used to go crazy turned into a daze. Sometimes, she could sit in front of the window for a whole day, not talking or moving, just looking at the sky outside, not knowing what she was thinking.

Everyone thought that Helia was getting better and was happy for her, but they never imagined that this was just the calm before the tsunami.

On an ordinary and peaceful night, she tied the sheets together, stood on a stool and hung them on the beam, and tied a very strong knot.

Then he slowly put his head into the noose, kicked off the stool under his feet with no regrets, empty eyes and numb expression, and felt the suffocation that came at that moment——

But in the end she didn't die, and Watersiser saved her.

At the moment of death, the seal was broken, Watersise took control of the body and tore the rope made of bed sheets.

Helia fell into a coma, and when she woke up, she found that there was another person in her body. No, it was a god who had fallen long ago.

It seemed that Watersise was restrained by something and could not take control of the body, so Helia was still alive and controlled her body.

She talked a lot with Watersise and only then did she know the secret of her life experience. She was silent for a long time before she gradually accepted it all.

Afterwards, she returned to normal, no longer showing any trace of her previous madness and desire for death.

Until Stella appeared, Helia seemed to have become a different person again and began to target this outsider for no reason.

On the surface, Helia spoke harshly to Starley and used all kinds of tricks to bully and torture her.

But in private, she would say some incomprehensible things to Starley, but all these words had one central theme, which was to persuade her to leave and stay away.

But Daly didn't listen to her, so her means of bullying escalated again and again, each time more vicious and cruel than the last, with the goal of forcing people to leave or even kill them.

Such behavior was so weird and abnormal that not only Eric and others found it strange, but even Watersiser, who had lived in her body and accompanied her for more than ten years, noticed something was wrong.

Eric and the others thought that it was Helia's possessiveness acting up, and thought it was just a prank between children, so they didn't take it seriously.

It wasn't until Helia poisoned Starley's food again, almost killing her, that they realized something was wrong.

They suspected that Helia's madness had relapsed. Before, she only tortured and hurt herself, but now her target had shifted to torturing and hurting Stella.

They began to be wary, defensive, distant, blame, and punish Helia.

Finally, he could no longer tolerate it and sent Helia to the execution ground, ending her absurd life.

Wattsise caught a clue from Helia's abnormal behavior, and all the clues seemed to point to the kidnapping when she was six years old.

He had investigated it on purpose and found that the kidnapping was not as simple as he had imagined.

He originally thought that it was just a revenge against the royal family. Claude's enemies kidnapped Helia, imprisoned her and tortured her in order to vent their anger.

However, He unexpectedly discovered that a pagan appeared during that kidnapping.

He was not familiar with the so-called pagans, but He knew the ways of Amethizik, the god of wisdom.

In other words, this was not a spontaneous kidnapping, but a long-planned plan.

There is no believer of wisdom who is not crazy. Those who are not crazy are poor creatures who are not favored by God, but there is almost no one in this world who can bear the blessing of wisdom.

They obtained the truth they had been pursuing all their lives, and their beliefs were finally responded to, but it was only for a brief moment.

After the moment of hope, there is long and endless despair.

They went crazy and died.

Those who are lucky die, those who are unlucky go crazy. They can neither live nor die, and they live in this world with their heads smashed by the truth.

But Helia's performance did not seem like she was blessed with wisdom, but more like she had seen a fact that she could not bear.

She was not driven crazy by the power of wisdom and the vast knowledge. If that were the case, she would not have come to her senses.

She was driven mad by something she couldn't accept.

So, what did Helia see and know that made her so devastated, crazy and wanting to die?

He had asked indirectly, but Helia never answered. This attitude of rejection was enough to explain everything.

He was very curious and wanted to know what could have turned her into this half-human, half-ghost appearance.

"You'll find out soon enough," Helia answered the question directly for the first time. "But I think by then, you'll wish you didn't know."

"Just like when I was six years old, I wanted to dig my brain out so that I could forget everything I shouldn't have seen."

"Fools have good fortune. Living a muddled life may be a good choice."