Cloud Thinking

Chapter 192 Even if you are not the best, you are worth my love

After listening to Ansel's words, Helia was silent for a long time, so long that even when the table in front of her was full of dishes, she didn't say another word.

She did know that the development situation in the southern continent was poor, but she didn't expect it to be this bad.

She thought that the Southern Continent was also part of the Empire's territory, and the people of the Southern Continent were also subjects of the Empire. The Empire, or Claude, would never completely ignore it.

But I didn't expect that the Southern Continent was really free-range! Instead of thinking about how to settle and manage the Southern Continent, the Empire focused its limited energy on the defense between the North and South Continents.

It's as if the Southern Continent doesn't belong to the Empire, and that's why the Empire has to guard against these hungry, poorly clothed, and left-to-fend-for-themselves Southern Continental people like thieves.

"I... I don't know..." Helia felt that no matter what she said at this moment, it would be useless and would not change anything. Instead, it would make her appear hypocritical.

"Your Highness, the current situation of the Southern Continent is caused by many factors. Although the fact that the emperors of the empire have been indifferent is one of the main reasons, but..."

"There's no need to take the blame on yourself, and there's no need to live in guilt all the time," Ansel comforted.

"But there's always something we can do." Helia said this and then smiled helplessly.

She really thinks of herself as a savior. She cannot bear to see any pain or suffering. She wants to do everything, but she doesn't consider her own abilities. In the end, she fails to accomplish anything and does nothing well.

"Let's not talk about this anymore. Let's eat well and taste our specialties."

Seeing that Helia was in a bad mood again, Ansel interrupted her thoughts to prevent her from continuing to think about random things.

"Ah."

After returning to the room, Helia threw herself on the big bed and quietly sorted out her thoughts.

The others haven't come back yet. They have been busy collecting clues about the pagans of the Fitros family and the "seeds" in Kenleka these days.

Although Ian Hill said that this was the first experiment and the results had not yet been fully hatched, Helia did not dare to believe Him completely - after all, He was not always staring at the seeds.

She suspected that the reason why Tang Yaoxing wanted to use her to deal with this disaster was probably because some serious and difficult problems were exposed in the previous experimental stage.

Who knows, maybe Tang Yaoxing really released a few "premature" ones before, and found big problems after they were released...

Helia was worried, so she suggested that they stay for a few more days and asked them to ask the locals and bring back some clues.

She took out her waist bag from the bedside table and pulled out two image stones from it - the two stones that Tang Yaoxing left for her that recorded the so-called original plot.

She was very curious about the end of the world that Tang Yaoxing and others talked about, and she also always wanted to know the final outcome of the original owner and Starley.

In the original story, Helia was jealous of Stella and she framed and slandered her at all costs, so that she was finally despised by everyone and sent to the execution ground on the charge of harming the royal offspring.

But the problem is that Helia's origin is not ordinary, and her body contains the power of war!

If she died, the seal would be lifted and the war would resume.

But in the original work, Helia died very quickly and never appeared again after she went offline, and there was no mention of anything about Watersice.

In the end, there is even a happy ending for the whole family, which is very wrong.

Combined with the so-called prophecy of the end of the world, I am afraid that behind that seemingly happy ending, there have already been undercurrents.

The beautiful fig leaf was torn off, various contradictions became increasingly intensified, and finally it inevitably ended in war, until everything was destroyed and returned to nothingness.

How the war started, when and where it happened and against whom, Helia had to know all this important information so that she could act early to avoid a game over outcome.

Helia sat up and looked around. The room was empty, and she was the only one there.

She didn't like having strangers in her room, so the maids waited outside until they were called.

But at this moment she really didn't want to be alone. She wanted someone to be with her, but she didn't want the secret in the imaging stone to be known to others.

She was very conflicted.

After Ansel came out of the private torture chamber, he returned to his room smelling of blood and took a quick shower.

When he came out of the bathroom with his upper body naked while wiping the water from his hair with a towel, he saw Helia, who had come to visit him at some point, sitting obediently beside his bed in a pure white nightgown.

Hearing the noise of him coming out, Helia raised her head to meet his gaze, then slowly moved her eyes downwards, fixing her gaze on his plump chest muscles with water droplets hanging from them, and she couldn't help swallowing.

She is a beauty lover and a "lecher", and she has always been honest about her desires.

If she likes something, she likes it. If she wants something, she wants it. She has done nothing harmful or against moral principles. So what's wrong with her being a little lustful?

Her life is already dull as water, and she is not allowed to think of something colorful in her mind!

Ansel caught her little movement, hung the towel in his hand around his neck, and strode towards her until there was less than half a step between them.

He leaned forward slightly, looked at Helia's absent-minded face with a smile, and jokingly said, "Are you satisfied with what you see?"

Helia was forced to step back by his sudden approach, her hands supporting herself on his bed, but her eyes looked somewhere uncontrollably.

After hearing his words, she came back to her senses and looked away embarrassedly, but licked her lips subconsciously.

"You've taken really good care of yourself..." Helia nodded and said hesitantly.

Ansel couldn't help laughing, and suddenly grabbed one of Helia's hands and pressed it on his firm and full chest muscles.

"I'll let you touch me, no charge."

This has been delivered to my door, it would be a shame not to touch it!!!

Helia spread her five fingers, slid them down from her chest to her abdominal muscles, and then moved them back up to her chest muscles. She couldn't help but bend her fingers and pinch them.

Oh my god! It's actually soft!

Helia seemed to have opened the door to a new world. She had always thought that chest muscles were hard, but she didn't expect them to be quite soft!

She vaguely remembered that last time, she took advantage of her cousin Okale's inattention and quickly touched him through his clothes.

But so much time had passed that she had long forgotten how it felt.

The men she met after that were all very moral and wore clothes tightly, and their chest muscles were not as exaggerated as her cousin's - meaning that the obvious outline could be seen through the clothes, so she didn't have any bad thoughts.

But this time, facing such a beautiful woman, she was not a eunuch, so it would be impossible for her to resist.

In the end, Ansel couldn't help himself after being touched by her, so he grabbed her hand and forced her to take her "dirty hands" back.

"Is there something urgent that makes you come to see me so late?"

He walked to the closet nearby and casually pulled out a pure black nightgown from it. He ignored Helia who was still staring at him, untied the towel around his lower body and began to change his clothes.

This sudden movement caused Helia to fail to turn her head in time, so that after closing her eyes, the other person's perky, firm and white buttocks kept appearing in her mind.

Ahhhhhhhh! My eyes! I'm not going to get stye!!!

Hehe! But, his butt is so nice and big! He looks like he can have a lot of children! Hehe!

"It's nothing serious. I just wanted someone to watch something with me," Helia explained with her eyes closed.

Ansel lowered his head to tie the laces of his nightgown, thought for a moment, and guessed it.

"Are those two image stones?"

"Yes." Helia answered affirmatively, "But, I just want you to accompany me, not you to watch."

"Okay." Ansel put on his clothes and walked over to sit next to Helia, then put his arm around her shoulders so that she could lean on his shoulders.

He smelled the same scent on the other person as his own, and saw that she was wearing the nightgown he had prepared, and his heart was filled with joy.

"Do you mind?" Helia asked, looking up at him.

Even though she had already guessed that the other party wouldn't mind, otherwise she wouldn't have come to see him.

Looking at the lovely girl in his arms, looking at him with those clear sapphire eyes, Ansel felt that at this moment he was the luckiest man in the world.

"This is your secret. If you are willing to share it with me, it would be my honor." Ansel resisted the urge to kiss her and replied, "The freedom to choose to share or not is in your hands."

"I'll be the best listener if you let me."

"If you don't want to, I will respect your choice, respect your freedom, and stay with you silently."

Helia smiled with satisfaction, and couldn't help but touch the other's chest muscles. "You are so nice, but I don't know what to do."

As generous as he was, he allowed Helia to touch him, and even worried that she would feel uncomfortable being touched through her clothes, so he took the initiative to loosen the collar of his nightgown.

"Okay? I don't think so. In my opinion, this is not a plus, but a basic item."

"Even if you are a couple, you should respect each other, respect each other's secrets, and give each other enough private space."

“Love is when two people use love as a bridge to build a connection between two worlds. It is about acceptance, sharing, and integration, not about domineeringly swallowing up and occupying another world.”

"If you love someone enough, the most basic thing is to respect her, respect her choices, and protect her freedom."

“Love should never be a bondage, but a force for taking off and a harbor for resting.”

At this moment, Helia decided to take back her previous evaluation of Ansel, the arrogant and pretentious person, even though she still did not understand his inexplicable love for her and could not confirm whether it was love.

But Ansel's attitude and behavior so far have proved that he has the ability to love and he will be a qualified lover.

"Maybe you deserve someone better." For some reason, Helia blurted out these words, and even she herself didn't understand why she said this.

Her mouth has always been faster than her brain.

"But in my eyes, you are worth it."

Ansel didn't say Helia was the best person, he just said she was worthy.

Objectively speaking, maybe Helia is not that good indeed. She has many shortcomings, such as arrogance, conceit, promiscuity, and self-willedness, etc. These all determine that she is unlikely to be a qualified lover.

But in his opinion, she was worth it, worth his efforts and worth his love.

I love you, not because you are so good, not because you are such a good or perfect person, but simply because in my world, you deserve my love and I am willing to give my love to you.

Love doesn't need a reason.

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