The gloomy and crazy Master is drooling over me

Once you enter the palace, it's as deep as the sea, and you'll be separated from the world by high walls from now on.

"Han'er, when you enter the palace this time, you must calm the emperor's heart." That year, Prime Minister Lin held his daughter's hand with his hands as dry as a dead tree, and his old eyes were full of earnestness for Lin Han.

The new emperor of Qing Kingdom ascended the throne. A new emperor appoints new ministers. As an old minister of the previous dynasty, Prime Minister Lin holds great power. In the hands of the monarch of the previous dynasty, he is a sharp weapon to deal with the ills of the country.

In the eyes of the young new emperor, he was a thorn in the side of his powerful master, hindered at every turn.

So she entered the palace at the age of seventeen.

Entering this legendary place, where people are eaten without leaving any bones behind.

Lin Han knew what her father meant. She was the handle given by the Lin family to the new emperor, and also a thorn in the heart of the scheming emperor.

The sting is neither painful nor itchy, but it makes people unable to sleep or eat, and unable to swallow. It is deeply hated when seen, yet cannot be avoided.

As soon as she entered the palace, she was named the virtuous concubine, one of the four concubines. She was extremely favored and attracted the jealousy of countless people in the harem, and she was the talk of the town.

But this was exactly what pushed her towards the abyss. The handsome man who always smiled at her and was the most noble man in Qing Kingdom, always looked at her with cold eyes.

It was as cold as the chilly autumn wind in late fall, bringing with it a strong sense of helplessness.

Children born in the prime minister's mansion are never stupid. Lin Han knew that the man was waiting for her to make a mistake and to become arrogant due to his favor. After each reward from him, the eunuch's shouting of the imperial edict was the spark that fueled her burgeoning ambition.

Just waiting for her to light herself on fire, burn red hot, and finally turn into ashes.

So she picked up her hobby of embroidery and clothing making in the cold harem.

Because of his great favor to her, the man had no choice but to build an embroidery palace for her so that she could live in it and gain the reputation of being virtuous.

I thought that if I stayed away from the crowd, I could stay away from disputes. Unfortunately, in a poisonous jar called harem, even if you don't fight, it doesn't mean that others won't attack you.

She became pregnant less than half a year after entering the palace. Lin Han knew that the emperor would not let her give birth to the child, at least not before the Lin family fell.

But when she realized that there was a little life in her belly, the days that seemed to have no end in the deep palace suddenly seemed to have hope.

How could she not be excited and happy about being a mother for the first time?

Lin Han couldn't help but wonder whether it would be a boy or a girl. If it was a girl, it would be best if she looked like herself, who would definitely be cute and lovely. Her father said that when she was a child, she was like a glutinous rice ball made of snow, and was very lovable.

If it's a boy...

She sighed, put down the needlework in her hands, looked at the open door, and saw the blue sky cut into pieces by the eaves above the red walls and green tiles.

She smiled bitterly to herself: "What are you thinking about? We don't even know if the child can be born..."

Eight months pregnant, she had managed to avoid multiple assassinations by being cautious and careful. Touching her bulging belly, her eyes were filled with tenderness.

But the emperor came less often. She heard that her father seemed to have been impeached and the emperor was furious, but he could not hold back.

She felt vaguely uneasy until the bright yellow figure that had not been there for a long time arrived. He seemed very happy, with a comfortable smile on his lips, and the gloom in his eyes faded a lot when he looked at her.

Lin Han snuggled in his arms, feeling the warmth she hadn't seen for a long time, chatting about family matters until the last moment of her departure. The man's gentle face said softly, "Han'er, don't worry, our child will definitely be born."

"I got a word in my dream, Ming. No matter whether it is a man or a woman, they are all Lu Ming."

She was stunned. Her father's name was Lin Mo...

But take it as a sound, only by dying in silence can there be a sound of life!

She understood it!

That was not tenderness or comfort in his eyes, but pride!

He came here to show off. He came here to show off his painstaking efforts and finally being able to remove this thorn in his heart. He was proud of his plan, but he was troubled by the fact that no one could understand the deep depression he had suppressed for so long.

Therefore, he thought of her, a pregnant woman with Lin family blood.

A good tool for venting anger.

Sure enough, the next day, Prime Minister Lin was suspected of corruption. The honest official with many students all over the world turned into a corrupt official with a network of entrapments all over the world.

Lin Han was so angry that she had a heart attack and suffered premature hemorrhage.

Perhaps because she had never done anything evil in her life, she was spared, and along with her was her frail child, the less than 100-pound boy Lu Ming.

The flesh and blood was taken away before I could even get a look at it.

Having lost her relatives and loved ones one after another, she felt a darkness before her eyes, vomited blood and cloth, and was heartbroken.

She hates!

How can you not hate it!

But the reality is that it is difficult for the daughter of a criminal who is isolated and helpless to survive, let alone take revenge.

Before the confinement period was over and it was still early spring, the charcoal fire in the room had already been reduced by three points, and countless cold nights of deep winter were still waiting for her in the future.

But she couldn't die, she wanted to live, she still had her Ming'er, at least... at least she could look at him one or two more times, which would make her satisfied.

Ming'er is the only one she has left in this world.

He is the only one left...

She was able to get up after lying in bed for three months, and the child was sent to be raised by a concubine named Gu Wan.

Gu Wan, Gu Wan, Lin Han laughed while crying, it was actually her, the youngest daughter of Minister Gu who entered the palace in the same year as her but was inconspicuous.

She is the woman who is said to be as quiet as a chrysanthemum and is not favored in the palace!

It was the woman who took her child away!

She is the daughter of Minister Gu who impeached her father!

So that's it, so that's it, she cried and laughed, thinking that she was just a shield, a stepping stone.

The next time she saw Ming'er was at the flower viewing party. His neck seemed to be slightly red. Lin Han couldn't help but want to move closer to take a look, but the armored woman stretched out her hand to block her gaze. She said, "Sister, don't let your illness infect the child."

She paused and looked at the man leaning behind the beautiful woman. Seeing the approval and dissatisfaction with herself in his eyes, she stepped back.

Ming'er was one year old. Lin Han knitted several clothes for him, but she saw a handkerchief of the same fabric in the hands of Gu Wan's maid...

Ming'er was two years old. She hid in a corner and watched from afar as he called out to the beautiful woman with a bulging belly, but was taken away by the maid. He couldn't stop crying...

Ming'er is three years old now. He has become a silent and transparent child who doesn't even like to talk.

Lin Han begged her countless times to give the child back to her, but was rejected, saying that she, the daughter of a guilty minister, was not worthy of raising a prince.

But she saw that Ming'er's clothes were too small and a little dirty. The child looked like her, with a determination in his eyes that made her unable to hold back her tears.

She could only work hard at weaving clothes in her own embroidery palace. After she made a gorgeous dragon robe for the emperor, Gu Wan finally appreciated what she wove.

In fact, she understood that the emperor just liked the feeling of trampling on the Lin family, and she, the only one alive, was the best target for humiliation.

She was one of the four concubines, but she made clothes for Gu Wan, who was also a concubine, day and night, just to give the child a better life and have more contact with him.

I often brought a piece of cake to wipe the dust off his face when he fell, and secretly gave him some food.

Lu Ming was too thin, he didn't look like a kid of his age at all, he was so thin that he looked yellow, so she could only think of ways to secretly nourish him.

The child's eyes gradually lighted up.

She begged him cautiously, with a hint of selfishness, "Can you please call me mother?"

He was silent for a long time, looking at the woman who took care of him and gave him food, and ignorantly shouted: "Liang."

This sound was heard by Gu Wan...

After that, Lu Ming's situation became even more difficult.

Gu Wan gave birth to two children in succession, both of whom were princesses. However, when she went to the south of the Yangtze River with the emperor, she was ambushed and injured.

Then she set her eyes on Lu Ming again. She would not allow the child she raised to call the woman who had once taken away the emperor's favor "mother"!

She would never allow it.

Gu Wan said: "Lu Ming can only have one mother."

"If you live, he will have a sinful mother in this world for the rest of his life. You must die!"

She was strangled to death in her own embroidery palace, with the embroidery thread used and an unfinished children's dress underneath...

Perhaps it was because children under the age of four had sharp eyes, Lin Han found that she was not seduced away by the charmer and was able to stay with him.

She secretly brought him food, watched out for anyone trying to harm him, and entertained him.

I just didn't expect that the time I would be closest to my children in this life would be after my death.

But fate was cruel, Gu Wan became pregnant again and gave birth to a baby boy when Lu Ming was five years old. His life fell into a slump.

He was born with a congenital deficiency, and due to Gu Wan's intentional or unintentional negligence, he developed a high fever.

But her child also fell ill, and she suspected that Lu Ming was the cause of her child's illness. For those three days, all the doctors in the Imperial Medical Bureau went to the Ninth Prince's place, and Lu Ming was delirious with fever and only a maid was taking care of him.

Lin Han was anxious and helpless, tears falling like rain. She hated it! She hated it!

She wanted to take this woman's life!

We are both mothers, yet we are so cruel!

She showed her original form before death, bulging eyes, long tongue, and sharp nails, and pounced on the other person in an instant.

He was stopped by a gorgeous woman in a red dress. Her eyes were cold and ruthless, and her facial features were as if carefully outlined. She had made that dress herself, and every stitch and thread was designed by her. How could it be on the other person?

She asked, "Did you make this clothes? How about you make clothes for me? I can save your son's life." She said it with great confidence, without looking at herself at all. She just kept looking at the patterns on her body, gently running her fingertips over them, and letting out a light click of her tongue, as if she was extremely satisfied.

Lin Han looked at the enemy so close and the sick child in bed, the red light in his eyes faded, and he knelt down instantly: "I am willing to make clothes for you, Your Excellency, please save my son's life!"