After traveling to a country where women are king, I abandoned my husband and children

Gofus held the letter in his hand all the time.

She didn't look at it in the car, and even after she got home, she was reluctant to open it.

It was not until the evening that Luo Yaosen went to take a bath. You Niang and the others had a lot of things to do since they had just returned, so they also left after asking for her permission. Ge Fu sat on the stool at the end of the bed and opened the envelope hesitantly.

——She wanted to see it but didn’t want to see it.

Kong Yixuan wrote this letter under the assumption that she would fail, so...what would be in it? Was it a complaint against her, or resentment?

She was a little afraid to face this.

In her two lifetimes, if there was anyone she felt guilty towards, it must be Kong Yixuan.

Even towards Luo Zhige, the son whom she had personally handed over to Luo Yaosen to raise and whom she had neglected for five years, she actually didn't feel that guilty.

The envelope was made of brown kraft paper, but inside was snow-white paper - not letter paper, but just an A4 white paper folded twice.

When Ge Fu saw the city guards at the beginning, he was stunned.

Dear friend Gofu:

Zhan Xinyue!

I don't know the circumstances under which you opened this letter. Whether I am alive or dead, whether I get what I want or die with hatred, it doesn't seem to matter at the moment I pick up the pen.

Actually, I don’t know what to tell you.

I originally wanted to say something complaining, but then I thought that I might be dead, and if I really said something excessive, you might never be able to let it go for the rest of your life, so I gave up the idea.

I know you, and you must feel guilty towards me in your heart.

I once thought so, until... if I did that thing, I would be more ashamed of you.

After all, you just made an unintentional mistake, but I really planned to take your life.

I don't want to tell you about my lofty ideals in this letter, because I know you will definitely not agree. In fact, you have never changed. You look cold, but you are very kind in your heart. Even if it is a stranger, you will not be stingy with your help.

You always say that I am enthusiastic, but in fact you are the truly kind person.

My words... I'm just telling you that I'm actually a bit vain and boring. I want to be a hero, someone who can change the world, not because I'm kind and righteous, but because I want to be that kind of person.

You should understand the difference between the two. I am a person who loves fame very much.

It is always easy for me to stand on the side of the weak and feel sad for their tragic past. It is also easy for me to be pulled into the same boat with the weak and want to do something for them.

This time too.

I actually know that my choice is not 100% correct, but I also know that my choice is not 100% wrong.

Then I'm going to give it a try and see if I can change the world.

But if I fail... I'm sorry, I'll have to trouble you to cover for me.

If I die without taking your life as I wish, then we will probably have failed.

It may sound a bit shameless to say this, but... please, at least let the brothers and sisters die with dignity.

Finally, I hope you never meet someone like me again in your life.

Kong Yixuan

2024/9/19

Ge Fu sat there for a long time before he slowly folded the letter and stuffed it back into the envelope.

Just when I was wondering why there was no sound in the bathroom, I turned around and found Luo Yaosen sitting on the sofa, fiddling with his phone.

"When did you come out?" Ge Fu was startled.

"It's been a while." Luo Yaosen put down his phone and said helplessly: "I've blown my hair dry, but you haven't woken up yet. What did Kong Yixuan say? Did she tell you about her accomplice?"

He asked directly, and Ge Fu was a little difficult to adapt to for a moment. After hesitating for a while, he said: "The content of the letter is just some small talk, and it didn't mention her companions. However, she mentioned that if her action failed, then their organization would probably fail. She asked me... to let those brothers and sisters die with dignity."

Hearing this, Luo Yaosen had a strange expression on his face, "This Kong Yixuan is really... very idealistic."

He actually wanted to say something ridiculous.

Die with dignity?

What does it mean to die with dignity?

In Luo Yaosen's opinion, even if one dies of old age, as long as one is dead, there is no question of dignity.

There is no dignity if others are standing while you are a corpse lying flat.

Ge Fu also knew that it was idealistic. She sighed and said, "I didn't agree." Kong Yixuan is Kong Yixuan, and her partner is her partner. She would not confuse the two.

She knew that Kong Yixuan was not a bad person, but the same could not be said about her companions.

From the perspective of Kong Yixuan's friend, Ge Fu was actually a little angry.

I always feel that if Kong Yixiuan had not met those people, with Kong Yixiuan's personality, she would never have taken this path.

Luo Yaosen heaved a sigh of relief after hearing this. It wasn't that he had any ill will towards the people of that organization and didn't want them to die "with dignity". It was that he didn't want Ge Fu to have such concerns. If he fought with others with such thoughts, it would be easy to capsize in the ditch.

This was not what she wanted to see.

"Come to think of it..." He remembered something else. "I heard Chuan Qing talk about what happened in the mirror space. How did you save so many people at that time?"

He had only heard of things like resurrection from the dead before.

Hearing this, Ge Fu, who was already in a low mood, suddenly felt a little depressed.

"That's the legacy left by my grandfather, but it's just a disposable item." Ge Fu's tone was inevitably a little depressed.

She originally just wanted to keep that thing as a souvenir, but after discovering how amazing it was, she really felt sorry for having used it up.

As a parent, she was not immune to some strange habits - she wanted to leave all the good things to her children.

"It's just the legacy of an emotionalist?" Luo Yaosen was shocked. "Even living emotionalists can't do it, but the legacy of an emotionalist can do it?"

Ge Fu nodded, "It is said that my grandfather's legacy was born after consuming the legacies of two other emotional masters."

After a pause, he said, "I once asked Yao Niang about my grandfather. If I'm not mistaken, he should be like A Xuan. He can only use his emotion beast once in his life, and the price of using it is his own life."

Then some things make sense.

The previous empress of Hengyang was famous for her wisdom and intelligence. How could such a person, because of the trauma of losing her mother in the past, overprotect her emotional master husband, to the point that he had no power to protect himself when facing danger and could only die together with the enemy?

This is something that even love cannot explain.

After all, if you really have a strong desire to protect, you can just send someone to escort you.