The Emperor of Qin gave six handsome men
Chapter 32 Doubts
Shi Ya covered her with a quilt all night long, and her eyes were blue the next day. Qin Xingfu told her to go to bed quickly.
Qin Xingfu slept until she woke up naturally. It was already noon. After eating, she lay on the recliner, looking at the sky boredly and sighing for the Nth time.
"Ugh……"
"Sir, please stop sighing and go out for a walk! It's very lively outside."
Qingya couldn't bear it anymore.
"That's right, sir, you haven't been out for a long time. Would you like to go out for a walk today?"
Shishu also advised her, and Lingjuan looked at her.
"Okay, let's go out for a walk. Where's Shiya? Why don't we ask her to come with us?"
Lingjuan covered his mouth and laughed.
"Sister Shiya is still catching up on her sleep, but you are the last one to behave yourself, always kicking off the quilt."
Qin Xingfu scratched his head embarrassedly.
"Then let's go shopping and buy her something."
Several people changed their clothes and went out. Perhaps because they heard the news that Qin Xingfu was celebrating the New Year, everyone was very enthusiastic towards her. Qin Xingfu bought everything that looked nice and fun.
"That's good, who did it?"
Qin Xingfu pointed at a lantern and asked, and the stall owner looked at it and said.
"If you like it, take it. This is made by my child. Thanks to you, he can read and write. Come, Shitou, why don't you greet the teacher? Forgive me, my child is naturally taciturn."
Lingjuan said when he saw the little boy next to him.
"It's you! Zhao Shitou, you have really clever hands and can learn characters quickly, but you're just too introverted."
Shishu and Qingya also nodded.
"It's okay, you're still young, take your time. I like this one very much, this is for you, thank you!"
Qin Xingfu gave him money, then touched his head and left with the lantern. The little boy looked at them with bright eyes, smiled happily, and held the money she gave him tightly in his hand.
"Mother, the Master praised me!"
"Yeah, my mother saw it."
Qin Xingfu always paid for things she bought, and she would find a way to pay for things others gave her as gifts. The mother and son who bought the lanterns did not refuse and just accepted the money.
The group was tired and hungry, so they were looking for a place to eat, when they saw someone being thrown out.
"Don't come here to eat and drink for free. You haven't paid for the last drink yet. Go away! Hey, Master Qin, please come in."
Qin Xingfu ignored others. He was dazed when he saw the face of the man who was kicked out. When he saw that he was about to leave, he quickly stepped forward to stop him.
"who are you?"
The man raised his head. He had an untidy beard and smelled bad. When he looked at Qin Xingfu, Qin Xingfu burst into tears.
"Dad? Is that you?"
Qin Xingfu asked the person in front of him in modern language. The middle-aged man just felt strange. Why was this person looking at him and crying? And he didn't understand what she was saying.
Qin Xingfu wanted to go up and hug the person in front of her, but the middle-aged man moved away and saluted her.
"Your humble servant Liu Ji greets Princess Huiyuan. Princess, what are you saying? I don't understand."
Qin Xingfu didn't pay attention to what he said, she was crying and laughing. She seemed to see her father again. She helped him up and looked at him carefully. There was a scar on the left side of her father's eyebrow, which was caused by an explosion during an experiment. The scar was 0.1 centimeters away from piercing his temple. Her father also had burns on many parts of his body.
Qin Xingfu held him tightly with one hand and touched the identical scar with the other hand.
The man who called himself Liu Ji was a little scared and got goose bumps all over his body. He had heard that the princess had extraordinary strength. Now he couldn't break free and his hands were about to break.
"Princess Huiyuan, please let me go. My arm is about to break."
Qin Xingfu had to let go after hearing this, and Liu Ji ran away. Qin Xingfu was dazed for a while and quickly caught up with him.
"Dad, don't run. Are you the same as me? Where's Mom?"
She talked as she ran. Liu Ji was very good at escaping and soon left her far behind. Qin Xingfu had to speed up to catch up. Qingya and the others seldom ran, and they ran too fast, so they lost them in a flash.
He fled and she chased him, and there was chaos all along the way. Qin Xingfu didn't care about anything else. She felt very happy that her family was found again. No matter how Liu Ji ran, Qin Xingfu followed not far away. For a while, he even ran home, and he hurried home to close the door.
Lu Zhi was washing clothes. When she saw his disheveled appearance, she asked with dull eyes and a numb face.
"Are you buying on credit again today? Let me tell you, there is no money left at home. Even if you sell us, there will be no money left."
Liu Ji was chased all over Xianyang City. He was gasping for breath and could not speak at all.
At this time, Qin Xingfu was knocking on the door.
"Bang bang bang."
"Dad, is this where you live? Why don't you recognize me? I am your daughter? I am Happiness, or is that the name you gave me yourself?"
When Lu Zhi heard that this man had not come back for so many days and even had a child outside, she was so angry that she picked up a laundry beater and hit Liu Ji.
"You beast, I'm going to beat you to death."
Liu Ji hid everywhere.
"Misunderstanding, misunderstanding, it's not... I... I didn't know... Ah, you want to kill my husband!"
When Qin Xingfu heard that someone inside was being beaten, she pushed the door hard and it fell down. The two people who were beating each other inside looked at her. Qin Xingfu was surprised and happy.
"Mom, wuwu...it's really you, I knew it, I knew you are not dead."
All of Qin Xingfu's longing and grievances suddenly burst out, and he hugged the two of them and cried bitterly.
"........."
The two of them couldn't break free, their cheeks flushed from holding back their tears. Hearing Qin Xingfu crying so sadly, as if she were an abandoned child, they felt a pang of sadness in their hearts.
As if possessed by a demon, Lu Zhi patted her back gently as if she was coaxing her own child. Qin Xingfu cried for a long time before her emotions gradually calmed down. Then she let go of them, looked around, and asked them in Mandarin.
"Mom and Dad, why are you here and in such a miserable state?"
Liu Ji and his wife didn't understand, so they had to reply in Qin dialect.
"Princess Huiyuan, we don't understand what you are saying. My name is Liu Ji, and this is my wife, Lu Zhi. Did you find the wrong person?"
When Lu Zhi heard that this person was actually the influential figure of the Qin Dynasty - Princess Huiyuan, she withdrew her hand and quickly saluted.
"I have met Princess Huiyuan."
Qin Xingfu calmed down and finally heard what they said. He looked at them in disbelief.
"Impossible. You both have the same scars. How did he get that scar on his eyebrow? And you have a red butterfly-shaped birthmark on your right shoulder blade, right?"
Lu Zhi shook her head.
"Princess, I don't have the birthmark you mentioned. He got hurt last year. He almost died at the time. The neighbors can testify to that."
Seeing that they refused to acknowledge her, Qin Xingfu calmed down and took a closer look. She realized that they were definitely not her parents. She looked disappointed, looked at them again, and then took out the money from her pocket and said.
"I'm sorry, I recognized the wrong person. This is my apology gift. Please fix the door!"
When Liu Ji saw the gold cakes, his eyes sparkled. He had heard that this man was not only knowledgeable and capable, but also could make a lot of money from anything he produced. He hurriedly prepared to take the gold cake, but was hit by a stick from Lu Zhi and immediately withdrew his hand.
"Princess, we can't take this. This door is already tattered and worthless."
Qin Xingfu grabbed her hand and looked at her hands which were covered with frostbite and her clothes were in tatters. Although they were not her parents, she felt bad for them.
"Here, treat yourself well, buy some medicine and wipe your hands. If you have any difficulties in life, you can come to me."
Qin Xingfu wiped away her tears, turned around and walked out the door. She forgot how to go back, so she walked towards crowded places. Although she was in the hustle and bustle, she felt so lonely.
Just now she thought her parents came here like her, but it turned out that they were not her parents at all. Her father was not such an irresponsible person, and her mother was not so incompetent.
Just looking at those two faces, she felt very dazed, as if nothing had changed. She wanted to deceive herself and transform them into people like her parents, but that thought was only a momentary thought. After all, they were also two living people, the famous Liu Bang and Lu Zhi.
She couldn't understand it. According to her grandfather, they had nothing to do with the Liu family, but how come they looked like historical figures?
Looking at the bustling crowd, she felt that everything was like an illusion. She had to think seriously about the truth and falsehood. Was her life in the first twenty years real or fake? What about her life now? Or was she already dead? And everything here was just a dream?
She slapped herself hard several times, and her face instantly became red and swollen. Qingya and the others looked for her separately, and when they saw her, she was slapping herself, so they quickly grabbed her hand.
"Sir, what are you doing? Stop it!"
"It hurts a lot, but it doesn't seem fake, Qingya, am I me?"
Qingya was confused for a moment.
"Sir, you are not you, who are you?"
Qin Xingfu frowned.
"But I feel like I'm not myself, you know? My existence is irrational, I shouldn't be here, I've long suspected that the world I'm in is fake, but I hit myself just now, and it hurt. Do you think you and I are real?"
Qingya was confused by her, what was real and what was fake, and pulled her back quickly. Qin Xingfu was thinking all the way, was her consciousness extracted? This was actually a game world.
Who could it be? Who hypnotized her?
Qin Xingfu was immersed in her own world. Qingya and the others came back and couldn't wake her up. They were so anxious that they kept running around, beating drums and gongs, and putting all kinds of delicious food in front of her, but she remained indifferent.
"Butler, has the master been possessed by evil spirits? Shall we ask someone to take a look?"
Shiyun had heard of soul-calling before, and immediately wanted to find someone to take a look at her.
Yue Xin thought for a moment and said.
"Wait a little longer. I see that the master doesn't seem to be sick, but seems to be thinking about something."
Qin Xingfu was indeed immersed in her own thoughts. She was skeptical about the world and her life in the past 20 years. She was confused and was struggling with what was real and what was fake. She even suspected that she was in a fantasy fabricated by someone, as if everything was set by someone. Then who was she?
She thought of many, many assumptions in her mind. From time to time, she stood up and touched everything around her, feeling hot and cold, soft and hard. Then she walked out the door. It was dark and the temperature was very low at night. She walked aimlessly like a wandering soul. A group of people followed her, very worried about her.
As the night deepened, the city gates were locked. The soldiers on night patrol saw so many people still wandering the streets and shouted at them.
"Who is here? Go back quickly."
Yue Xin hurried forward and saluted.
"Greetings, sir. We are from Princess Huiyuan's residence. Princess Huiyuan has something she hasn't figured out, so she came out for a walk. Thank you for your hard work. Here is some money for the wine. I hope you will accept it."
When the night patrol heard that it was Qin Xingfu, he took the money and turned to leave. He felt something was wrong. Qin Xingfu was not in a good state. Every day when they saw her, she always had bright eyes and a smile on her face. But today her eyes seemed dull, as if she had lost her soul. After thinking about it, he decided to report it to his superiors. The matter was reported to the higher authorities, and Fusu found out and hurried out to stop her.
"Huiyuan, it's so cold, why don't you stay at home? What are you doing out here?"
Qin Xingfu looked at him calmly and continued walking. Seeing that she didn't react, Fusu looked at Yue Xin, who saluted.
"Today the princess went out and met someone. The princess chased after her. The person who followed her lost track for a while and was lost for a while. At that time, her state was not right. She seemed to be thinking about something all the time, and seemed to be looking for something. We were worried about her so we followed her. We didn't mean to cause trouble."
While the two were talking, Qin Xingfu had already walked away. Gao De just kept following her, fearing that she would disappear. Fusu quickly caught up with her and reached out to stop her.
"Huiyuan, go back. It's cold outside. Can you bear to let them suffer the same cold as you?"
When Qin Xingfu heard the word "go back", his emotions fluctuated slightly and he looked at Fusu.
"go back?"
He hadn't spoken for a long time and his voice was a little hoarse. Fusu nodded, Qin Xingfu shook his head, lowered his head and muttered to himself.
"I don't know where to go back. Who am I? Why am I here? Who are you? Am I really myself? I feel like I am not myself. All this seems fake. Who is controlling me? Where am I now..."
Although the sound was small, everyone could hear it in such a quiet night. It was about you and me, true and false, reality and consciousness, and it made their brains a mess.
Fusu also tried to understand what she said and explained patiently.
"Your name is Qin Xingfu, you are 22 years old, this is Daqin, and you are also Princess Huiyuan of Daqin. You are you, a genius with outstanding talent. You know everything about astronomy and geography, you know everything, and you can do everything..."
Qin Xingfu looked up and asked him a question.
"Have you ever raised anything? Are we like a group of fish kept in a pond? Do we think that the pond is the world and that any fish that want to jump out of the pond will die? Do we have to live, grow old, get sick and die according to the preferences of the fish keeper? The life and death of all the fish depends on the preferences of the fish keeper. When he gets tired of it for a while, he will switch to another batch of fish after a while. If he feels bored, he will find an outside fish and tell the fate of every fish in the pond, hoping to watch them panic and try to survive."
Yue Xin and the others were confused, but Fusu understood and broke out in a cold sweat. Qin Xingfu felt that someone was controlling everything and that her death was imminent. If that was the case, it would be too terrifying. Who was it? Was there really a god?
Fusu looked up at the sky, and at this time, it was snowing heavily. Qin Xingfu also looked up at the sky, and his eyes changed from confusion to depth.
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