I am cannon fodder, but I can hug thighs

"It doesn't matter. The plot is not important at all. It's the writer's business to write the story. It's my business if I don't want to be a puppet." Lin Lin wanted Lin Jin to forget the so-called main line and stop mentioning the so-called plot.

Lin Jin felt that this was unexpected but also reasonable: "That's right."

Lin Lin turned her eyes to look at her, not understanding why she could never figure out what Lin Jin was thinking. She thought Lin Jin liked jujube paste cake, sugar painting, and farming, and that she had the courage to fight against the fate and change her destiny just like herself.

But now she realized that she was wrong. Lin Jin didn't like these at all. He was no longer the Lin Jin who was still willing to talk business with her after falling off the cliff. If the Lin Jin back then was a flexible grass, he was now like a fragile reed.

For example, now, even though Lin Jin said that it was right, there was actually no fluctuation in his eyes. He seemed to care about everything and wanted to ask about everything, but in fact, he didn't really take it to heart at all and was just asking.

"Why are you looking at me like that? Is there something dirty on my face? Or is my hair messy?" Lin Jin touched her face and her hair, somewhat confused by Lin Lin's expression, "It's not messy."

Lin Lin retracted his gaze: "It's okay."

Lin Jin leaned against the car window, feeling somewhat bored and dazed. After a while, he began to feel sleepy.

"Lin Jin, do you think it's okay for us to live here forever?" Lin Lin couldn't help but ask her.

Lin Jin felt her eyelids were heavy, and raised them slightly: "Hmm?" After hearing Lin Lin's words clearly, she thought about it and felt that it didn't matter where she lived, as long as she didn't have to sleep on the street and go hungry, so she nodded, "Hmm, that's fine."

Lin Lin sat up straighter: "Are you serious? Really? Don't you want to go to the capital?"

"Hmm?" Lin Jin's mind was in a mess, and even his breathing was heavy with sleepiness. "I don't want to. I'm originally from the south. I won't be able to adapt to the climate if I go too far away."

What's more, the capital city is a place full of disputes as soon as you hear the name. Why should a small character like her, who has barely managed to save her life, go there?

What she should do is to stay away from disputes. After all, she doesn't have any mission. It's good enough for her to just survive and nothing else.

"So what are your plans for the future?" Lin Lin wanted to say that if Lin Jin didn't know what to do, she could actually support Lin Jin for the rest of his life.

Lin Jin didn't have any plans. If she had any plan, it was to see if there was any small business she could do after she got familiar with this place. It would be best if she could ask Lin Lin to borrow some start-up funds and then slowly pay it back to Lin Lin. If Lin Lin was unwilling, she would see if there was any small business with zero cost.

Lin Jin opened his eyes hazily, his thinking was slow, the words were on the tip of his tongue but he couldn't say them, he felt that speaking was very tiring.

"Are you sleepy?" Lin Lin saw the deep weariness in her eyes. "Go to sleep if you are sleepy. I will call you when you are tired."

Lin Jin closed her eyes. Although the carriage was very uncomfortable, she was really sleepy, so she fell asleep in the carriage in a half-awake state. When Lin Lin woke her up, she felt as if her eyelids were as heavy as a thousand pounds and she couldn't keep them open, and she didn't have any strength to speak.

Lin Lin frowned, got a pill from the system and swallowed it, then carried Lin Jin out of the car and sent her back to the room.

She looked at Lin Jin, who was lying on the bed with a frown on his face, and was obviously sleeping very uneasily but was unwilling to open his eyes. She couldn't understand why Lin Jin was so tired. Could it be that she had been locked up for too long in the past month?

Lin Lin used the system to scan Lin Jin's physical condition, and all the data showed normal except for the brain waves. She called up the brain waves when she examined Lin Jin more than a month ago for comparison. The difference in brain waves made Lin Lin frown instantly.

Lin Jin slept until midnight. When she opened her eyes, she felt someone sitting beside the bed. She rubbed her eyes before she could see clearly: "Why are you here?"

"Hmm?" Lin Lin was half asleep with his head propped up. He woke up immediately after hearing her voice and handed the medicine mixed with water to Lin Jin. "You are sick. Take medicine."

"Hmm?" Lin Jin looked at the bowl of medicine with a bitter face, "Don't tell me you turned the medicine into powder."

"Almost all the medicines in my system are like this. Don't worry, with the system's technical support, there will be no impact on the efficacy even if it is ground into powder." Lin Lin explained that she did not do this on purpose, but the medicine had to be ground into powder if she wanted to take it out.

Lin Jin covered her face and drank the potion in big gulps, revealing a mask of pain: "It's bitter. What's wrong with me?"

"It's nothing, just chronic gastritis. It needs to be treated properly." Lin Lin lied casually.

"It's okay. It's an old problem. I've had gastritis since I was very young. I'm used to it." Lin Jin felt that there was no need to take medicine for gastritis. "It's okay to take medicine when I have a stomach problem."

Lin Lin said coldly: "No, you can't be so careless about yourself, and don't you feel uncomfortable normally?"

"Except for feeling nauseous from time to time, it seems to be nothing serious and can be overcome." Lin Jin originally did not like taking medicine. Even when he was sick, he would forget to take medicine, let alone a medicine that was made into such a bitter liquid.

Damn, don't get close to her.

"No, get up and eat." Lin Lin refused Lin Jin without thinking.

Lin Jin sighed heavily. She didn't even have the strength to get up, but she still yawned and propped herself up to get out of bed. Before she could stand up, Lin Lin held her arm.

She paused and said, "Ah, thank you."

Lin Lin looked at Lin Jin with helplessness in his eyes: "Be careful, why do I feel like you can't even walk steadily?"

"Nonsense, how is that possible?" Lin Jin quickly pushed Lin Lin away after hearing this, proving with facts that she could walk. She raised her eyebrows and said, "I'm just lazy after getting up."

Lin Lin chuckled, without commenting, and just restrained his expression.

What she gave Lin Jin was not stomach medicine, but olanzapine and venlafaxine hydrochloride.

During the meal, Lin Lin asked again the question that Lin Jin had not answered in the carriage: "So have you ever thought about what to do in the future?"

"Well, that's it..." Lin Jin felt that it was really difficult to ask for money. "Let's see. I want to start a small business and then save some money to buy a small house."

Forget it, I'd better see if I can start from scratch first. If not, I'll borrow a little more.

It is easy to repay money, but hard to repay favors.

"Nothing else? Why don't you just stay here forever? You and I are sisters now, so it's reasonable for me to support you." Lin Lin didn't expect her wish to be so small.

Lin Jin poked the white rice in the bowl. She wanted to say that she didn't like living with others, especially when the place was not her own. It was even more uncomfortable. She felt like her own space was being invaded but she was helpless living under someone else's roof.

Lin Lin's eyes darkened, she noticed the resistance in Lin Jin's silence.

Lin Jin took a deep breath and frantically thought about how to express his meaning without hurting Lin Lin.

"Can I be self-reliant? I don't mean to be estranged from you, but I am willing to accept your help, but I don't want to be a useless person, which will make me lose the ability to survive independently. I am willing to become better with your help, but I can't do nothing."

She wants to be a parasite, but she wants to make herself a parasite with her own abilities.

Only what she holds in her own hands belongs to her, and she doesn't want her fate to be in the hands of others.

Even though she cannot change her fate, she wants to seize her own rights.

Lin Lin observed Lin Jin's expression, analyzing her emotional changes and the attributes behind each sentence: "Of course."