The cannon fodder just wants to survive until the end

Ming Huaixi locked herself at home after her parents left. She still needed to digest the news carefully and review the memories of the previous small world.

The previous small world can be said to be relatively simple. As long as you avoid the nodes, you basically have nothing to do, and the rest of the time is all yours.

This time when Ming Huaixi woke up, he found that he had no vague memories of the previous world, and even his emotions were brought back with him. Fortunately, the next time he traveled through time would be in a month, so he still had time to adjust. Otherwise, it would be quite dangerous to carry the emotions of the previous world with him without knowing what the next world would be like.

What if you are faced with a confrontation or a test of survival when you appear in the next world? When you arrive there with the emotions of the previous world, your temperament will change immediately. At best, people will think you have figured it out. At worst, they may think you are possessed by a ghost and kill you before you know what is going on. Where can you cry then?

Ming Huaixi didn't want to experience the feeling of death again. In the dream created by the original owner in the previous world, it was already terrifying to watch the original owner's death in the dream.

Not to mention experiencing it personally, and dying in the new world will still hurt for a month in the real world, which is suffocating just thinking about it.

It just so happens that my work as a civil servant will not start until two days later, so I need to take a good rest and sort out my memories of the last world.

Ming Huaixi had one best thing since he was a child, which was that he could fade away the memories he didn't want to have, never letting them affect him, but also not forgetting them all.

It’s just like organizing clothes. You put the clothes you don’t wear in a box. If you don’t throw them away, you won’t see them anymore. You can always take them out when you want to see them later.

Ming Huaixi didn't go out for the past two days. He ordered takeout when he was hungry. It was soon time to work, and Ming Huaixi had almost sorted out his memories.

The first day at work was quite simple. Her work was very slow during the off-season and she was new here, so there was nothing particularly important for her to do.

So after finishing the little things at hand, she started to slack off. Ming Huaixi also found that after returning from the first world, her brain seemed to have become a little brighter.

It’s not that I was stupid before, it’s just that I handle things faster than before. I used to think for a while before doing things, but this time I just shortened the thinking process and finished it in just a moment.

Ming Huaixi specially bought some thread and cloth, preparing to practice the embroidery skills she learned in the first world. Although she was not particularly proficient in the previous world, she had already gotten started.

As soon as Ming Huaixi started, it felt like a rusty axis, extremely clumsy. In the real world, Ming Huaixi had never embroidered before, and had no muscle memory in his hands. Soul memory alone was not enough to embroider well in one go.

Soul memory can only allow Ming Huaixi to get started faster than those who have never had any experience with it, but it cannot make it a familiar skill all at once.

After finishing the first piece of embroidery, Ming Huaixi felt that the awkwardness had finally dissipated. For the whole day, apart from dealing with work matters, Ming Huaixi had been practicing her embroidery skills.

There weren't many people in Ming Huaixi's department, and there were usually two people in one office. However, the number of new recruits this time was an odd number, so Ming Huaixi had an office all to herself. Although no one talked to her, Ming Huaixi was quite satisfied with this situation.

After a day of practice, Ming Huaixi's embroidery finally looked pretty good, but it was still far behind the work in the previous world.

Skills require practice. One day's results are almost the same as others' one year's results. Ming Huaixi is quite satisfied.

After that, Ming Huaixi has been practicing her skills. In addition to embroidery skills, there is also calligraphy. Ming Huaixi is also planning to pick it up. Calligraphy cannot be practiced at work, in case the leader fails to hide one day.

Just roll up the embroidery tools and put them in your bag. Calligraphy ink has a smell, and you can tell at a glance that you are not working.

Although it is generally acknowledged that this department can slack off in private, they cannot be so tactless and show it in public.

Ming Huaixi lives a life of a worker who works from nine to five and has two days off a week. She has plenty of free time. She gets up early every morning to exercise, practices calligraphy when she gets home from get off work every night, eats at the company at noon, and does some fishing and embroidery after finishing work. I believe that this is a life that most workers would envy.

Ming Huaixi was afraid that he would be transported to a world with college entrance examinations in the next world, so he found some of his previous textbooks and occasionally looked at them to study and do exercises to maintain familiarity.

But it's just a degree of familiarity. After all, I have finished college and my memories of high school are distant. Fortunately, the Internet is well developed now, and there are so many learning videos on the Internet.

Ming Huaixi's memory is better now, and he can understand the general meaning of the textbook after familiarizing himself with it.