The cannon fodder just wants to survive until the end

My name is Pei Zhi. Master Liaoran predicted that I will never have a wife. I think that’s good. I don’t like another person to interfere in my life.

Even though my parents loved each other very much, I just couldn't imagine what it would be like if I had a wife in the future, so I was relieved to hear that I was not destined to have a wife.

But later, Master Liangran said that my fortune had changed and that I had a destined wife. At the time, I thought he was lying to me, but he was a master and monks do not lie, so I decided to believe him.

I asked him why he changed his mind, and Master Liangran said it was because of myself. I felt even more that he was lying to me, because I never thought about changing my fate of being single.

I asked him how to find my destined wife, and he said that I would meet her when the destiny came. The person who made my heart beat faster was my destined wife.

I understand that whoever I fall in love with is my wife, which sounds even more unreliable.

It wasn't until I really met her that I truly believed that there really are destined people in this world.

I went to Chaoyang City to do some work, and by the way, I went to visit my cousin, who is the prefect of Chaoyang City. It happened that the son of my cousin's best friend was getting married. My cousin had something else and couldn't go, so he asked my eldest nephew to deliver the gift.

I don’t know what I was thinking, but I also wanted to go and see, so I prepared some gifts and went to Ming’s house with my eldest nephew.

At Ming's house, I met the person who moved my heart. She was standing on the side of the groom's family. She was small and delicate. My heart began to feel restless when I saw her.

I knew my heart was moved, and I thought it wouldn't be so hard to accept if she became my wife in the future.

I was afraid that I couldn't control my eyes looking at her, which would make people unhappy at their wedding, so I gave her the gift and left with my nephew.

Later, my cousin's wife asked me if I had someone I liked, and I subconsciously mentioned Ming Huaixi. My cousin's wife didn't expect that I really had someone I liked, and it just so happened that she knew that person.

Seeing that I had already said it, I was afraid that if I hesitated for too long, the destined marriage would be in vain, so I asked my cousin's wife to be a matchmaker for me. She agreed to go and ask, but I regretted it as soon as I said it. The girl was so young, it was really inappropriate.

But I still asked my cousin's wife to help me ask. She came back and said that they would consider it. I was a little disappointed. If they didn't even know me, how could they agree?

Soon my cousin's wife said she wanted to meet me, and she agreed. I was like a stranded fish that suddenly welcomed the gentle sea water.

I knew she might want to ask me why I asked her to marry her. Yes, she really asked me that after we met. I knew she had no feelings for me and she agreed to marry me only because my conditions were suitable.

I couldn't tell her that I fell in love with her at first sight. She was a smart and sober girl and would definitely not believe it. Besides, love might be the most unreliable thing in her eyes. So I told her what Master Liaoran said and told her that she would be my wife, and no one else but her.

She was very surprised and said she didn't expect that I was a person who believed in fate. Actually, I don't believe in fate, but she just happened to be in my fate, so I wanted to try to believe in it once.

She agreed to marry me. Well... it seemed like she was forced to marry me. But I could see that she didn't hate me, which meant that she was somewhat willing to marry me, and not just forced by my family background.

In fact, even if she disagreed, I would not do anything to the Ming family. I was a little depressed that she thought badly of me.

She is still young and has an older brother who is not married, so we arranged the marriage first. I have no objection to this. Anyway, it has been arranged and she will be mine sooner or later.

Later, his brother went to the capital to take the imperial examination, and I thought she would go too. I happened to be in the capital on business at that time, and I was looking forward to her coming. Well, I was wrong, she didn't come.

It doesn’t matter that she didn’t come. I can go see her when I have time later.

After our marriage was settled, I would go to see her every time I went to Chaoyang City. Although I had to think of the reasons for a long time every time, I was willing to do so.

When we got married, I felt that she still didn't like me, but I was not in a hurry. It was enough for me to like her. I believed that friendship was cultivated slowly.

After we got married, I saw her even cuter side in private. My wife is just beautiful.

Later she became pregnant. I was happy and excited, but also worried that she might have an accident. I was filled with anxiety throughout her pregnancy, but I was also looking forward to having a baby with her, so I sought out a doctor to teach me how to take care of her.

I was worried about her being taken care of by others, so I had to take care of her myself to feel at ease. I was so scared when she was giving birth. I was scared when I thought about those women who didn't survive childbirth.

Fortunately, her delivery went smoothly. After having the baby, her attention was more focused on the child. I felt a little jealous, but I comforted myself that it was our child.

Later, my parents came back. To be honest, in my mind, they are an unreliable couple. They didn't go home first when they came back. They must have felt guilty and didn't dare to see me. But they bumped into me.

Later, Huaixi had her second child, and my parents earned a title for the family. I was not very happy because I became even busier. The time we had for the two of us was already occupied by the child.

When the child is older, I will hand her over to my parents to take care of her. Although I like my daughter, I would rather her mother and I stay together.

My girl has been a worry-free person since she was young. Apart from being almost kidnapped when she was young, nothing bad happened to her. But I didn't expect that she would abandon us family members to go out and make a living.

Fortunately, she brought a contact token of her family's business and reported home every few days that she was safe. Later, the girl came back, but she was pregnant. I was furious. Who bullied my daughter?

Well, it was my daughter who bullied others.

Later, Huaixi and I had many children and grandchildren, and our lives passed by like that. I couldn't hold on any longer, so I passed away. I know that Huaixi actually never had any romantic feelings for me, but had always treated me as a family member. I was unwilling to accept this before, but now that I am dying, I suddenly feel that there is nothing to be unwilling about. How can treating me as a family member not mean having feelings for me?

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It hurts so much. I still couldn't escape the fate of being caught by the human traffickers. I really wanted to die here, but I was so unwilling to do that.

We passed by a dilapidated temple that day, and these human traffickers took me there to rest first. There were already two people in the dilapidated temple, and these human traffickers drove them away and threw me into a corner of the dilapidated temple.

At night, I couldn't sleep because of the pain and heard someone calling me. It turned out to be one of the two people during the day, the handsome young man.

The young man handed me something and said it could be used as a mark. He said he himself might not be able to save me, so I should wait one day and he would follow the mark to ask someone to save me.

But when I heard that the human traffickers wanted to sell me to a place where castration was carried out, I thought I would not be able to wait for him any longer, so I gave up my life.

I don't know why my soul is still able to remain in this world. My soul saw the human traffickers throwing my body into the wilderness at random.

I saw the young man bringing his men back, but it was too late. After all, I was not destined to survive.

I saw everything that happened. I also saw that young man. It turned out that his name was Pei Zhi. His life was not very good. He was eventually betrayed and became homeless.

I was reborn many times later, but I couldn't change my destiny. Finally, God seemed to hear my call, and an outsider appeared in my body.

I found out that she was not controlled by the fate line, and I knew the opportunity had come. I gave my body to her, and I hoped she could change everything.

I didn't tell her about that young man. I still know that he is greedy. Before I leave this world, I still hope that young man will have a good ending.)