Staying at my best friend's house, she was spotted by her gangster uncle
Chapter 48 It’s over!
Just as Lu Tingshen expected, it seemed that he still knew his father very well. It was indeed Mr. Lu who called Mr. Ji. It would be a good story if he could bring them together.
Of course, both people have to be willing. The fact that Ji Qing can be so proactive shows that she is indeed interested in Lu Tingshen. Now it all depends on this kid Lu Tingshen.
Mr. Lu is very optimistic about Ji Qing, and Gen Hongmiao is the first choice. Of course, she is also worthy of Lu Tingshen in terms of appearance.
Lu Tingshen looked at her and was a little incoherent for a moment:
"You...why are you here?"
Maybe he was nervous, or maybe he was still confused about what happened in his childhood.
He looked at the woman in front of him, no, Ji Qing, and his emotions seemed to begin to calm down.
Lu Tingshen had never considered her a woman. He could only say that he had always considered her a friend. Anyway, he did not have the kind of impulse between men and women.
Lu Tingshen is not the same person he was a few years ago. It's not like he hasn't experienced women before, but he certainly doesn't have that kind of feeling that can affect his physiological reactions.
The feeling that Ji Qing gave him was mostly like the left hand touching the right hand, and no feeling was the greatest feeling.
Otherwise, they have been together for so many years, why didn't they elevate their friendship?
Of course, his thoughts cannot represent others. Ji Qing looked at his incoherent answers and felt a little secretly happy. Wasn't he just stuttering because of nervousness?
If he had no interest in her, why would he be nervous?
"Why, you don't want to see me?"
Ji Qing and Lu Tingshen had a completely unrestrained relationship. She was really not afraid of him at all, and even always wanted to joke with him.
Lu Tingshen is really boring. He always looks like an old cadre and is not interesting at all.
I really doubt whether he is a young man?
Ji Qing was not considered an outsider in the Lu family, especially in front of Mr. Lu, but Lu Tingshen’s eldest brother Lu Tingyu was no exception.
When she was a child, she often went to the Lu family, so of course everyone treated her as one of their own.
Although we are abroad, we still have to observe traditional customs, and staying up all night to see the New Year in is an indispensable part.
All the people in the Lu family sat in the living room chatting, including Lu Tingshen and Ji Qing.
There were some sounds of firecrackers outside, but they were nothing compared to those in China.
Childhood is lying on the bed, looking at the bright moon outside, feeling particularly sad today.
She didn't stay up all night, didn't eat New Year's Eve dinner, and didn't even watch the Spring Festival Gala.
As soon as she returned to the manor, she went straight to her room upstairs. In fact, the New Year's Eve dinner had already been prepared in the restaurant, but she didn't know it.
Lu Tingshen was not there, but he had instructed in advance that everything should remain as usual, also for her sake.
It’s just that her childhood was too sensitive and she has not yet achieved true inner strength.
She is not the master of this house, and it is impossible for her to spend the New Year here like a cuckoo in the magpie's nest. What's the point of having a New Year's Eve dinner alone? Of course, she has no appetite now.
When she was a child, watching fireworks by the river, she wanted to commit suicide for a moment.
It's just that there are too many people around her, and she can never hear clearly whether there is a voice encouraging her.
Let it end, let it end!
The blows dealt to her by her parents during her childhood were nothing short of fatal, and even if she really didn't admit how much she cared, the nightmares every night couldn't fool anyone.
Since leaving home, she has dreamed about them almost every night, dreaming about the scolding and reprimands they gave her when she was a child.
I felt lonely in my childhood, as if I had entered a black hole. It was so cold inside, so cold.
In the middle of the night, Tongnian woke up and felt a little hot, as if she had a fever.
She stayed by the river for too long today, and she deliberately opened the buttons of her clothes. Was it really not to make herself sick?
As she wished, she really had a fever.
I didn’t take any medicine during my childhood and let the pain in my body become more and more obvious.
Let it end, let it end!
She tortured herself in this way, but it would not end.
She didn’t have the courage to die as a child, so this is how she reminded herself that every time she was soft-hearted, she would be punished.
She was soft-hearted today, and that was the most terrible thing, because no one in this world was worthy of her softness, so she should be punished.
I had mental illness in my childhood, but I was forced into it.
No one wants this to be like this, but no one can change it. If there was someone who was willing to hug her when she was little, plead for her when she was beaten, or reach out to help her when she was lonely and no one cared about her, she would not be like this now.
So, if you don't understand her, don't question her easily.
There are many people like Tongnian in this world, many are unfortunate, many are pitiful, and many are sad, but no one is as lucky as her, who met Lu Siyao and Lu Tingshen.
At that time, she really felt that she was very lucky. At least God was not unfair to her. Perhaps her lifelong luck was to get to know the Lu family.
Living in the Lu family is the happiest thing for her.
At that time in her childhood, no matter how well-behaved and sensible she was during the day, her terrible side would be exposed at night.
It should be considered split personality, but she doesn't think so.
Everyone has several alter egos, and each personality has a different way of doing things. The glamorous appearance is by no means everything.
The next morning, Childhood still put on clean clothes, washed up and faced the world.
No one noticed what she had experienced last night, and no one cared where she was. Just like herself, she wanted to be abandoned by this world, but also wanted to be remembered by someone. She was entangled in this cycle, like an invisible black hole.
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On the fifth day after the Chinese New Year, students can return to school early.
Her childhood returned to the place that belonged to her. There were 6 beds in the dormitory, but she was the only one there.
Yes, who would want to go back to a dormitory without heating? Maybe she is the only one.
Tongnian quit her job at a western restaurant and took home a salary of over ten thousand yuan. This was the first time she used her own earned money.
She didn’t spend her childhood money and saved it all. She didn’t even buy a piece of clothing she liked because the money was so hard-earned.
She wants to find a part-time job in the school library so that she doesn't have to run out all day and will have plenty of time to study.
Yes, only by studying can one change one’s destiny. If she wants to escape from this place, she must change it through her own efforts.
The dormitory was very cold, and only the electric blanket could give her warmth. The canteen was not open yet, so she had to eat instant noodles to get by. She learned knowledge in advance in the dormitory. She wanted to learn all the courses for a whole semester in a short time, and then use the rest of the time to make money. This was the experience she had gained from many years of childhood and also the way of survival.
She probably stayed in the dormitory for a few days, but she forgot how many days exactly, because she didn't leave the room during those days and didn't pay attention to how many days it was.
It was only then that she realized that a week seemed to have passed as more people moved into the dormitory.
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