Searching for Treasures in the Clouds

Yu Ru couldn't remember how many times she had been bullied since she was a child. From the beginning of her life to the beginning of her college life, it seemed like she had been bullied every day. She had thought about resisting, more than once, but her health was not good, and she had many old injuries in her body. Even if she wanted to resist, she was powerless.

She could neither maintain her dignity in front of others nor repair her fragile self-esteem behind others. She often felt pain for being alive but had no one to talk to. She could only write her pain, resentment and anger in her diary. The diary was her only good friend. She cried bitterly while holding her diary for countless nights.

Facing this only confidant, she was still timid. She only dared to turn the page to record new events, and did not dare to look forward to the old stories. She deliberately covered her eyes and did not look at her past, as if pretending not to see, she would not be in pain.

However, what happened has happened, and that is an established fact. A person's pain is real, and its existence cannot be erased through fantasy and forgetting. Instead, it will weaken the criticism of the painful thing.

Yu Ru, Yu Ru, please don't foolishly suggest to yourself that you have not experienced it, don't go the opposite way, don't pretend not to recognize that profile, don't ignore that familiar voice, don't pretend not to see that window, don't imagine that the lights not far away are still on, don't cover up your scars, don't think that this way you can escape from the reality that has passed.

Open your eyes and see the filth beneath your feet and the baseness of the world you live in.

Today, Yunjixing hacked into Deng Huairou's account and found all the content he had sent. Yu Ru realized that what she wanted more in her heart was revenge. She should do that and must do that.

She couldn't escape anymore, she had to face up to everything she had suffered, recall it, and formulate a targeted revenge plan. This was the only way to justify her former loneliness and to justify her coming to this world.

Maybe, if she sent all those people to hell, she would be completely happy. A few days ago, she beat Deng Huairou at the city design competition award ceremony, and that time really made her feel an unprecedented sense of relief.

Yes, yes, escaping from her own pain is only a temporary solution. She will still feel pain when she sees similar scenes. It is better to face everything and eradicate the root of her pain. Then, no matter how painful she is, she can be more upright.

Yun Jixing stopped crying. He lay calmly on Yu Ru's legs, looking at her.

Yu Ru lowered her head, gently stroked his face with one hand, and then gestured, "I always blame the heavens and the earth, but when I think about it carefully, I seem to be quite lucky."

"Aru, if you are lucky, there are no lucky people in the world. Your life should be smooth sailing, without any setbacks, and happy. Everyone blesses you, that's called luck." Yun Jixing hugged Yu Ru tightly.

[Being beaten and scolded is sad, but what makes me feel powerless and disgusted is losing control of my own body and enduring others' invasion and abuse of my body. I have been raped six times since I was a child, by a total of twelve people, but they all failed for various reasons. Some were interrupted by others, some were unable to get an erection, and some I escaped by myself. So thinking about it this way, I feel that I am still quite lucky.]

She looked indifferent, as if she was not the protagonist in the story. After making such a gesture, Yun Jixing felt that he was really going to have a heart attack.

Is this lucky? She shouldn't have endured this. If she escaped that disaster, it can only be said that she deserved it.

"Aru... I want to help you get revenge." Yun Jixing sat up, holding Yu Ru's arms with both hands, his eyes firm. "At all costs, I will kill those who bullied you, no matter if they are men or women, old or young, I will not let any of them go. I can't let them live in peace."

Yu Ru gently took his hands away, [Don't worry about this revenge, I can do it myself. If you want to help me with revenge, you have to achieve the achievement of killing 100 people. So many people, you will waste your whole life here. Don't do this, I hope you can live your own life.]

Yun Jixing grabbed Yu Ru's hand again, "How can you do something so damaging to your self-esteem? I can hire a hundred people, and each of them will tailor a plan to deal with one person."

Yu Ru lowered his eyes and remained silent.

After a while, she pulled her hand back and gestured, "If you want to help me get revenge, you have to read my revenge diary first. I originally wanted you to know my past, but now I have changed my mind and I don't want you to read it. You are so heartbroken after reading my eulogy. If you read my diary, you will definitely be depressed, and even vomit blood on the spot. Perhaps, we should break up..."

Before she finished gesturing, Yun Jixing grabbed her hand and stopped her from gesturing. "No, we can't break up. There are only two reasons for us to break up. Either you don't love me anymore, or I did something to let you down. Otherwise, we can't break up."

Yun Jixing hugged Yu Ru, her voice starting to sob, "Aru, didn't you promise me last time that we wouldn't break up no matter what? Why are you breaking up with me again? If we break up, how can I find you again in this huge sea of ​​people?"

Yu Ru leaned on his shoulder, one hand stroking his back. After a while, she pushed him away and gestured, "I feel that my influence on you is too negative, as if my existence is a torture to you. You used to be so high-spirited, but since you've been with me, you've become much more haggard, as if your energy has been sucked out of you. I'm heartbroken to see you like this."

"Aru, your existence is hope for me. If you leave me because of this, I might die on the spot."

[If you die on the spot because I leave, I might die on the spot too.] Yu Ru suddenly grinned, and as she smiled, her tears started to flow again.

She held Yun Jixing's face with both hands and rubbed her face against his, rubbing the tears on her face onto his face. Yun Jixing responded to her tears with a smile, hugged her tightly, wishing to merge her into his bones and blood.

"Aru, who tried to violate you before? Can you tell me? I will catch them and physically castrate them all."

Yu Ru shook her head, put one hand on his head, and stroked it again and again. After stroking for a while, she pushed Yun Jixing away, "Don't worry about those people. Someone has punished them. Seven of them have been physically castrated, and the remaining five are also lingering. I am very satisfied with their ending, so don't worry about them."

"Really? Ah Ru, don't lie to me."

[It's absolutely true. There's no need for me to lie to you about this. Anyway, you've already known even dirtier things. Would I not let you know about this thing that sounds like a good thing?]

Yu Ru had punished all twelve people personally, so she was sure of that. There were many people who had bullied her, but the twelve who had tried to forcefully enter her body were the ones that disgusted her the most. Therefore, she could not forget what those people had done to her even if she wanted to. It was too painful for her, so she chose to take revenge on those dozen people immediately.

It was not difficult for her, who had already grown up, to take revenge on people from petty-bourgeois and middle-class families. Of the twelve people, she had cut off the capital of being men of seven of them, and the remaining five had their hands and feet crippled. She also stole almost all the money in the cards of those twelve people, and she would transfer money away as long as there was money in their cards.

In order to avoid driving people to death and letting them have too much fun, she left them enough money to maintain basic food and clothing. In this way, as long as she monitored them, she could see their embarrassment caused by poverty.

She knew that those people had called the police, and some of the richer ones had hired hackers to investigate her privately. However, her technology was very advanced, and no one could find her. It was useless to call the police or hire hackers, and they only provided the police with telecom fraud cases. Unless a national-level security technician could come forward to help, it would be possible to find a little trace of her, but that was impossible. So she could hide behind the scenes and spy on the twelve people safely.