After crossing, let yourself go

Pei Qing nodded and said, "Your Highness, our young master drank too much today." He was talking nonsense.

Mu Jifan walked forward with a smile on his face and said, "You drank so much, help me to my house. If we go back now, I guess everyone will be asleep."

Pei Qing wanted to say something, but seeing that the young master was so drunk that he wanted to lie on the ground and fall asleep, he nodded and prepared to help him to Prince Cheng's mansion. Suddenly, the door behind him opened and a faint voice came out, "Xiao Jiu."

Han Jiu was still in a daze when she heard Song Ruochen's voice and raised her head and smiled foolishly, "Ruochen, you're back."

Song Ruochen walked forward to support her, and Pei Qing let go of Han Jiu without any worries. The young master had been tormented all the way, and Han Jiu saw Song Ruochen coming over and opened her arms to hug him, "It's so comfortable."

Song Ruochen was held by her for fear of falling, so he put his arms around her waist and said, "You."

Seeing that she closed her eyes and seemed to be asleep, he picked up Han Jiu and carried her sideways. "It's too late. I won't disturb Your Highness's rest. I'll take Xiaojiu back home first." After saying that, he turned around and walked away while holding Han Jiu.

Pei Qing nodded at Mu Jifan and followed him in. Why did the young master always like to hug people after drinking, and always like to hug Song Ruochen. He thought of the time when the young master hugged Song Ruochen after drinking, and he was almost scared to death. Who could have thought that the two of them would be like this now, but he was still very happy to see Song Ruochen treat the young master sincerely.

Mu Jifan watched Han Jiu being carried into the house by Song Ruochen and then turned back to his own residence. He walked and smiled, his peach blossom eyes squinting and looking very pretty. When did he fall in love with that man?

Was it the first time I saw him lazily talking to Yan Beiming in the inn? Or the first time I saw him kissing Song Ruochen on the street under the moonlight? Or when I saw him holding an extremely ugly puppet to comfort Xi Ye? Or was it the night when I was heartbroken by his unintentional words?

When, exactly when did he fall in love with a gay man whom he hated so much? He, Mu Jifan, was a very sentimental, even promiscuous man. How ridiculous it was that he, Mu Jifan, fell in love with a man.

Every time I saw the man named Han Jiu, the heart in my chest seemed to be not my own. I would beat wildly when I saw him, and I was so happy. But every time I saw him treat others so gently, I felt so distressed. He was so gentle and careful to coax Xi Ye when she just woke up. When Song Ruochen was waiting for him at the gate of the palace, he rushed out so anxiously. Even though he was angry, he was still afraid that he would be frozen, so he held Song Ruochen's hands with both hands to keep him warm.

Ah, what should I do? I can't do this. I don't like a man. I can't like a man. For so many years, there has only been one person in his heart, a woman named Feng Lingshan, who is the one he loves the most.

But why is Lingshan's face blurred in my mind now? Am I crazy? It seems that I should think things through carefully. He, Mu Jifan, cannot be the kind of person who would share a person with others. He must either be devoted to himself or not belong to himself.

After that day, Mu Jifan never showed up in Han Jiu's mansion again, and Han Jiu also avoided going to Prince Cheng's mansion, just like when they first came to Beiming, the two of them kept to themselves.

The only bond between them is Yan Beiming. The two will only meet when Yan Beiming comes over and asks Han Jiu to go to Cheng Wang Mansion to sit. However, Han Jiu only chats with Yan Beiming and hardly talks to Mu Jifan, and even if she does, she is very polite.

Mu Jifan could feel that Han Jiu was avoiding him intentionally. As smart as he was, how could he not see that Song Ruochen was wary of him? But he really didn't want to have any more contact with Han Jiu. He felt that this man was a poison that would make people addicted once they came into contact with him.

He thought it was better for him not to get involved. He felt that maybe he was just possessed by a ghost for a while, or he was too lonely, so he was thinking about Han Jiu all day long during those few days. Now he was doing fine these days, and he didn't want to see Han Jiu so much that he didn't want to stay up late at night and block his drunken door.

I don't like men, I have never liked them, I even hate men who like men. I hate men who are promiscuous and have no bottom line, so Mu Jifan feels that his feelings for Han Jiu are not love, and he returns to his previous life and becomes an idle prince again.

Xiye’s health has almost recovered and she can go out for a walk. Today, Han Jiu thought the weather was good, so he helped Xiye go out for a walk.

Xiye has lost a lot of weight recently, but fortunately he is still energetic. Qiao Yu has done a good thing by not leaving any scars on Xiye's body. "Are you tired? If you are, let's find a place to rest."

Xiye was very happy to be able to go out for a walk, but he also knew that he couldn't walk for too long. "Then take a rest." So that you wouldn't worry.

Han Jiu helped him sit aside. Beiming in early April was indeed much warmer than Dayan. It seemed that there was no spring in Beiming. It was summer just a few days after winter. "Are you thirsty?"

Xiye and Hanjiu sat under a big tree on the street. "I'm not thirsty. Just sit for a while."

"You've been stuck in the house for so long. Don't you feel like getting out and getting some fresh air today?" Han Jiu sat beside him and watched people coming and going on the street.

"Well, I'm almost bored. The main reason is that I can't be with you, and I can't hug you to sleep. The most boring thing is." Xiye turned his head and looked at Han Jiu. He found that Han Jiu's skin looked better.

"Hey, is this what you were thinking about?" Han Jiu also turned his head to look at him.

"Well, all I think about every day is you, you in bed, you in bed." The sunlight shines on her face, so beautiful.

"Why are they all on the bed? What about under the bed?" Han Jiu laughed.

"Master Jiu..."

"Hmm?" Han Jiu raised his eyebrows.

Xiye came over and said, "I'm feeling better now."

Han Jiu curled his lips and said, "Don't make trouble. Wait until he is fully recovered. If there is any problem again, one of your brother and I will die sooner or later."

The two walked on the street for a while and then Han Jiu helped Xiye return home.

As soon as she entered the door, she heard a cheerful voice, and then someone ran up to her and said, "Han Jiu."

Han Jiu opened his eyes wide and looked at the little man in front of him who had obviously grown taller. "Xiaoyu, when did you come?"

Xiaoyu smiled at her and said, "I arrived this morning. Didn't Senior Brother tell you that I was coming?"

Han Jiu looked at her and smiled, "I told you, I just don't know when you will come over."

"It wasn't supposed to be so fast. I missed my senior brother so much that I came here." She pulled a man over and said to Han Jiu, "This is my fifth senior brother, his name is Du Ming."

Han Jiu nodded to Du Ming and smiled at Xiao Yu, "Have you eaten?"

"I've eaten. Since you weren't at home, Senior Brother took us out to eat." She rummaged through her arms again, and finally took out a small box. "Here, I just bought this for you on the street. I'm giving it to you."

Han Jiu took the box but didn't rush to open it. He smiled at Xiao Yu and said, "Hey, you can still give me a gift?"

Xiaoyu pouted and said, "Who cares about buying you a gift? I only bought it for you because my senior brother asked me to."

Hey little girl.

Song Ruochen came out from behind and said, "Xiaoyu, stop making trouble."

Xiaoyu pouted and snorted at Hanjiu and ran back to Du Ming. Du Ming looked at her with eyes full of doting and said to Hanjiu, "Xiaoyu is just like this, Third Master, don't mind it."

Han Jiu waved her hand and said, "It's okay. She has always been like that to me. I'm used to it. Besides, I like her this way."

Xiaoyu smiled at her, and Du Ming also laughed.

Song Ruochen walked over and looked at Xiye beside Han Jiu. "How is your recovery?"

Xiye smiled faintly, "It's much better now. At least I don't have to stay in the house all day."

"Let's have dinner together tonight. It will be more lively with more people around, and it will be good for your mood." Although Song Ruochen was indifferent to Xiye, he had already accepted his existence. Sometimes he found it incredible that he could be calm when facing Xiye and Yan Hongzhi.

Xiye nodded, Hanjiu smiled at Song Ruochen and said, "I'll help him in first."

"Well, Xiaojiu, do you want to eat anything?" Song Ruochen gently pulled her hand as she passed by.

Han Jiu also touched him and said, "Just ask Xiaoyu. I don't have anything I particularly like to eat."