After crossing, let yourself go

Han Jiu looked at his expression carefully and held Song Ruochen's hand, "I mean, I already have someone by my side, but now I have selfish feelings towards you, I..." I'm such a fucking inhuman.

But what happened yesterday was already a responsibility. And she saw him faint on the street yesterday, so she couldn't ignore it no matter what the reason was. Song Ruochen was different. After all, it hadn't really started yet, so if he was really sad, he would probably get better faster.

"What? Are you going to leave me for your Xiye and Xiaocui?" Song Ruochen closed his eyes tightly. Han Jiu could clearly see his eyelashes trembling.

Hmm? How did he know about Xiye's affairs? Seeing Song Ruochen's pale face, he hurriedly explained, "No, Ruochen, listen to me, I didn't mean that, I..." Damn, what did I mean? Am I still looking forward to the pot while having the food in the bowl?

Seeing Song Ruochen still closing his eyes and not speaking, Han Jiu sighed. He was the one who was sorry to Song Ruochen first, and he was the one who provoked him first. "Ruochen, you can hit me or scold me, as long as you can calm down. I am not a human being, I should not have provoked you first, but I can't help myself. If I am not moved by a beautiful person like you who is always in front of me, I will not be a normal person.

But if I knew this would happen, I really wouldn't have messed with you. If you don't want to see me anymore, I'll disappear right away, disappear immediately, and never see you again. If I see you on the street, I'll avoid you. I swear, I'll die if I tell you a lie... um..."

Song Ruochen bit Han Jiu's lips fiercely, wishing he could swallow this man who had told him to beat and scold him, and who finally said he would never see him again, into his stomach.

A smell of blood rushed into his mouth, and Song Ruochen knew it was Han Jiu's blood. He bit and sucked hard to vent his pain. He thought with heartache that he should not have gone down the mountain, and he would not have met you. It's too late, Han Jiu, everything is too late, my heart no longer belongs to me.

When both of them were breathless from the kiss, Song Ruochen finally let go of Han Jiu. His voice was hoarse, "Say you like me."

Han Jiu whispered, "I like you."

"Say you have me in your heart." Song Ruochen bit Han Jiu's lips hard.

"I...hiss...you are in my heart" It hurts, it really bites.

"I don't care about Xiao Cui or Xiye. In short, you are the only thing that matters to me. I must be crazy to do this. I have been thinking about your shortcomings like crazy for so many days and nights. You are fickle, you are not loyal, you are not serious, you are full of shortcomings. But let me give up on you... I can't do it." Song Kuchen held Han Jiu's face and looked at him deeply, his heart full of bitterness. Falling in love with such a person is his own disaster.

What's the rhythm? "Ruo, Ruochen, you..." Han Jiu listened to Song Ruochen's words in disbelief, his mind completely confused.

"I just want you to only think about me when you are by my side. Promise me that no matter what, you will not push me away." After saying that, he stretched out his hands and picked up the stunned Han Jiu.

Han Jiu had been in a daze since Song Ruochen put her on the bed. What was going on in this world? When she found that Song Ruochen was unbuckling her belt, Han Jiu curled her lips, held Song Ruochen's already cold hand, and said gently, "I'll do it."

When the two of them were talking frankly on the bed, Song Ruochen looked at Han Jiu in shock. Han Jiu was a little worried when she saw him looking at her, whether she was too confident about Song Ruochen's feelings for her.

If this man likes men, then it's over. Seeing Song Ruochen not moving or talking, Han Jiu knew it was over. Today was completely ruined. She grabbed her clothes and prepared to put them on. Suddenly, Song Ruochen pounced on her and pressed her under him. There was an excited smile on his face, "Xiao Jiu." Then there was a deeper kiss.

After the two of them finished the sacred sex, Han Jiu was almost exhausted. Song Ruochen wondered if he had to be so fierce, but seeing his satisfied sleeping face, he felt sorry for him.

How could one not feel heartbroken that this man, who was as pure as a lotus and admired by the world, had done this to such an extent because of himself? "I'm such a fucking piece of shit," he cursed himself.

Han Jiu got out of bed and dressed quietly, and kissed Song Ruochen on the lips before leaving. In fact, Song Ruochen had woken up a long time ago, but he didn't open his eyes because he didn't want to see her leaving. He also heard Han Jiu scolding herself for being a piece of shit.

He felt that it was enough for her to be so honest with him, and that he had no reason to be dissatisfied for she could tell him everything from childhood to adulthood. It was enough for her to trust him completely and to have her put her heart into him.

He vowed to protect the woman he loved, even if she was not perfect, even if there were others around her. She said that she provoked him first, but only he knew when he had feelings for her.

It was already past evening when Han Jiu came out of Song Ruochen's place in the morning. Although Song Ruochen had tortured her to the point where her bones were almost broken, she was in good spirits and even better mood. How could she be good? The beauty was in her arms and the beauty was waiting for her. She really had the best of both worlds.

Pei Qing followed Han Jiu with a dark face. His face was blue only now. Before that it was flushed, and then turned red, white, and purple. "Young Master, how can you be so crazy?"

And Song Ruochen, aren't you always aloof and arrogant? Aren't you always pure and indifferent? Why are you so thirsty when you meet the young master? The two of them were so ignorant of restraint that I couldn't stand it anymore and had to retreat far away.

It was already dark when Han Jiu arrived at Xiye's place. Han Jiu did not blame Xiye for this. Even if Song Ruochen could not accept it today and left her, Han Jiu would not blame Xiye.

Although it was unbelievable, she completely believed that Xiye was really sad yesterday because she said that someone she liked could not accept him. Only when he was really in pain would he faint because he could not bear the blow. These were not pretended, but the truth.

The doctor said that he fainted because of a strong stimulation, and the pulse would not lie, which showed that he really loved me. Although I still don't understand how someone who has only met me twice can love me so deeply, this is simply an unsolvable problem.

I opened the door and saw Xiye sitting quietly at the table, staring at the dishes on the table in a daze. "Are you feeling better?"

Hearing the voice, Xiye raised his head in surprise and hurriedly stood up to greet him, "Master Jiu"

Looking at the table of obviously cold dishes, Han Jiu sighed, "How long have you been waiting?"

When he accidentally saw Han Jiu's lips, his heart suddenly skipped a beat and he quickly lowered his head, pretending not to see it and saying, "Not long."

Han Jiu naturally saw Xi Ye's expression. His sad look with his eyes downcast was really heartbreaking. "The food has gone cold soon. Are you going to faint again?"

"I'm fine, the doctor has already prescribed some medicine for me." Xiye was eager to show that he was fine, but after all, his body was too weak and he had been strongly stimulated, so he felt dizzy when he moved his head suddenly.

Han Jiu reached out and held Xi Ye, who was about to fall, "Why are you doing this?"

"I'm fine. Master Jiu, you don't have any food, right? I'll make it again." He stood up and walked towards the kitchen.

"Forget it, there's no need to go through so much trouble. Just heat these up. I'll do it. You sit and wait." Han Jiu and Pei Qing took the cold dishes into the kitchen.