After crossing, let yourself go

"Unfortunately, I'm waiting for Master Jiu." Xiye took a step closer to Han Jiu.

Han Jiu didn't hide. If she was the closest person, it would be the man in front of her. After all, she had a physical relationship with him. "Wait for me? What's up?"

"I miss Master Jiu so much that I couldn't help but come to see you." Xiye expressed his longing for you in recent days without blushing or beating his heart.

He himself did not expect that Han Jiu had never come to see him once, nor did he say a word of concern. He just disappeared into his own world.

At first he thought this was the best thing, and that he could start a new life. But slowly, one day, two days, three days, forty-one days passed and the man still didn't show up once, not even on the street. He began to panic and then became confused, and finally he couldn't bear it anymore.

So he came to the only way back to the general's mansion and waited for the man. He was afraid that he would forget him. One day he was lying on the bed thinking about the scene where Han Jiu had forgotten him. When he thought that the man didn't remember him at all, his heart ached and he couldn't breathe. He didn't ask the man to be with him, but he asked that he was not a passer-by in his life. He wanted him to remember him.

Han Jiu was confused. "Who bullied you?"

Xiye smiled, laughing at the fact that in his eyes, she would only look for him when she needed something from him. "No one bullies me. I really miss Master Jiu." He took another step forward, stretched out his hand and held Han Jiu's hand hanging by his side.

Han Jiu felt like he was electrocuted and wanted to pull his hand away, but he couldn't bear to see Xiye sad, so he held his hand instead and said, "Tell me what happened. I said I would help you. You... don't have to put yourself in a difficult position." Why do you think of giving yourself to me every time you ask me to do something for you? I don't mind it, but this is a bad habit.

"Well, I'm in trouble and I want Master Jiu to help me." Being held by him, I feel so happy and at ease.

I said, "Tell me, what's wrong?"

"Master Jiu, every word I said was sincere. If I say one lie, may God strike me to death with lightning." Xiye looked seriously at Han Jiu who had a nonserious look on his face.

"Let's talk it over nicely. There's no life or death involved. I believe it." What a difficult situation this was.

"I like you." Xiye calmly said words that made people uneasy.

Han Jiu was almost choked to death by Xiye's words, "Well, let's talk it out nicely. No matter how big the problem is, I'll take care of it for you. Don't be like this." She was scared to death. What a joke. This man is so good at taking advantage of others and taking advantage of every opportunity.

Last time, he gave you a house as a gift after sleeping with you, although I wanted to give it to him. But after he slept with you once, it was a legitimate exchange, not a gift, which means he doesn't owe you anything.

Xiye saw that Hanjiu didn't believe him, nor was he annoyed. He was not anxious. No one could compare to him in terms of patience. He put his mouth close to Hanjiu's ear and whispered, "Since I slept with Master Jiu once, I miss you every day, day and night, hoping that Master Jiu would come to see me, but you never came, so I had no choice but to come to see you. I miss you and your body."

Han Jiu swallowed his saliva, and thought of that night as he listened to Xiye's words. Xiye was indeed attractive that night. He was a little dizzy at his simple and crude way of expression.

Feeling Han Jiu's slight change, Xi Ye continued to speak softly, with temptation in his voice, "I want it."

Damn, do you have to be so blunt? Han Jiu turned his head and looked at his empty side. Pei Qing, you traitor, let's run together. He straightened his clothes and coughed, "Be obedient, you still have your own way to go, you can't do this."

Xiye did not give up. He had figured it out long ago. “I can no longer marry and have children, because my heart can’t hold anyone else except Master Jiu, and I won’t let anyone touch my body except Master Jiu.”

Ah, this is a headache. I just teased Song Ruochen. It's fine if Song Ruochen doesn't want to do it. But that little white rabbit has that kind of feeling towards me, otherwise, all that wouldn't have happened, right?

Of course, I would continue to walk with him, and I also thought that only Song Ruochen was enough. If necessary, I would tell him that I was a woman. But what was Xiye's trick all of a sudden?

He didn't look like he was lying. If it was true, Xiye was his real man. Although he didn't know whether it was true or not after taking the medicine he had given him that night, they really did have sex.

If nothing happened, it would be okay to get angry, but you can't just take advantage of the other person and then ignore him/her. What kind of thing is this? "Do you like men?" If you like men, I'll tell you that I'm a woman. Just stop torturing me.

"It doesn't matter if you're a man or a woman, I like you" All I want is the person in front of me.

Fuck, and then "I have someone I like." I'll make it up to you in another way. If you said it today, you would say it that night. Even if it's not love but guilt for you, I will still choose you responsibly. But now there is another Song Ruochen.

Xiye's body shook. He had thought of all the words that would be rejected, but he had never thought that the man in front of him had someone he liked. This man who often went to places of fireworks actually had someone he liked?

Yes, how can I accept another person if I already have someone I like? Just like me right now, how can I love another person if I only have him in my heart? But should I just give up like this?

But what can I do if I don't give up? Xiao Cui's incident is still vivid in my mind. This man doesn't like being entangled and doesn't like being greedy. It's because I was too greedy that I wanted to stay with him.

Who was it that swore that he would not pester me? I broke my promise, but this man did it. He had never looked at me even once, but I couldn't help but come to see this man. Was this a punishment? God was punishing me for not keeping my promise.

Xiye let go of his hand and walked away weakly without saying anything.

Han Jiu looked at Xi Ye's face which suddenly turned pale and knew that he was really sad, but he had only met him twice. Forget it, just think about it. Just as he was about to turn around and leave, he glanced at the direction where Xi Ye left and was shocked. Shit.

Xiye didn't know what was happening to him. He only knew that his heart felt like it was about to explode. Then everything went black in front of his eyes and he knew nothing. When he opened his eyes, he found himself lying on his bed.

"Are you awake?" An old man pushed the door open with medicine in his hand.

"Who are you? What's wrong with me?" Xiye didn't understand what was going on for a moment.

"Drink the medicine first. It will lose its effect if it gets cold." The old man helped Xiye up and handed the medicine to him.

After drinking the medicine obediently, I lay back on the bed and tried hard to recall.

"I'm a doctor. You just fainted on the street." The old man said his identity. Seeing Xiye lying on the bed silent, the old man smiled and said, "The third young master said he will come to see you tomorrow."

Xiye's eyes lit up and he looked at the old man excitedly, "What did you say, who will come?" Third Young Master, is it Master Jiu?

Did this kid hit his head and become stupid? "The Third Young Master of the General's Mansion just left. He has been guarding you all the time. He left only after he was sure that you were okay. He asked me to stay and take care of you."

"How did I get back?" he asked expectantly.

"How else can you come back? You fainted on the street and of course the Third Young Master brought you back." The old man put his hand on Xiye's pulse again. "Your body is too weak. You have been restless for many years and your physical condition is too poor. Try not to eat cold food in the future. I prescribed some medicine for you. Take it on time and you will get better slowly."