You're crazy, I'm even crazier, we're side by side in a love story

Song Chengmo found Lu Xingchuan several dozen meters away outside the yard.

When he went over, Lu Xingchuan was sitting there alone.

The moonlight was not very bright on the empty and vast grassland.

The lights in the yard can't reach that far.

Lu Xingchuan's back was a dark mass.

I don’t know how miserable this person is. Just looking at his back makes me feel a sense of grievance.

Song Chengmo didn't know whether he was wronged or Lu Xingchuan was wronged. The moment he saw the man, his anger rose.

When I clearly couldn't find the person, I was extremely anxious.

Found it, but just want to put the person...

After taking two deep breaths, Song Chengmo stepped forward.

He walked to Lu Xingchuan's side, looked down at him, and lowered his eyes.

Lu Xingchuan looked into the distance, without moving or speaking.

The two of them were silent for about two minutes. Finally, Song Chengmo couldn't hold back his anger and asked with gritted teeth, "Xie Li has a boyfriend, so you feel so uncomfortable?"

Lu Xingchuan said nothing.

This silence made Song Chengmo's anger flare up like a flame licking kerosene.

He bent down and grabbed Lu Xingchuan by the collar.

He stared at Lu Xingchuan like a lone wolf staring at its prey.

"Why aren't you talking? Are you feeling so uncomfortable that you can't speak?

"Still don't want to talk to me?

"You want to talk to Xie Li! Unfortunately, she has a boyfriend! For three years! You are nothing!"

Lu Xingchuan was pulled by his collar, but he still tilted his head and looked into the distance without saying a word.

Song Chengmo was completely enraged.

He grabbed Lu Xingchuan's collar and lifted him up.

Lu Xingchuan was not as strong as him, and he staggered after being dragged. Instead of standing up immediately, he lost his balance and fell to his knees.

Then, Song Chengmo grabbed his collar and pulled him up forcefully in an awkward position.

Pulling the man in front of him, looking him in the eye, Song Chengmo asked angrily, "Why aren't you talking?"

Gnashing teeth, I don't know who I want to tear apart with this hatred.

Lu Xingchuan still didn't speak.

Song Chengmo lost his patience and pinched his jaw.

The anger stimulated his temples to throb.

He let his anger burn him, he lost his mind, and he spoke without thinking.

"Are you thinking about Xie Li every moment you are with me?

“You were thinking about him even at that time?

"is not it?"

Lu Xingchuan remained silent.

In fact, as long as Song Chengmo looked carefully, he could see that Lu Xingchuan's eyes were not focused at this time.

But he let his anger get the better of him.

Take this silence as a yes.

This default becomes a sharp knife again.

The knife stabbed directly into his heart, liver and lungs.

Every breath was so painful that I couldn't bear it.

"I won't allow it!"

Song Chengmo grabbed Lu Xingchuan's neck, held his fragile throat, and kissed him fiercely.

He kissed fiercely.

It wasn't even a kiss. It was more like an outlet for one's feelings, or more like a desperate attempt to grab onto something. He gnawed and bit it.

Push the man down and roll him on the grass.

"I don't allow you to think about him, not allowed! Do you hear me? I don't allow it! If you think about him, I don't mind locking you up!"

he growled.

Even bones of steel could not withstand the impact.

What's more, Lu Xingchuan is just a mortal.

In the huge trance, Lu Xingchuan was finally awakened little by little after being bitten and yelled at.

Feeling the burning pain in his collarbone, he pushed the person away suddenly, "Let me go!"

Song Chengmo pressed him down, keeping a slight distance between them, his eyes filled with bloodshot anger.

"Let you go? Let you go and find Xie Li? Let you continue to be a joke? How can you be so mean!

"Why, do you still want to help him fix the house collapse?"

Lu Xingchuan was pressed on the grass.

Looking into his red eyes, I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t completely regained my sanity from my absent-mindedness just now, or if I’m furious again, or maybe——

There is no place to vent the frustration in my heart.

He couldn't push Song Chengmo away, so he just let him hold him down and sneered, "Yes, I am a slut! Are you satisfied?"

One sentence, eleven words.

Every word was like a knife, piercing the most painful part of Song Chengmo's heart.

He was in so much pain that he couldn't recover.

The person being held down seemed to have gotten some twisted release, and continued, "Every moment I'm with you, I feel extremely disgusted!"

He watched Song Chengmo's eyes filled with anger and deep sadness.

This sadness made his heart ache suddenly.

Lu Xingchuan thought to himself, he is just a friend, why did he feel distressed when he saw Song Chengmo's expression.

How outrageous.

This thought flashed through his mind. Lu Xingchuan didn't want to endure this inexplicable pain, so he took advantage of Song Chengmo's immobility and pushed him away.

He wiped the bleeding corner of his mouth and sat up.

With his arms casually resting on his knees, Lu Xingchuan said, "We are just friends, you have crossed the line. Shen Yan has been pursuing me for three years, and I have done whatever it takes to hurt him in order to achieve my goal.

"In order to get resources for me, he accompanied others to drink, but I posted a video of him being taken to a room and threw dirty water on him.

"He lent me two million for my company, but I lived a justified life for three years. I broke off the engagement on the first day Xie Li returned to China.

“I’m such a bitch!

"I am such a complete scumbag..."

Before Lu Xingchuan could finish, Song Chengmo gritted his teeth, clenched his fists tightly, and interrupted, "I don't allow you to say that."

"No? Who do you think you are? What do you know? How well do you know me?" Lu Xingchuan stood up with a mocking tone.

He glanced at Song Chengmo.

But Song Chengmo's expression made him feel very uncomfortable.

He felt so uncomfortable that his nose was sore and he wanted to cry.

Hey!

He doesn't want to cry.

Lu Xingchuan held back his tears and said harshly, "I don't want to have anything to do with you! Don't come to me in the future! I'm so annoyed!"

After saying that, he lifted his feet and left.

He was afraid of being pulled by Song Chengmo. He didn't dare to look at Song Chengmo's expression, as it made his heart ache.

He walked very fast.

Song Chengmo was left lying there in the chilly night wind.

Just like that year, he was thrown into the snowy mountains.

Surrounded by coldness, he was surrounded not only by coldness, but also by despair of death.

……

“I don’t want to have anything to do with you.

“You are not worthy of being my son, Song Hengming.

"Why don't you just die!

"Go to hell!"

……

"Xiao Mo, Mommy really wishes I had never given birth to you.

“Why don’t you just die.

“As long as you die, Mom can marry whoever she wants.

"Why don't you just die? Go die, just go!"

……

to die.

Go to hell.

Song Chengmo stood there in a daze.

There are countless voices in my head.

It turns out that so many people are hoping he will die.

He used to...

Why didn’t he die directly in the snowy mountains?

He has never had anything in his life, and maybe he really deserves to die.

When you die you won't be sad, when you die you won't have any more hope, when you die... it will be all clean and over.

After taking a look at Lu Xingchuan's gradually receding back, Song Chengmo closed his eyes and turned to walk deeper into the grassland.