Beijing-Hong Kong Confession

Zhu Xia can be cruel to herself, but not to He Lianzhou.

That's why she asked him to never appear in front of her again when they broke up; and why she hasn't set foot in London in the past five years.

Once it happens again, it's easy to lose control.

He was like a ship that pulled her back from the brink of drowning, an island for her to catch her breath, and the happiness she got from him was not fake.

Whether it is physical or psychological.

She was very selfish and approached him with a strong purpose, starting a love affair that ended in failure.

But she just wanted to have a love affair, not kill anyone.

And how unfortunate he was to be chosen by her.

When she was with him in London for two years, she thought it would only last half a year at most, and that he would definitely not be able to stand her and would definitely break up... No matter what the reason was, Zhu Xia would agree.

Things went beyond her plan.

They talked about the end of time, and it was hard for people to accept a sudden breakup. Zhu Xia had been making a fuss for more than a month, until she could no longer drag it out, and she had no choice but to threaten him with her own life.

Maybe stupid.

But that was the only effective solution she could think of at that time.

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Zhu Xia got out of the taxi and the man stuffed her into his car and drove very fast.

The car window was rolled down and a cool breeze blew in, making Zhu Xia's hair messy.

She stared blankly at the scenery passing by outside the window without saying a word.

Half an hour later, Zhu Xia sat on the sofa in the living room of the villa, with his arms on his legs, holding a cup of hot cocoa in his hands, and staring at the karst-colored liquid with his head lowered.

He Lianzhou half-knelt in front of her, put his big hand on her forehead to check her temperature. Her temperature was normal.

He held her hand and asked softly, "Are you hungry?"

Zhu Xia stared at his hands and shook his head.

"Then go take a shower and get ready to rest." He Lianzhou touched her head, and when he stood up to leave, Zhu Xia reached out and grabbed his sleeve.

She looked up at him, her black and white eyes unusually bright.

"He Lianzhou, don't be like this..."

Under the light, the man's face had deep contours. He looked at her with drooping eyelids and said the first thing in his life: "I can't do it."

I don't love you.

Can't do it.

When they broke up, he agreed to all her requests, including not appearing in front of her anymore.

She took the initiative to let him see the reunion.

Then there would be no chance for her to let go.

After looking at each other for a moment, Zhu Xia let go of his hand, patted the seat next to the sofa, and motioned He Lianzhou to sit down and talk.

He Lianzhou stared at her for two seconds and finally sat down.

"Have you checked on me?" Zhu Xia put the cup on the table, turned her head, and no longer avoided his gaze.

"No." It was the first time that He Lianzhou was interrogated, but he didn't think there was anything wrong with it. He rested his long arms on the back of the sofa behind Zhu Xia, looking lazy.

Zhu Xia blinked and asked, "Really?"

"What if it's fake?"

"Then I will never forgive you." Zhu Xia said coldly.

She hated it when anyone checked every detail of her life, no matter who it was.

There was an indescribable helplessness in He Lianzhou's dark eyes.

Zhu Xia took out her phone and sent a message to inform him that she would not be going back tonight. After sending the message, she put down her phone and turned to look at He Lianzhou, and found that he was staring at her without blinking, and there seemed to be a flame in his dark eyes.

The flames are covered with a thick layer of glass called restraint and reason.

Zhu Xia looked at him steadily, and after a while, she reached out and held his hand. Then, he grabbed her hand and pulled it hard.

She sat astride his legs and bumped her shoulder against his. He controlled the force so it didn't hurt.

Zhu Xia tilted her head and put her face against He Lianzhou's. The warm touch made her heart beat faster.

She raised her eyes and met his. The man's deep black pupils seemed to be bewitching and full of unfathomable desire.

Zhu Xia looked at his slender neck for a few seconds, then slid his hand down along his chin, stroking his full Adam's apple that rolled up and down.

He Lianzhou's jawline tightened even more. He raised his hand to hook the rubber band that tied her hair and pulled it gently. The black hair instantly fell on her shoulders like a waterfall and brushed across his face.

The man's eyes were fixed on Zhu Xia. He gently pinched her chin with his calloused hands and kissed her lips fiercely, rubbing against her, frantically plundering her breath.

In a moment, Zhu Xia's chest heaved violently, and he leaned on his shoulder and breathed heavily.

He Lianzhou unbuttoned his shirt in a few seconds, grabbed one of her hands and pressed it on his abdominal muscles. Zhu Xia subconsciously touched the scar on his waist and abdomen. His big hand slid down her waist, and his thin lips touched her red earlobe: "Play with me?"

Zhu Xia shrank her head into the crook of his neck, neither saying yes nor no.

The man's hot chest pressed tightly against her. His hot body temperature seemed to melt the glaciers and was like a flood gate opening. Both warmth and wetness were drawn out by him.

He Lianzhou chuckled and twisted the zipper of her skirt with his fingers, but she stopped him before he could unzip it, saying that she would unzip it in the room. So he quickly left her with only a long skirt.

The fabric of the suit pants was cool and slippery, but the man was hot. The contrast between ice and fire made Zhu Xia shiver, and before she could react, he kissed her lips.

Different from the previous domineering deep kiss, this kiss was tender and gentle, yet aggressive, which made Zhu Xia emotional.

"He Lianzhou..." Zhu Xia hugged his shoulders with her arms, her cheeks flushed, and she stammered.

"Take it easy." He Lianzhou's thin lips lingered on her neck, biting and sucking, and he couldn't help but chuckled, "You're clinging to me so tightly."

He grasped her chest with his other hand, feeling her delicate trembling, and sucked the sensitive skin of her neck even harder.

"When will you return to the hospital?"

Zhu Xia's consciousness was scattered, she couldn't answer, she slightly opened her red lips, and a bone-eating itch surged with her blood.

"Tell me when you wake up tomorrow?" He Lianzhou asked in a hoarse voice, breathing heavily as he looked at the girl with a blushing face.

The living room was filled with ambiguous feelings. Suddenly, fireworks exploded in front of her eyes, and Zhu Xia seemed to have lost most of her strength. She climbed her arms onto his broad shoulders and lay limply on his neck, breathing rapidly.

When she recovered, Zhu Xia took her hands off the man's neck and placed them on the belt between his pants.

"Untie."

In the blurry vision, his dark gaze almost swallowed her up.

Zhu Xia lowered her head and unbuttoned her clothes without any method. She unzipped the slightly cool zipper, which was so hot that it seemed to melt her.

The girl lowered her eyes, her long wet eyelashes cast a fan-shaped shadow on her lower eyelid, and the corners of her eyes were tinged with daze and shyness.

"After all these years, haven't you achieved anything?" He Lianzhou laughed low and deep, his black eyes sparkling, his voice and eyes filled with strong desire.

Zhu Xia raised her head, her bright wet eyes were familiar to him, without any distance... He Lianzhou held the back of her head tightly and kissed her like a torrential rain.

All restraint and rationality were completely wiped out at this moment, and the desire for possession almost exploded in the body, so that his black eyes were filled with violence.

He Lianzhou couldn't even wait for this little time, he put his long arms around Zhu Xia's legs, and she lay under him after a while...

She scratched his neck with her fingers, and He Lianzhou whispered in her ear to coax her to relax, otherwise she would not be able to get out.

He kissed her lips to make her relax. Just as she relaxed, she suddenly became unstoppable...

Zhu Xia couldn't help biting his shoulder and clenching his short hair at the back of his head with her five fingers. Under multiple stimulations, He Lianzhou's scalp was numb, his breathing became heavier, and he instinctively moved closer to her.

"Hey you... no... can't..."

The man occupied her and did not move, giving her time to adjust.

He kissed her neck, bit her earlobe, and said hoarsely, "You got me."