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It had been too long, and she only knew that she was very angry and her mother was also very angry.

The two parted unhappily, and she went to school with a lot of anger, her mind full of what happened in the morning.

That afternoon, she lied to the teacher that she was sick and asked for leave, then spent the whole afternoon wandering around outside.

Whenever her thoughts were complicated, she would go crazy wanting to be alone to sort out her confused thoughts, or simply not think about it and waste time.

She received a message alert and guessed that it might be from Shi Wan, or it might be a spam message.

At that time, she was full of irritability. She turned off her mobile phone and immersed herself in her own world, sorting out her emotions and compressing them into a small corner.

She did not go home for evening self-study. She went to the Internet cafe and looked up on the computer how to get along peacefully with parents, how to get along with her mother, and how to control her emotions...

She searched for a long time.

When I remembered and opened my phone, I found that I had missed a lot of messages.

Shi Wan received especially many calls and messages.

There is even Li Hui, who I haven’t contacted for a long time.

She looked at the bright red list of missed calls and had a bad feeling in her heart.

What she missed was her mother's last phone call before her death and her request for help.

What she extinguished in her momentary impatience was her mother's hope of survival.

Li Wenshu kept thinking every day and night that followed, if she could control her emotions and not quarrel.

If she had received the call, would her mother have stayed for her, listened to her explanation, and lived to see her current achievements?

During those years of torture, she could actually ask her aunt and grandmother for help. There were many people in the world who cared about her and were willing to lend a hand.

But Li Wenshu felt that she was unworthy. She felt that she couldn't just sit there unpunished. As a murderer, she couldn't just sit there unpunished...

Every day after that, she turned up the volume on her cell phone to the maximum. Whenever the sound came off, she and the people around her would be startled. She would always say with a grin, "You must be scared," and then turn around and see that it was a spam message.

This was making up for what after the fact. She was making up for it. She was making up for the text message she missed. But every year after that, the messages she received were no longer from the person she expected.

Then she turned off the ringer of her cell phone so that it could not make any sound.

It didn't affect anyone, including her.

It's another early morning.

Shi Wan glanced upstairs with some confusion. At this time in the past, Li Wenshu should have come down to eat early, so why hasn't he come down yet? He's almost late for school.

She went upstairs and knocked on the door. "Xiaoshu, are you up? Did you oversleep? You're going to be late."

There was no sound from inside, and she was startled. She opened the door and was relieved to see a person lying on the bed.

"Why aren't you getting up yet? Are you feeling unwell?"

Li Wenshu looked listless. He hugged Shi Wan's arm and buried his face in her arms. "I don't want to go to school."

Shi Wan touched her forehead and the temperature seemed normal.

"Are you feeling unwell somewhere? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

"No, I'm not feeling uncomfortable, I just don't want to go to school."

Shi Wan was stunned. Li Wenshu had not been so willful for a long time. She had become much more obedient and never gave her any worries whether it was study or daily trivialities.

When he was so well-behaved at the beginning, Shi Wan was worried for a long time. His sudden willfulness after being well-behaved made her even more worried.

"Then mom will call your class teacher to ask for leave. Can you have a good rest at home today?"

"Will you stay home with me?"

"Yes, it's still early, you can sleep a little longer."

Just as Shi Wan was about to leave to make a phone call, Li Wenshu grabbed her hand and said, "Mom, I don't want you to leave my sight today. I'm scared."

Tears welled up in her eyes, which slid down onto the pillowcase, spreading a dark color.

Shi Wan couldn't describe Li Wenshu's expression at the moment. She just felt that as soon as she left, she would fall into some kind of emotion that she couldn't extricate herself from.

She replied yes almost immediately.

After calling the class teacher to ask for leave, Shi Wan sat beside Li Wenshu's bed.

"Did you have a nightmare last night, or are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me, you can't hide it, or mom will worry."

She smoothed over the loose hair on Li Wenshu's forehead.

Li Wenshu nodded, "I'm afraid this is a dream."

Her voice was so soft that Shi Wan didn't hear it clearly. He subconsciously moved closer and asked, "What did you just say?"

Li Wenshu suddenly moved back to make room for Shi Wan.

"Mom, sleep with me."

Shi Wan laughed, "You're so grown up."

But she didn't refuse. Li Wenshu was the most attached to her when he was a child. Even though he had his own room, he would often find various reasons to ask her to sleep with her.

At that time, Shi Wan heard people say that children should be allowed to sleep alone at a certain age so that they can develop independent habits.

She forced herself to be cruel and let Li Wenshu sleep alone.

But when she went to bed at night, she felt her door was gently pushed open, and a little man was standing outside the door, holding a pillow that was almost taller than himself, looking at her pitifully.

Shi Wan had no way to refuse any of Li Wenshu's requests. She said she was scared and missed her mother, and her heart softened.

Even though Li Wenshu seemed to have grown up a lot suddenly and became more stable in the eyes of others, in Shi Wan's eyes, she was still a child pretending to be an adult.

She is smarter, more sensible, and more mature than her, but she is still someone who can act like a spoiled child in her arms.

Li Wenshu was actually no longer sleepy, but once she woke up it was difficult for her to fall asleep again.

She just felt a little tired, as if her soul was branded by this day.

Even though the body is that of a sixteen-year-old, the soul is no longer a sixteen-year-old soul. In the habitual pain of this day, it still ache repeatedly on the scars of the past.

"I'm sorry, Mom. I shouldn't have quarreled with you."

Shi Wan was stunned for a moment, and then he felt Li Wenshu's body trembling. He could suppress his crying, but he couldn't endure the twitching of his body.

"When did you quarrel with me? You mean in the past? That was so long ago, I have long forgotten it. Why are you so sad today? Did you dream about it?"

"Mom never took it to heart, and never blamed you."

While comforting Li Wenshu, Shi Wan anxiously tried to wipe her tears.

She thought Li Wenshu was talking about things in the past.

"We quarrel to solve problems. Mom knows you are upset and you need to vent your emotions. Besides, aren't we fine now? If we talk things out, the problem will be solved. We are all living well now. There is no need to worry about the past for so long."

Not resolved.

The current solution is based on the experiences of the previous life. Even though those experiences have changed with Li Wenshu's rebirth, and it seems that Shi Wan will never have to experience them again, but in Li Wenshu's memory, those experiences really existed.

It cannot be forgotten just because of rebirth and the chance to make amends.

That is to say, she did kill her mother once.

Li Wenshu cried and asked: "I did something very bad and caused an irreversible situation. Will you blame me?"

Shi Wan stroked her face which was wet from crying, "It depends on what it is. If it is true, Mom will bring you to apologize and accept any punishment."

"What if it's about you?"

Shi Wan was stunned for a moment, "Me?"

She smiled and said, "If it's about me, then I'll be relieved because you don't have to apologize to anyone and I will never blame you."