Siheyuan: Crossing the two worlds, if you don't obey, you will be a beast

Such pain is like falling into a bottomless abyss, a terrible nightmare that has no end and will never wake me up from. In this dark nightmare, I struggled and twisted my body desperately, trying to break free of the invisible shackles that were wrapped around me like a ghost and bound me, trying to escape from this horrible place shrouded in endless despair and sorrow.

However, all my efforts were in vain. The more I resisted, the stronger the evil force from the depths of darkness became, like a ferocious beast opening its bloody mouth, ruthlessly swallowing me into its belly and tightly imprisoning me, making me unable to move at all.

As time slowly flows, I gradually feel my strength slipping away, like the sand in an hourglass pouring down silently. My body, which was once as light as a swallow, has now become extremely heavy, as if carrying a heavy burden. My legs seem to be filled with heavy lead blocks. Every small step forward requires a huge amount of physical strength and energy as a price; and my hands, which used to be extremely dexterous, are now like dead branches and dead leaves that have lost their life, stiff and slow, and can no longer dance as I wish.

Sometimes, when faced with critical intelligence information that is closely related to life and death and directly determines the direction of fate, I feel that the whole world has become dim. The endless darkness is like a huge and terrifying net that tightly shrouds me, making it difficult for me to break free from its bondage no matter how hard I struggle.

I felt as if I was in a bottomless dark abyss, surrounded by icy stone walls, with no place to climb. There was only darkness in front of me, and I could not see a single light or way out. I tried my best to open my eyes wide, trying to find even a tiny bit of light in the darkness, but all my efforts were in vain.

No matter how hard I racked my brains and tried every possible way, I still couldn't successfully obtain this crucial information. I kept thinking, trying to dig out some useful clues from the corners of my memory, but the thoughts in my mind were like a tangled mess, the more I sorted them out, the more confused I became. I also asked others for help, but the responses I got were either cold rejections or perfunctory responses.

At this time when I was at my wit's end, I felt an unprecedented sense of despair and helplessness. Every idea that flashed through my mind would be ruthlessly shattered by the cruel reality before I had time to think about it carefully, and turned into countless fragments scattered all over the ground. Every time I mustered up the courage to try to explore new ways, I would encounter many difficulties and setbacks, and ultimately end in failure.

Faced with such a suffocating and desperate situation, I really feel helpless and at a loss. However, time is too tight to allow me to hesitate or retreat. I know very well that if I cannot obtain these key intelligence as soon as possible, the consequences will be disastrous.

In desperation, I could only make a heartbreaking decision - to give up my little remaining dignity. This decision was undoubtedly extremely painful for me. But in order to survive and get out of the current predicament, I had no choice... This decision was even more painful than death for me, but in order to survive and control my own destiny, I had no choice.

At that moment, I felt the world begin to collapse, and my heart was instantly dragged into a bottomless, dark, painful abyss. Thousands of poisonous insects seemed to fall from the sky, pounced on me with their fangs and claws, and then bit my already fragile heart fiercely.

The piercing pain was like a surging tide, hitting the depths of my soul wave after wave, making it impossible for me to resist and endure it. Every time the pain came, it was like a sharp, cold sword piercing deep into my bones at lightning speed, stirring it mercilessly.

As time went by, my originally intact heart had become unrecognizable. It was not only riddled with holes, but also covered with shocking scars, which looked horrible. Those scars crisscrossed like a ferocious mouth, constantly bleeding the blood in my heart. And my shattered heart seemed to be about to turn into countless tiny pieces at any time, floating in the air and disappearing without a trace.

However, despite such great pain and torture, I still gritted my teeth and held on. Because I knew that if I gave up resistance at this time, what awaited me would be an even more miserable ending. So, I used all my strength to try to resist the huge humiliation that was like a thousand arrows piercing my heart. But this feeling was too strong, and no matter how hard I tried, I could not get rid of it completely. This feeling was so strong that it made people feel that even if they relaxed a little, they would be completely swallowed up by it and sink into the endless darkness.