The Psychic Girl

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked...

But I'm afraid if I don't say it now, I'll never have the chance.

Since I've been drinking tonight, just treat it as my drunken talk...

Xier, you always say that my love for you is an illusion, but I don’t understand, how can loving someone be an illusion?

You have never been more real to me.

The truth makes me suffer, sad, happy, joyful and sad...

But after these few days, I suddenly realized that this might just be your excuse to reject me in a tactful way.

Compared to me, Brother Tianming is indeed much better.

He has the best qualifications for cultivation, the highest level of accomplishment, a handsome appearance, wisdom and courage, as if God has given him all the best things.

Any girl in Lingwu Continent would be moved if she met such a man.

I have never envied what Brother Tianming has...but now because of you, I have begun to be jealous.

It doesn't matter who else you are, as long as you can see me.

No matter how dazzling Brother Tianming is, as long as you can see the insignificant me beside him... that's enough."

As he spoke, a look of sadness appeared on his fair and handsome face.

This sadness seemed to have traveled through countless galaxies before it was fortunate enough to appear in front of Xia Xi.

“After seeing you leave with Brother Tianming today, a terrible thought flashed through my mind.

I was thinking, it would be great if I could lock you up forever with chains and imprison you in a place only I know.

There's no one else, just you and me.

As long as I can keep you by my side forever, I can endure it even if you hate me for the rest of your life, Xier.

Am I disappointing you that I have such selfish thoughts?

But I am just that kind of person...

Even though I know it's wrong and I shouldn't do it, I still can't help thinking about it.

What can I do? Should I really break your legs?

Or should we just let Brother Tianming disappear?

If he wasn't here, would you have noticed me?"

Yan Zini's tone began to become strange. He covered his eyes with his hands, looking as if he was about to cry, and his expression was full of sorrow.

After hearing his abnormal mumbling, Xia Xi took a step back involuntarily. It was not because she was afraid, but because she didn't know how to face it.

Looking at him acting so abnormally, Xia Xi felt even more distressed.

She understood this feeling, the pain of not being able to get the love you want, she had experienced this pain at the cost of her life.

It's not that she hasn't loved sincerely before, but it's engraved in her soul. She can't remember how many times she has given everything but never received a response.

The first time she appeared as a recipient in an emotional relationship, she felt unfamiliar and frightened.

When he noticed Xia Xi's retreat, he realized that he had unknowingly revealed the darkest side of his heart.

Yan Zini turned his head to look at Xia Xi, but when he thought of what he had just said, he lowered his head and dared not look at her.

He rubbed his tearful eyes and spoke hurriedly.

"Did I scare you?!

Xier! Don't be afraid! I won't give myself the chance to hurt you! I, I will send you away as soon as possible!"

Yan Zini wanted to go forward to comfort her, but hesitated and held back, fearing that some unintentional action of his would cause her disgust and displeasure.

Although he felt that Xia Xi had begun to hate him.

I smiled bitterly and thought, this is fine!

If this continues, Xier will really get hurt because of herself, just as the person in the dream warned her.

Rather than letting her get hurt, it would be better for him to bear the pain alone...

In the dim vision, Xia Xi clearly saw the helplessness and confusion in Yan Zini's eyes.

The Yan Zini she knew was a kinder, gentler and more delicate person than anyone else, but he would say words that wanted to hurt others. It was probably because of her indecision and indecision that caused him to fall into pain. But even so, Yan Zini was still worried about her.

Why do you have to love so humbly? He obviously did nothing wrong?!

At this moment, Xia Xi suddenly thought of himself.

She took a step forward, picked up a full wine jug on the table beside her, raised her head and drank it down.

"Xi'er! What are you doing?! Aren't you not allowed to drink?!"

Yan Zini was startled by her sudden action. Xia Xi once said that she couldn't drink.

Ignoring Yan Zini's anxious dissuasion, she drank all the wine in the pot in one breath. After a while, her cheeks were stained with a slightly drunken crimson, and her head became dizzy and heavy.

Seeing that Xia Xi could hardly stand, Yan Zini, who was in a wheelchair, was afraid that she would fall, and anxiously wanted to help her sit down.

"How is it? Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere? I'll ask Qing Liu to come over right away!"

The starlight outside the house made the blush on her face even deeper. Xia Xi waved her hands, shaking off his hands that were about to hold her, and without saying anything, she leaned over, lifted his chin, and kissed him without warning.

Two soft lips gently pressed against Yan Zini's bloodless lips.

He shuddered all over, completely frightened by Xia Xi's aura, and was stunned for a moment.

He closed his eyes tightly, and under the starlight, Yan Zini's originally pale face actually flushed, revealing a kind of morbid beauty.

Like a dragonfly touching the water, she left. Xia Xi did not let go of the hand that was holding his chin, but stared at the stunned Yan Zini and spoke.

"...Do you know why I don't drink easily? I'm afraid I'll kiss the wrong person!"

Xia Xi has always regarded herself as someone who should not appear in public when drunk, because she had seen herself like that in her friends' photos and videos, and she knew very well how "crazy" she was when drunk.

As she whispered, in the dim room, Xia Xi hugged his neck, letting their foreheads touch each other, feeling each other's breath. They were so close that even in the dim vision, Yan Zini could see himself clearly in her black pupils.

"Also, when did I say I was going to reject you, little cutie? Don't hide away and let your imagination run wild. What if I can't find you? I just haven't figured out how to accept you yet... But now I have figured it out..."

Her voice was gentler than ever before. Looking at the still dull Yan Zini, the corners of her slowly raised mouth exuded extreme beauty.

"You are much dumber than I thought!..."

After saying this last sentence, she straightened up again, approached him again with a condescending attitude, bit Yan Zini's upper lip, and tapped his teeth with the tip of her clever tongue, opening his last line of defense.

Yan Zini looked at Xia Xi who was kissing him with slightly moving eyes. At this time, he finally came to his senses. Without time to think about everything in front of him, he suddenly supported the back of her head with his right palm and hugged her around the waist with his left hand.

Xia Xi, who was originally standing, was suddenly pulled closer and sat on him. Her passive and flexible lips and tongue suddenly became extremely aggressive.