Please stay away from me, protagonist

The eldest brother said: "Little sister, the feeling you described is very good, but I am not the kind of low-key person, although I would like to experience the kind of life you described.

But I don’t think I can keep a low profile, because my family didn’t teach me that when I was little. So, I feel like it has nothing to do with me.

If there is only one thing that can really make me low-key, I think it will make me change.

The original owner said: "What's the matter? Could it be that your family went bankrupt? If it really went bankrupt, it would be very logical. After all, you can't be so high-profile if you go bankrupt."

After hearing this, the eldest brother quickly waved his hands and said, "No, no, little sister, you guessed wrong. How could you come to curse me like this?

This is scarier than my worst nightmare. What I mean is that if you could be my sister, you could supervise me and keep me low-key instead of me going bankrupt. My eldest brother is also a good person who is kind and generous, does good deeds and has never done anything bad.

Even my company only pays taxes on time, always pays more and has never evaded taxes. I don't think God would want to let me go bankrupt.

After all, I support a lot of people. Don't look at my brother like this, he is actually very reliable.

If I really go bankrupt suddenly, how many people will lose their source of income, how many families will be affected, at least 10 people.

Their families will be affected, and of course not just that. Everyone has some relatives in the world who will also be affected.

Therefore, my elder brother always works diligently and seriously. After all, he has a heavy burden on his shoulders. Only when he paints can I take a break.

If you don’t think about anything and devote yourself to creation, you will feel that time passes very quickly. You may even feel that you are blessed by the goddess of inspiration and have received her gift.

Only when you are chosen will you enter a mysterious state, just like being baptized, your whole body and mind are purified.

I don't know if other people have the chance to experience this feeling, but I know that feeling. It's really good, how can I put it, it's just wonderful and indescribable.

Once you experience that feeling, you will think of more. So, there was a time when I was painting all day long, and I wanted to enter that mysterious feeling again, but I didn’t get in no matter what.

I just couldn't come up with it at the time, and others thought I was crazy. Now I know it's probably because I was too anxious and didn't calm down, which affected my creative state and made me unable to get into it.

So don't be too impatient. Impatience is not good, it will only bring you disadvantages, not any benefits.

Ah, this is under normal circumstances, and under special circumstances, it may be beneficial. After all, everything in this world has two sides, there are always advantages and disadvantages.

Everything exists in this world for a reason, but sometimes, you don’t even know why you exist.

If He doesn't tell you, you will keep thinking about it. For example, I have thought about it before, why do I have to live in this world? Why do some people live so miserably? It's so miserable that I can't bear to watch it. What did they do wrong?

Obviously, there was no such thing, but they were struck by misfortune. They could have lived happily.

After seeing this, I can only say that God is unfair. Otherwise, I don’t know what to say, after all, we are not the parties involved. We don’t know what the parties involved think, and even if we know, there is nothing we can do, because everyone has a different personality and the methods they adopt will also be different.

Even everyone's psychological endurance is different. Maybe it's just a small matter to you, but to another person, it's a big thing that can crush him.

No one would care. Although we teach people to think from other people's perspectives, people always like to be lazy and usually only think from their own perspective.

They even speak without thinking and say things that cause pain to others, but if you refute them, they will just say they are joking and ask you how could you be so petty that you can't even take a joke.

How else can you refute it? You can only be speechless, but joking. That has to make everyone feel happy, not to make fun of others' pain.

Some people even think that other people’s suffering is just whining. Haha, if you experience it yourself, you will know.

Of course I know that even if he feels it, he won't think it's a big deal, because as I said, everyone's psychological ability to withstand things is different.

Even everyone's physique is different, and some people are born with some defects. That is innate and cannot be changed.

Therefore, fate is always unfair. There are always people in this world who live happily, and there are always people who live in hell.

But have people living in hell done anything wrong?

No. But fate is unfair to them. Did they do something wrong in their previous life?

But since he has been reincarnated, are the mistakes he made in his previous life still his mistakes? After all, he didn't do them. Shouldn't he in his previous life pay for it?

However, in reincarnation, it seems that debts are always repaid in the next life and it is never said that debts are repaid in this life. But you always pay in the next life, so how do you know if that person is still the same person and whether he still remembers to repay your debt?

If I don't remember, then it will just become a bad debt and be forgotten. But what can I do then?

There is no other way. Of course, I have lived a happy life since I was a child. What I said sounds like something I shouldn't say. After all, I must be the kind of rich second generation who does nothing and has been spoiled since I was a child.

Well, I am, but I have a strong empathy. Really strong, so sometimes my parents say I was born the wrong gender, I should be a girl.

In fact, when I was first pregnant, my parents thought it was a girl, and even bought a lot of pretty dresses for me to wear when I was born. But when I was examined, I turned out to be a boy, and they were very disappointed.

But those little skirts were not wasted, they were all given to my cousin, and it happened that in the same year, my cousin's mother was also pregnant, and the test results showed that it was a girl.

So, since we didn’t need them anymore, we gave them all to my cousin. The clothes were all brand new and hadn’t even been unpacked.

When they were sent, they were packed in layers. Because they were new clothes, my cousin's mother liked them very much.

But I like my gender very much. I don't think there is anything wrong with my gender. Can boys not have strong empathy? Do they have a girlish heart? Who stipulated this?

Even if someone has made a rule, I will break it in the future.

There are always people who want to be pioneers in this world, so why can't I? Besides, my conditions are better than most people. They can do it, so why can't I?

I don't think I'm incapable. One day I will allow everyone to treat themselves freely, be honest with their desires, and not put on masks.

Girls can also play with toys such as cars and airplanes, instead of just liking dolls and stuff like that. Boys can also like dolls and stuff like that. They can also like to dress themselves up.

No one will look at them differently and think it is normal. I believe that such a world will come one day, and I hope I can contribute to its coming. "