If love can be booked

T City Street

I didn’t go home. I was alone, and my heart was filled with endless loneliness and solitude.

Walking in the streets, it seemed as if I was the only one left in the world, and I kept saying to myself, "How wonderful it would be if I could start all over again! It would be as if I had never loved before."

I just miss you. Since when has it become a habit in my life? But I am afraid that you will disappear suddenly, and you will eventually be far away.

Every time I miss you, I can't help but ask myself, are you also thinking of me silently in some corner? Will you appear beside me and give me a warm hug and comfort?

If we don’t love, will we not feel pain? But if we have never loved each other, how can we know the beauty of loving each other deeply?

I made you wait for me for a long time, but you didn't wait until the end. You always used being busy as an excuse, but I believed it. If it weren't for those photos, I really don't believe you can be so happy and sunny.

The bustling and noisy night market streets were full of traffic, but I felt lost and didn't know where to go in this lively atmosphere.

It turns out that oaths are just lies placed in the wrong place.

It was her birthday, and he was absent because of her, right? She was beautiful, with short hair to her shoulders, a voluptuous and graceful figure, and skin as white as snow. At first glance, she was an exquisite woman who knew how to enjoy life.

I don't want to walk alone in an empty street.

You don't know what a problem you gave me.

You didn't tell me what to do so that my heart wouldn't fall

I can't find the answer, I can't find the belonging

I am so scared alone, I can't find the shore to dock

I picked up the phone and flipped through the phone book, but I didn't know who to call.

He is gone, only I am still holding on to the memories

I look up at the sky and think of your face, but you laugh at my loneliness

Learn to be strong and independent

Slowly learned to enjoy loneliness

I think I have gradually adapted to this loneliness, which carries a hint of sadness but also has a unique charm and scenery.

From afar, the aroma of roasted sweet potatoes wafted into my nose, arousing my appetite. It has been a long time since I tasted this familiar taste. The cart selling roasted sweet potatoes was parked on the side of the road. The old man stood next to the cart, his white hair fluttering slightly in the wind. It was so late, he was probably going to finish work and go home soon, right?

"I want one." I pointed to the big, fragrant roasted sweet potatoes.

"Eight dollars each," the old man replied.

"Well... I'd like a smaller one." How could she possibly finish such a big sweet potato?

"Miss, this one is smaller, only 5.5 yuan. Now we are almost done, so I will give you 5 yuan." The old man smiled kindly and said. He looked at the time, it was already past seven o'clock, and his wife at home was urging him to go back for dinner.

"Okay, thank you." I couldn't help but think of someone who once said that the most unpretentious people in the world are farmers? Looking at his wrinkled face, I seemed to be able to feel the life experience he had accumulated over countless years.

It's been a long time since I tasted roasted sweet potatoes! Gently peel the sweet potato skin to reveal the white flesh inside. In fact, I always think that white sweet potatoes are more delicious than yellow ones. Maybe this is a habit I developed when I was a child.

The moonlight is as gentle as water, but without the support of the stars, it seems a little lonely.

I'm so hungry. My stomach starts to growl. I wolf down a piece of sweet potato.

I ate too fast and choked a little. Lu Jinchuan was at a corner not far away, walking along the street, and saw her figure. He followed her quietly, but didn't dare to disturb her. Just as he was about to go over, a figure had already passed by.

"Wan Ning?" He seemed a little surprised to meet her here, with a hint of doubt in his voice.

"Haoyang, why are you here?" Doesn't he have something to do at the company?

Seeing her face flushed, as if she had choked on a sweet potato, Chu Haoyang gently patted her back while scolding her.

"I'm sorry." I said sorry, but I didn't know where I was wrong. After all, the photo was too clear for me to deceive myself. However, if I asked, would you give me an explanation? Maybe it was just a misunderstanding, or just an ordinary company dinner? Countless questions came to my mind, and I was entangled.

"Silly, what are you talking about?" I should be the one to apologize. Didn't she have dinner? She ate the roasted sweet potatoes silently, silently accusing me of my absence.

"No, I don't want to go back." Shen Wanning shook her head stubbornly. She didn't want to go back. She would feel bored and uneasy being alone in the empty house.

"Then..." Chu Haoyang wanted to say something else, but was interrupted by Su Miao beside him.

"Manager Chu, we have to go." Su Miao said in a very formal tone. He suddenly walked away, she saw it, but she didn't expect that the reason for his sudden departure was because of her. He just couldn't let her go. What was so good about this woman?

A woman dressed very brightly, it's her, the woman in the photo.

The look she gave him was filled with deep hostility. Was she blaming me too? Blaming me for not letting go, for not fulfilling her wish.

"Wan Ning." Chu Haoyang's voice sounded hesitant and embarrassed.

Shen Wanning tried her best to look good, because she was afraid that she would lose control of her emotions and suddenly not want him to leave. She took a deep breath, then smiled and said, "It's okay, I know you're busy, can we meet when we have time? I want to talk to you."

"Okay, be careful on the way back." Chu Haoyang gently reminded. Chu Haoyang gently touched Shen Wanning's hair, as if she was still the little girl who needed care.

"Bye." She smiled at his behavior, a silly smile. Haoyang, is it true that I will never grow up for you? I am no longer a child.

Watching Chu Haoyang's back gradually going away, Shen Wanning couldn't hold back her tears. She silently said to herself: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I didn't love myself well, I'm sorry, I became a burden to you..."

She had liked him for a long time, but he said he didn't like him. What happened next? How did they become boyfriend and girlfriend? No matter how hard she tried, there was always a gap between them that could not be crossed.

It felt like there was a door between them, she couldn't get in and he couldn't get out.

I cried and then I started laughing. How silly.

The distance between the two people is getting farther and farther, and more and more blurred, as if they are about to walk out of my world. I want to catch up, but I don't have the courage at all.

Looking at the cold sweet potato in my hand, it had already lost its original temperature.

"Hi." Hi, just this one word, I forgot how much effort it took?

"Hi, is that you?" His voice? Lu Jinchuan.

"Silly girl." He gently took her hand away and wiped the tears from her cheeks. Shouldn't she be going on a date? Why was she here to play a chance encounter?

Just the word "fool" made me unable to control my emotions anymore and I just wanted to cry loudly without any hesitation.

"I think it must be because the wind was too strong and blew my tears out." I held her in my arms and told her a cold joke, "Silly girl, don't cry anymore. I'll feel bad."

"Yes, the wind is too strong and blinds my eyes." The wind is too strong and blinds my eyes, but what about my heart? How can I put my heart at ease for him?

"You, why are you here? Didn't you go on a blind date?" She stepped out of his embrace, and a distance between them instantly opened up. They were not a couple, so such a hug seemed inappropriate. She thought to herself, and her mood became heavier.

Why is he so idle every day? But he is always so busy?

Fool, a person who truly loves you will leave all his time for you. If he doesn't love you, then all you can see is his back as he leaves, hurriedly and decisively.

"I didn't expect you care about me so much?" He deliberately misinterpreted her meaning and showed a playful smile on his face.

"Who, who cares about you?" Hearing him say this, Shen Wanning's face turned red instantly, and she felt secretly annoyed.

Moreover, he had lost her necklace in the afternoon, and she had not yet forgiven him. Although the necklace had lost its original meaning, she still couldn't bear to throw it away.

"Let's go eat. You come with me." Knowing that she hadn't eaten yet, this woman seemed to never be able to take care of herself. I really don't know how she spent the past ten years.

"Why?" He wanted to eat, why did he need her to accompany him? Didn't they meet by chance?

"Do you need a reason? Do you know that subordinates must obey their superiors' orders unconditionally?" Lu Jinchuan raised his lips slightly, revealing a hint of smugness that was barely noticeable. Occasionally, he thought this kind of relationship between superiors and subordinates was quite interesting.

Shen Wanning couldn't help but mutter in her heart: This person is really good at bullying others! He vowed that he never regarded her as a subordinate, but now he uses this excuse to suppress her. It's simply a typical double standard!

"The market is really bad right now, let's go." Lu Jinchuan seemed to know what she was thinking, was she criticizing him in her heart?

Shen Wanning thought that since she didn't know where to go, she might as well go with him. Anyway, the big boss has money, so it's a waste not to eat. Hehe, Shen Wanning, if Lu Jinchuan knew that you were thinking this way, I wonder if he would want to strangle you to death?

"Hurry up." He was afraid that she would not follow him. You know, judging from her current state of not having eaten, she must be starving right now, right?

"I know." Shen Wanning lingered behind reluctantly, mumbling softly. Really, why did he always act as if he was sure that she would follow him? This man, his mind was really hard to figure out.