If love can be booked

Birds fly just to chase the smell of the sea.

The happiness you once gave me is like this flying bird, sometimes far away, sometimes near, and hard to grasp. I know that I am not the tree where you will eventually rest, and I can only watch you go farther and farther, but your voice still lingers in my ears, so clear.

You never came back, and the date you said you would come back, the promises you made, all seemed to be delayed indefinitely. Perhaps, all this was just because you didn't care, or maybe it was because I was waiting one-sidedly.

I have waited for you for too long, I think I will give up. Who said that if someone loves you, he (she) will not let you wait, wait. But now, I am trapped in such an endless wait.

The bus took a long time and showed no sign of coming.

Standing on the street, I bought two buns for breakfast.

"Wan Ning, Wan Ning..." She stood quietly under the bus stop, looking into the distance with a confused look, holding two already cold buns in her hands, chewing them sporadically. She was angry, she didn't see him, but he came.

"Wan Ning..." Finally, the figure she had been waiting for for so long appeared in her sight. He ran up to her breathlessly, with beads of sweat on his forehead, as if he was afraid of missing her again.

I turned around and didn't want to pay attention to him. Although I didn't really blame him in my heart, I still stubbornly refused to say the words of forgiveness.

Time passed by, but there was no sign of the bus.

"Wan Ning, listen to me, I didn't mean to miss your birthday." His voice was a little anxious and helpless. In fact, he went on vacation with Su Miao. During the three-day and two-night vacation, he was so busy that he completely forgot that today was her birthday and didn't even call her to say hello.

"The main reason is that the company is working hard to expand new business recently. I am too busy and can't spare the time." He continued, trying to defend himself. And this so-called busyness may have become his last shield. He was afraid of hurting her, and even more afraid of seeing her sad.

"I'm sorry, please don't be angry with me anymore, okay?" I'm sorry, deeply sorry, because I can't say I don't love you, and I can't say I really love you if I don't love you.

The air seemed to freeze, leaving only two tormented hearts.

"Have I made things difficult for you?" I murmured to myself, with a hint of sadness and helplessness in my eyes. In fact, I already knew that you didn't love me, after all, I know you so well. But I was afraid that one day you would tell me this cruel truth.

"Silly, what are you talking about!" Chu Haoyang held her hand tightly, feeling her inner anxiety and inferiority. He couldn't help but think, is this insecurity what he gave her?

"Here, this is for you, a belated gift. Open it and see if you like it?" He handed over a beautiful little box, his eyes full of tenderness. This necklace was the style she had long admired. She remembered that once, she stared at it for a long time, but finally left silently.

I am willing to do my best to satisfy you with everything you desire, but those three words, "I love you", are like a thorn in my throat.

"What is it?" Although she was resentful of his absence, the joy of receiving the gift instantly diluted all her dissatisfaction. Shen Wanning, can his little sweet words make you fall in love with him?

"Open it and take a look." He encouraged softly, as if he had anticipated her joy.

"It's that necklace!" she exclaimed in surprise. She still remembers this necklace clearly. She had been staring at it for a long time, but she couldn't bear to buy it. It was heart-shaped, with a row of beveled diamonds around it. It sparkled brightly under the sunlight, and it was so beautiful.

"Do you like it?" he asked softly, with a gleam of anticipation in his eyes. In fact, he already knew the answer in his heart, and knew that she would like it. In fact, she is really a very beautiful woman. Considerate, gentle, not forcing, loving silently, but I am distressed.

"Yeah." She nodded slightly, indicating that she liked it. Yes, how could I not like it? I once loved everything you gave me, but now I don't know how long this love can last?

"Come, I'll help you put it on." He carefully picked up the necklace and wrapped it around her elegant neck. Very beautiful, complementing each other. I have to admit that her vision is indeed unique, but sometimes she is too stubborn, just like she is sticking to their love, cheek, gently kissed.

"Let's have dinner together tonight? Can this be my way of apologizing to you?" He was full of self-blame and guilt.

"Okay." She replied with a smile. The bus just stopped beside her and she waved goodbye.

The kiss he placed on her cheek and the shy smile on her face were like sharp thorns that pierced his eyes and hurt his heart. What was so good about him that made her follow him so wholeheartedly and never leave him? Looking at the dust raised by the car gradually going away, he felt an indescribable annoyance in his heart. He didn't understand why he had to go through the trouble of coming here just to pick her up and drop her off at work?

For no reason, a feeling of sullenness surged up in his heart, making him flustered. He kissed her? But she was his woman. Why should other men kiss her? He didn't allow it, but now he had the right to say no? Shen Wanning, I can't let you go, just think of it as my selfishness.

Do you know? He doesn't deserve you, he doesn't deserve your love, because of his absence. The so-called busy work? The so-called overtime? They are just excuses, just because he doesn't put you in the most important position. With his gentle words, will you forgive all his absences?

That necklace looks cheap, why are you so happy? Just because he gave it to you?

Shen Wanning, do you know that I can give you anything as long as you ask?

But, will you be as happy as you are now? Will you be happy because of me?