My whole family is the protagonist, and I am the only cannon fodder!

Xie Huinian smiled at Lu Zaozao and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Lu Zaozao's eyes.

"I was originally going to meet you in a white shirt because I knew you liked me in that outfit. One time when I was in school, I was giving a speech in the auditorium, and when the speech was over, you glanced at me out of the corner of your eye many times."

In fact, it was not because Xie Huinian was wearing a white shirt that I secretly glanced at him many times. Of course, Xie Huinian did look very handsome in that white shirt and black pants, but that was because Xie Huinian had a great figure and would look good in anything he wore.

That day, Xie Huinian stood on the podium in the auditorium, holding the microphone and giving a speech as a representative of the grade. Lu knew early on that he probably didn't like doing such things, but the school leaders and the class teacher asked him to take on this task, and it was a small and not difficult thing, so Xie Huinian naturally did it.

He didn't like doing this kind of thing, but he still did it well.

His voice was crisp and clear when he spoke, and his words were distinct, which came through the microphone and reached everyone's ears. After he finished speaking, he bowed and smiled gently, appearing extremely polite, well-educated, comfortable and mellow.

The sunlight shone on Xie Huinian through the glass windows on the top floor of the auditorium. It was the brightest beam of light, wrapping Xie Huinian in a bright yellow light, as if he was born to glow.

Lu Zaozao heard the discussions of some people around her. They were all covering their faces and talking in very low voices, but it was obvious that they were all full of compliments. The excitement and love were about to overflow from each other's eyes. In fact, Lu Zaozao was no exception, but she just looked at Xie Huinian very quietly.

But Lu Zao Zao didn't refute it, because Xie Huinian was right. She really liked the way Xie Huinian looked in a white shirt. It wasn't because she liked white shirts, but because she liked Xie Huinian.

That morning, Xie Huinian ironed his white shirt neatly, leaving no wrinkles on the sleeves or collar, and then went to Lu Zaozao's grave.

Nearly seven years had passed since they graduated from high school and this was the first time he saw Lu Zaozao.

"I originally wanted to go meet you elegantly in a white shirt, but the car stopped at the foot of the mountain. I leaned against the car and pondered for a long time before deciding to go up. Although I knew the location, it still took me some time to find your tomb."

"It was so hot! My hair and shirt were soaked with sweat. I felt really miserable."

He half-knelt at Lu Zaozao's grave, his heart twisted into a ball, as if it could be squeezed out of damp steam. "I sat in front of your tombstone and talked to you for a while. I know you will never be able to hear me, but I also prayed that you could hear me."

"When I left, I placed the yellow diamond ring I bought from the auction house in front of your tombstone," Xie Huinian said. "That was the first time I visited your tombstone to see you, and it was also the last time." Because a few years later, he also left this world.

But Xie Huinian did not say that the word "suicide for love" sounds quite romantic and hazy, but if you look closely, there is nothing wrong with it. Instead, some bitterness and pain can be brewed from it.

He didn't want Lu Zaozhao to know the twists and turns in the matter, nor did he want her to bear unnecessary pressure - he knew that once he told her, Lu Zaozhao would definitely feel unbearable guilt.