My whole family is the protagonist, and I am the only cannon fodder!

"I don't understand, what are you talking about, brother?"

It’s not that Lu Qingwan knew the answer but pretended to be dumb, it’s just that she had too many criminal records, so she just asked casually.

"It's not about anything specific, I just want to remind you. You can do whatever you want, I will cover you."

"Oh, I see." Lu Qingwan nodded as if she had finally realized something, "Brother, are you talking about the incident from two days ago?"

"whats the matter?"

"I thought you knew." Lu Qingwan's tone was calm, and she even showed her usual gentle smile, "After all, brother, you have been sending people to monitor me, haven't you?"

Lu Shiqing's expression seemed to be frozen for a second, but he quickly returned to normal, and there was no sign of anything unusual. He even touched Lu Qingwan's hair lovingly, "Why do you say that suddenly?"

"Tell me the truth." Lu Qingwan said calmly, nonchalantly but with true feelings: "There's no need to play dumb with you, brother. I know you're doing this for my own good. You're asking someone to watch over me to prevent me from getting into any accidents. If you don't save me in time, I'll be left with sadness and regret."

"But as you can see, I've never been a soft-hearted person. If you have the time, leisure and energy, you don't have to put it on me, what do you think?"

After saying that, she turned around, squatted down and touched Past. Her eyes became softer and she looked into its eyes.

It was a rather blunt and sharp statement, but Lu Shiqing smiled gently and good-temperedly, "Big Brother knows."

Lu Shiqing looked at Lu Qingwan's thin and skinny back squatting on the grass. She was small, wearing a white skirt, and looked innocent and harmless, like a precious and bright camellia hanging high on a branch. But she was just a Guanyin on the wall, all was nothingness. If you peeled it open and looked inside, you would see a demon covered in a beautiful and kind skin, ferocious and evil.

But it's okay.

what is the relationship.

Lu Qingwan can do whatever she wants. He will be the good guy or the bad guy, all the good and bad, whether they should go to heaven or hell, he will bear all the consequences.

"Oh, right." Lu Qingwan was originally concentrating on stroking Past's fur, but suddenly turned her head and glanced at him, "If possible, let Past go back to the grassland. Being docile and well-behaved is not a good thing for a wild animal like this."

Lu Shiqing shook his head. "I'm afraid it won't make it. It has been raised for too many years and has already been highly socialized. If you throw it into the jungle where the law of the jungle prevails, it will definitely have trouble adapting. Its fierce and fierce nature has disappeared, and all its body functions have completely degenerated. The best outcome may not be certain, but the worst outcome will definitely be death."

"So why did they keep such an animal in captivity in the first place?"

Lu Qingwan curled her fingers around Past's thick and smooth brown hair, with a smile on her lips, but that smile didn't really look like a smile, it looked more like a kind of sarcasm.

"Whether it is to keep it alive or for one's own selfish desires, who can tell?"

Indeed, Lu Shiqing was unable to answer this question, but fortunately, Lu Qingwan was not asking for his answer, but rather seemed to be talking to herself.

As usual, Lu Qingwan came back from school after finishing her homework. She lowered her head, with too many messy things piled up in her mind. She couldn't calm down for the whole day - everything in the world should have a reason, but why was it that when it came to her, there was no reason for anything.

Even if God treats her like his grandson, there has to be a basic limit.

Lu Zao Zao, who always treated everything calmly, had the urge to curse for the first time. He walked hurriedly and almost bumped into the wall. He slapped his head hard and warned himself to look at the road when walking. This will not happen again.

A steady sound of footsteps came from behind her, getting closer and closer, and then quickly passed her and walked inside.

It’s Lu Qingwan and Lu Shiqing.

Lu Zao Zao had no time to take care of the two of them. After standing there for a while, he went back with his head down.

They were two completely opposite roads, with only their backs meeting each other. Lu Shiqing and Lu Qingwan both shifted their gazes slightly at the same time, and they could only see Lu Zaozao's dejected figure and a long shadow standing in the sunset.

After dinner, I wrapped my wrists with a waterproof membrane and carefully took a shower away from the water.

Lu Zao Zao fell on the bed, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes. There was a very tiny black dot in the circle of white, which was most likely left by a mosquito accidentally. He stared at the small black dot motionlessly for at least five minutes. His eyes were sore. Lu Zao Zao moved, then turned over and buried his face in the pillow.

Wait jumped up from the ground, sniffed Lu Zaozao's wrist with his nose, and then rested his head on her forearm, not touching her wound at all.

I was thinking whether I should send a message to Xie Huinian to ask him what he meant by "consider it as I have paid it back" yesterday afternoon. If I wanted to ask, should I be concise and direct or be tactful and indirect? I didn't have the courage to ask him face to face, and even sending a few messages on the phone from a long distance didn't seem courageous enough.

Actually, apart from being in the same classroom, they had never really met each other many times. Most of the details of their conversations and interactions were about etc., and there was very little personal relationship between them.

And to be honest, it was actually Lu Zaozao who owed him more. After all, she saved her once in the swimming pool, and also gave her the ring of unknown meaning as a Children's Day gift.

Lu Zaozao turned over again, and Deng Deng followed suit.

Staring at the small black dot on the ceiling again, Lu was certain of one thing early on - no matter how different Xie Huinian looked from his previous life, lacking a healthy body and losing his bright vitality, fundamentally, his essence would not change.

Xie Huinian is still Xie Huinian. He occasionally says inexplicable words that confuse people. He likes to leave people guessing in painful situations. He is too lazy to care about anyone or anything. He has a natural indifference and cruelty in his bones. Occasionally, he will show or simply act out a sincere and affectionate appearance, which can easily bewitch people.

Actually, it's a kind of talent.

It’s no wonder that he is the male protagonist of the novel. With his charming personality, it is easy to fall in love with him.

Lu Zao Zao took out her cell phone from her pocket. She no longer planned to ask him what he meant by that sentence. It didn't make much sense whether she asked or not. Xie Huinian was unwilling to explain clearly, which meant that she would not be able to get the correct answer.

My mind was extremely clear and calm at this moment. I typed out a message very quickly and pressed send.