My whole family is the protagonist, and I am the only cannon fodder!

When she entered the equipment room, she realized that perhaps she should not have agreed to other people's requests so quickly, because she was feeling a little uncomfortable, with chest tightness and shortness of breath. Lu Zao Zao saw that her fingers were trembling uncontrollably again, but fortunately the amplitude was not large and it should be fine in a few minutes.

The equipment had been classified and placed according to labels. Lu Zao Zao easily found the table tennis rackets and table tennis balls in the boxes on the shelf. Fortunately, there was no one in the equipment room at the moment. Lu Zao Zao sat on the army green rubber mat and waited for the uncomfortable feeling to pass.

Suddenly, the door was pushed open, and large amounts of light poured through the open door onto Lu Zaozao's face. She raised her head and met eyes with Lin Zhao who walked in.

Lin Zhao twirled the tennis racket in his hand and glanced at Lu Zaozao, "What are you doing sitting here?"

"Xiao Ya asked me to play table tennis with her, but she didn't have a table tennis racket. I came to get one."

Lin Zhao hummed, glanced at the racket and ball in Lu Zaozao's hand, and repeated the question he had just asked, "Didn't you already have it? Why are you still sitting here alone?"

"I'm tired, take a break." Lu Zao Zao raised his head and looked at Lin Zhao, "What do you want to do?"

"The school's tennis racket is of poor quality. It broke in the middle of a game. I came here to find a new one to use."

After Lin Zhao finished speaking, he walked in front of Lu Zaozao. A shadow covered Lu Zaozao's head and hit the wall behind her. But within a second, Lin Zhao half-knelt down, staring at Lu Zaozao's face. He grabbed Lu Zaozao's wrist unexpectedly, stared at her solemnly, and asked, "Why are your hands shaking?"

When Lu Zaozao wanted to pull back, it was too late. Lin Zhao was much faster than she expected. It seemed that she had seen Lu Zaozao's trembling hands the moment she walked into the door. Lu Zaozao could only let her hold her hands like that.

"I'm a little tired."

Lin Zhao looked at her with a look that said, "You fooled me." After a pause, Lin Zhao said hesitantly, "I wasn't kidding when I asked you to go to the psychiatric department of the hospital to see a doctor when you have time. If you have time, you really need to go see a doctor. Do you know that you..."

Before Lin Zhao could finish her words, Lu Zao Zao looked at her and smiled softly, "I went to see it."

As she spoke, the ping-pong ball in her other hand slipped from her palm and fell onto the floor with a "bang bang bang" sound, casting a somewhat strange circular shadow on the ground. The sound was particularly obvious in this silent equipment.

Unexpectedly, Lu Zao Zao gave this answer. Lin Zhao's breathing slowed down instantly. After a second or two, he asked, "What did the doctor say? What are the test results?"

"It's just what you think." Lu Zao Zao took advantage of Lin Zhao's distraction to pull out his hand, then leaned forward and reached for the ping-pong ball that landed at her feet. "But the situation is not particularly serious, it's mild. Take medicine actively, cooperate with the treatment, and go for regular follow-up visits, and you'll be fine."

Lin Zhao frowned and looked at her doubtfully, "Really?"

fake.

Of course it's fake.

Lu Zaozao's condition was much more serious than what she stated, but there was no need to bring up these issues. She was not the kind of person who would expose her pain and scars to others for them to see and sympathize with. She just wanted to hide them as if nothing had happened.

"Really?" Lu Zao Zao raised his hand in front of her as if nothing had happened, "Look, isn't it fine now?"

Lin Zhao sighed and waved her hand away from his eyes. "I'm serious. After the college entrance examination, you should move out of the house you live in now. If you lose contact and have no source of income by then, come to me for help."

Time and fate are really mysterious things. Two years ago, Lin Zhao was still someone who would worry about money. She would grit her teeth and swallow all her resentment because of poverty. But now she can tell her friends very calmly and generously that if they are short of money, they can ask her for it.

Lu Zaozao thought this was a good thing. She believed that with Lin Zhao's character, she would never go astray in the future.

I believe that the routines in cheesy novels will not happen to Lin Zhao and Wen Miaoyi. I believe that Wen Miaoyi will always stand firmly on Lin Zhao's side and will not turn against her because of anything. I believe that even if Lin Zhao may go astray, there will always be friends holding her back.

Everything will be fine. Thinking of this, Lu Zaozao smiled again.

"Okay, I think so too." Lu Zaozao said with a smile, "I won't live in that house after the college entrance examination."

I will never, ever live there again. "I will definitely move to a quiet and peaceful place with beautiful scenery and no one to disturb me. When the time comes, remember to come and see me and talk to me more."

Sometimes she is actually afraid of loneliness.

Lin Zhao nodded, and Lu stood up from the army green rubber mat early and walked out of the equipment room side by side with Lin Zhao.

When walking back to the gymnasium, Lu Zao Zao apologized to the other party a little embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, Xiaoya, I was delayed for a few minutes just now because of something. Did you wait long?"

"No, it only took a few minutes."

In fact, I didn’t play table tennis for long after I got the racket, because after more than ten minutes the bell rang, officially announcing the holiday.

Lu Zaozao, who said she hated going to the hospital, went to the hospital alone during the Qingming Festival holiday. She had finished her medicine. And more than two months passed quietly, and Lu Zaozao's symptoms were not effectively relieved.

It was a similar process to last time. After the examination results came out, the psychologist looked at Lu Zaozao very seriously and solemnly advised Lu Zaozao to be hospitalized as soon as possible in this situation to avoid any irreversible consequences.

Lu Zao Zao shook his head, then said it was okay, and left with the small bag of medicine.

It has been raining around the Qingming Festival. There is a unique fishy smell of grass in April and May in the air. The fine raindrops are like misty fog. It is still a little cool when the rain falls on the skin, but it is not very cold. The sounds of people and cars seem dull in the drizzle.

Lu left the hospital early with an umbrella, went shopping in the nearest store and then took a taxi home.

While sitting in the car, she stared out the window the whole time. If we look at it from the perspective of her ever-increasing lifespan, she has actually lived in this world for several decades, which is already considered a healthy lifespan for an ordinary person from birth to death.

But in such a long time, she has only seen so few landscapes and knows not many people.

She was already very familiar with the scenery on these streets. Today a tree was cut down here, tomorrow a new flower patch was planted there, and the day after tomorrow the land was demolished and a skyscraper that could not be seen to the end with the naked eye was built on it. Everyone came and went in a hurry.

Lu had been wandering in such a city for a long time, surrounding this scenery from birth to death, like a trapped ant.