My whole family is the protagonist, and I am the only cannon fodder!

Because of this inexplicable and ridiculous thing, Lu Zao Zao sighed repeatedly and tossed and turned in bed for eight hundred times but still couldn't fall asleep. It was late at night and perhaps because the noise of tossing and turning was too loud, someone outside the house soon knocked on the door politely.

The knock on the door was heavy and sounded urgent.

"Miss, are you okay?"

It was the aunt who took care of her. Lu waved her hand early and quickly realized that the other party couldn't see her movements outside the door, so she shouted, "It's okay, Aunt Wu, go to bed."

After getting a positive answer, the other party said that if anything happened, I must remember to call her in time.

When the footsteps gradually disappeared outside the door, Lu Zao Zao fell into wild thoughts again, but no matter how hard she thought, she could not come up with any definite clue. This anti-human ability was not something that an ordinary cannon fodder like her could think clearly about.

Forget it, since it has come to this, I might as well just make the best of it.

And now is definitely not the time to think about this. At the end of June, the heat of early summer arrives along with various large-scale examinations. The cicadas are chirping incessantly, as if they want to build momentum and usher in a new world.

Before leaving early, Lu checked the things he needed to prepare for the exam again and again. His ID card, admission ticket, test markers, eraser, and all kinds of other things were accurately packed in transparent bags to ensure that he would not make mistakes or errors due to these necessities and thus delay the exam.

He was in high spirits when he entered the examination room. When the test papers were handed out, Lu Zao Zao was able to handle them easily and finished them very quickly.

She even had some meager memories of some of the questions, because her high school entrance exam results in her previous life were so terrible that it was horrible to look at. Lu Zao Zao later reviewed this exam and found that she actually knew how to do most of them. She didn't know why her mind was muddled during the exam and she made some strange mistakes.

About half an hour later, the familiar feeling of drowsiness and discomfort came over him again, and he had only finished one-third of the test paper. Lu Zao Zao resisted the urge to vomit and continued to work, but his palms became damp and trembled more and more.

Finally, as if out of control, the pen fell heavily to the ground with a "click", like a profound mockery of fate.

The invigilator turned to her and asked softly if she was okay. Lu Zao Zao waved her hands and her head hung weakly on the table.

The sunlight from the window poured in, like a handful of holy light, shining on everyone's head. Lu Zao Zao sat in the corner, the sunlight was stingy, just shining on her arms, the air conditioner kept running, making her body colder, the cold air almost penetrated through the pores and into the gaps between the bones.

She bent down with some effort to pick up the pen, but before she could write a few lines, her fingertips became weak and the pen fell again on the white test paper, leaving a black spot like a small mole.

The alarm clock on the wall kept spinning and ticking, and the ticking sound was like a cruel declaration. Lu looked up early, stared at the clock, and frowned imperceptibly.

She was not surprised, nor did she feel frightened, because she had the same experience in her previous life, it was just a replay.

It was the last exam, the sun was still scorching and the cicadas were chirping.

Lu Zaozao remembered that after she finished the test, she walked out of the examination room and was very upset because she knew that her result would be very bad. She fell hard on the way out of the school gate, her legs were bleeding, and she limped into the car and went to the hospital to get two stitches.

Later, I rested at home for a whole month during the summer vacation, and my injury gradually healed, leaving only a scar.

During this period, she always sat alone in bed or in a wheelchair, and could hear the laughter and voices from the garden outside the house, vaguely entering her ears. But after a week, they disappeared. Their family went to a small island abroad for vacation. It was said that the climate was very good and it was a beautiful and livable place.

Lu Zaozao’s daily routine is to stay by the window for a while. What she is most connected with are the wind of nature and the fresh fragrance of plants.

All the excitement is theirs, and Lu Zaozao has nothing.

She is just a ghost living in this house.

Lu Zaozao couldn't help but think of things in her previous life. She glanced at the clock. There was still half an hour left for the last exam. Lu Zaozao was still controlled by the extreme discomfort and couldn't proceed with anything.

Even normal thinking has become a luxury.

How come it's still like this after starting over again?

Would life be different?

How do we do this?

Lu Zao Zao was like a primitive animal, thinking only on instinct. She bit her thin wrist bone, her teeth digging into her flesh, causing extreme pain that could not be falsified, and the smell of blood spread in her mouth. The discomfort in her body was suppressed a little, and Lu Zao Zao picked up the pen and began to do the test paper with difficulty.

After a few minutes, the uncomfortable feeling came back. Lu Zaozao bit the wound again, and blood dripped down her wrist. After she regained consciousness, she continued to do the questions.

Until the discomfort became more and more severe, oppressively sweeping over her entire body. The pain in her wrist could no longer keep her sane, and Lu Zao Zao could no longer hold the pen, and sat quietly in her seat waiting for time to pass.

As soon as the bell rang, Lu rushed to the bathroom early, wanting to vomit constantly. The stomach acid reflux seemed to corrode her esophagus. It took a full five minutes for the coldness in her body to slowly dissipate and her body functions to return to normal.

Finally the exams were over, and everyone's faces were filled with joy, with happiness for the summer vacation and longing for a new life.

Only Lu Zaozao had a pale face and walked out of the school slowly. The scene of falling in his previous life was still in his mind. Lu Zaozao was more careful this time and finally did not fall and got on the car safely.

Lu Zao Zao had been lying at home all day and felt really bored, so he went to the study to read every day. The study here was very large and had a large collection of books, comparable to half a large library. It also collected various rare and precious models, which were very expensive, and some were not for sale to the public. They were just tools used by those people to please the Lu family.

While reading a book, Lu Zaozao learned that the rest of her family was going to a seaside island for vacation. She turned the pages of the book, and the wind made the window glass rustle.

It was impossible to say that she was not touched at all, she was just a little calmer than before. She thought, before, it was because of her leg injury, it was too troublesome to take her out. Did she have to take care of a patient with disability all the time when traveling?

With this reason, Lu Zao Zao finally convinced herself that it was understandable for her family to leave her behind, but now her legs were not injured and intact, and there was no need to trouble anyone. Even so, she was still abandoned without hesitation.

Perhaps there is no need for any special reason or excuse. Her birth and existence are themselves a burden to this family.