My whole family is the protagonist, and I am the only cannon fodder!
Chapter 44 Ordinary Life
In mid-March, the weather tends to warm up gradually, but it is still a bit chilly, with occasional strong winds. It always rains at night and there is a lot of fog. It stops in the morning of the next day, but the sky is always gray and cloudy and rarely clears up.
The late spring cold snap is also coming with great force, and the temperature difference is sometimes extreme.
When Lu Zaozao went out, he still wore thick clothes. Sometimes he would put a few hot packs inside his clothes and take them off when it got a little warmer at noon. In such severe weather, Lu Zaozao did not get any serious illness at all - except for occasional coughing and a blocked nose.
Li Jianan was frightened again. Remembering the previous lesson, she dragged Lu Zaozao to the hospital without listening to any of her explanations. She made a big fuss about taking her to see a doctor, as if Lu Zaozao was a cancer patient who would be in danger of her life if she was not treated in time.
When I arrived at the hospital, the doctor carefully examined me and found that it was indeed just a simple cold. I only needed to drink more hot water and take some cold medicine to recover, and I didn't even need an IV drip.
So Li Jianan immediately felt relieved and said while eating ice cream: "You can't blame me for making a fuss. You have never been in good health. In the winter before, uh..."
Li Jianan paused for a moment and continued, "In fact, it's not just winter. You get sick all year round. You always have bruises here and there, and scars from collisions that bleed there. But you've gotten a lot better recently."
Lu Zaozao admired the fact that the other person loved to eat ice cream in both the cold winter and the hot summer and almost never got sick. He nodded thoughtfully and said in agreement, "Indeed."
In fact, not only is my health much better than before, but I am also more awake during exams than before. My grades haven't improved significantly, but at least I can barely stay in the middle.
Even though I still felt uncomfortable occasionally when traveling with Li Jianan, I was able to adjust and overcome it quickly.
In short, I am indeed living a little more like a "human" than in many years past.
It's not that she didn't have doubts, because her rebirth was so different from others. She didn't have anything that she wanted to try her best to save or change, such as a lover, friends, or family, because these things were almost equivalent to zero in her previous life. They all lived well, and perhaps they would be better off without her.
She used to be very sad about the indifference and coldness of everyone around her, and she continued to feel regretful about it even before her death. However, after realizing her identity as a cannon fodder, even the regret that she wanted to save desperately in the past disappeared little by little - she didn't want to change, and she knew she was powerless to change the status quo, so she didn't even have any hope.
Lu Zaozao was just trying her best to wake up within her already predetermined fate by occasionally hurting herself, trying to correct a little bit of possibility in her life.
She never thought of interfering in other people's lives, nor did she step into the orbit of other people's lives - but the world is so inexplicable, there is no order at all, and even though she did nothing, the fate of many people is completely different from before.
It's like two different parallel worlds.
But there is nothing to be learned from further investigation. After all, Lu Zao Zao is living a much better life than before, with good friends and familiar classmates. It is useless to think too much, it is better to spend time on serious things.
No matter how noisy things are, they will eventually pass. Li Jianan's research on the true and false Qian Jinwen and Lin Zhao has become dull recently. In addition, the first monthly exam will be held at the end of March, and the seats will have to be rearranged.
Li Jianan's learning momentum was advancing rapidly, and he was making great progress. Except for the lunch break when he would read comics and listen to some songs, he spent the rest of his time doing homework and reading books seriously, and he no longer chatted with He Feng about anything under the sun.
He Feng complained all the time. Apart from sleeping, he played games. Finally, he probably felt bored and started to study a little for the first time, but only a little.
It was probably because the weather had warmed up and it had been sunny recently, so Xie Huinian's class frequency had increased and he seldom asked for leave. Sometimes when Lu Zaozao felt tired of doing homework, he would look up to stretch his neck, and sometimes his eyes would suddenly meet Xie Huinian's.
But she knew that Xie Huinian was not looking at her. She was quite self-aware and not so self-indulgent. He was probably looking at He Feng or the person behind him, because sometimes his expression was hard to describe.
Therefore, every time their eyes met, Lu Zao Zao would look away as if nothing had happened. After so many times, his heart had become so calm that there was not a single ripple.
And she didn't know if it was her illusion - she always felt that the originally bright and bright display screen above Xie Huinian's head was a little dimmer than before.
But in the end it had nothing to do with her. Lu Zaozao just took a closer look out of curiosity without any desire to understand.
Lu Zao Zao did quite well in this exam. Although she didn't even use half of her true strength, Lu Zao Zao was already satisfied.
Li Jianan was okay this time, after all, the other party was really lucky.
Even He Feng performed a little better than usual. He was smug for most of the day when he got his results. Li Jianan curiously looked for his name on the ranking list, and when he found out that he was at the bottom, he rolled his eyes without hiding anything.
He Feng was so angry that he started screaming. In the end, the two of them had a small quarrel, and He Feng failed again and surrendered.
Days like this went on for too long, and Lu had begun to doubt whether the events of her previous life were true or false, and whether rebirth was something she had imagined - unfortunately, the occasional discomfort and unconsciousness in her body were still proving that she was an unyielding cannon fodder. She could still see the screen logos above some people's heads, and the memory and pain of death in her previous life were indeed unforgettable.
These things always prove the certainty of Lu Zao Zao's rebirth.
But it doesn’t matter. Lu Zaozao’s life motto has always been to live one day at a time, and live one more day well.
Even if she was destined to die, worrying about it would be a waste of the opportunity that life had given her. She also didn't have the time to be the heroine of an art film and feel sad about the passing of time.
But fate is indeed sometimes biased and never fair.
Whenever Lu Zaozao decided not to worry about unnecessary things, God would not hesitate to play a big black joke on him, so that Lu Zaozao would once again realize this absurd and unreasonable world.
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