After the breakup, my identity as a singing god was exposed

The next day, Liu Xuan got up very early, just like the previous two days.

When he got up, Chang Qian and her daughter had not come downstairs yet, so Liu Xuan drove to buy breakfast.

When I came back, Chang Qian had just washed her face, and Chang Yan was sitting on the sofa with his schoolbag on his back, with his eyelids drooping, looking drowsy.

After breakfast, Chang Qian drove to the company as usual.

Liu Xuan drove Chang Yan to school.

Afterwards, Liu Xuan went to the supermarket and bought a large backpack and some travel necessities.

Tomorrow he will start his half-month journey.

To appreciate the grassland scenery of Ganzhou, you need to drive yourself, but he plans to leave this GL8 to a few friends in the band, so he plans to rent a car when he sets out.

After buying everything, when Liu Xuan was about to pick up Ye Zhirong and the others for singing practice, his cell phone rang.

Liu Xuan took out his cell phone and saw that it was Li Ruoxi calling.

After hesitating for a moment, Liu Xuan answered the phone.

"Hello, Xixi?"

"Uncle Liu, are you in Jincheng?"

Li Ruoxi on the other end of the phone didn't sound very happy.

"Here, what's wrong?"

"I want to see you..."

Liu Xuan didn't say anything. He really didn't want to have anything to do with her anymore.

During this period, Liu Xuan also figured it out that he and Li Ruoxi were not from the same world. Just as Shi Yu said, he could not accept a woman without a sense of boundaries.

He is a very sensitive person. Even if he can end up together with Li Ruoxi, his endless mental fatigue will only cause a gap between the two of them, and eventually they will break down in the conflict.

Rather than endure the pain of separation in the future, it is better to nip the bud of this relationship in the bud.

Liu Xuan felt that he was a loser in love. Every time he faced a relationship, he was always timid and kept putting pressure on himself.

In front of Lu Yuqing, he was afraid of their status, but in front of Liu Shiman, he was unwilling to be ordinary.

So he can't be a master in love.

"Uncle Liu, I think we need to have a talk. It's going to be very hard for both of us if we continue like this."

Li Ruoxi's words brought Liu Xuan back to his senses.

After a moment's silence, Liu Xuan said, "Okay, where are you? I'll find you!"

“At school!”

After hanging up the phone, Liu Xuan sent a message to Ye Zhirong, telling them that he had something to do in the morning and would pick them up in the afternoon.

Then he turned the car around, got on the South Ring Expressway, and drove towards the University of Architecture.

Liu Xuan felt that Li Ruoxi was right. They should make a decision. It would not be a good thing for anyone if they kept wasting time like this.

When we drove to the University of Architecture, Li Ruoxi was already waiting at the school gate.

Liu Xuan lowered the car window and honked the horn.

Li Ruoxi noticed him, walked over quickly and sat in the passenger seat.

Liu Xuan didn't ask her where she was going, and just wandered around the street aimlessly.

Finally, Li Ruoxi spoke: "Uncle Liu, I want to go to Nanshan."

Nanshan is a very famous mountain in Jincheng. From the mountain you can have a panoramic view of Jincheng.

It was also the first place he and Li Ruoxi met and went to.

"it is good."

Liu Xuan just nodded, then turned around and drove towards the South Ring Road.

After more than ten kilometers of mountain roads, we arrived at the parking lot at the top of Nanshan Mountain.

After parking the car, Li Ruoxi walked in front and Liu Xuan followed behind, and they went to Kuixing Pavilion on the top of the mountain one after another.

Kuixing Pavilion is an ancient pavilion. Standing on it, you can see the whole Jincheng. Many people also come up at night and sit there all night just to watch the sunrise in the early morning.

It is said to be very beautiful, but Liu Xuan has never experienced it.

Liu Xuan and Li Ruoxi lay on the stone railing on the top floor of Kuixing Pavilion, one on the left and one on the right, looking down at the scenery of the entire Jincheng.

I have to say, it is really beautiful to stand here and look at Jincheng.

A magnificent river runs through the city, dividing Jincheng into two parts, north and south.

There are also endless mountains on the opposite side.

The morning breeze blew up a strand of Li Ruoxi's long hair, sticking it to the corner of her lips.

She was wearing a snow-white dress that swayed in the wind.

Liu Xuan remembered that when she came up for the first time, she was wearing a skirt and was shivering with cold. He reminded her that time.

But this time when she came up, she was still wearing the same skirt.

Two people who once shared a close relationship were now speechless.

Silently watching the prosperity under your feet.

After an unknown amount of time, Li Ruoxi said softly, "Uncle Liu, I don't like you anymore."

Liu Xuan nodded: "I know."

He knew that it wasn't that she didn't like him anymore, but that she had never liked him at all.

The reason why I am so eager is that I mistakenly misunderstand the dependence formed after a long time of being together as love.

The confession I made that day was nothing more than an inexplicable impulse while drunk.

He could also sense Li Ruoxi's thoughts. For such a long time, he was the only one who was trapped in them.

Liu Xuan lit a cigarette against the wind.

After this conversation, there was a long silence between the two.

Until the sun leaves the opposite mountain peak.

"let's go."

Li Ruoxi lowered her head and turned around without looking at Liu Xuan. She walked slowly towards the steps leading out of Kuixing Pavilion.

Liu Xuan followed behind her without saying a word.

When they were almost at the parking lot, Li Ruoxi suddenly turned her head with a smile on her face, but two lines of tears hung at the corners of her eyes.

She asked Liu Xuan: "Do you love me?"

Liu Xuan shook his head: "I have loved her."

She wiped away her tears, looked away, and said, "I know you are a big star. Even if you are lonely today, with your talent, you will always have a glorious day. I am just an ordinary college student. I am not worthy of you."

Liu Xuan didn't say anything and listened to her explanation quietly.

"It's good that you and Lu Yuqing are together. You are from the same world. I shouldn't disturb you. But no matter what, you were really good to me in the past, so I will always think of you as my Uncle Liu in my heart."

Liu Xuan frowned: "When did I get together with Lu Yuqing?"

Li Ruoxi looked at Liu Xuan: "I saw you get into her car that day, and you were very intimate with her."

Liu Xuan was a little speechless: "We are colleagues, and I didn't have a driver's license at the time. It's normal for us to take her car, right?"

Li Ruoxi realized that she had misunderstood, so she lowered her head, choked slightly, and stopped talking.

Liu Xuan took a deep breath, turned his head and looked into the distance. He said, "I rejected you only because I was diagnosed with cancer at the time and I didn't want you to be sad. I loved you very much at that time, really."

Li Ruoxi raised her head and looked at him, her mouth slightly open, a little surprised.

She even felt a little guilty because he had endured everything silently, and she chose to cut off contact with him when he was most helpless.

Liu Xuan shook his head, laughed at himself, and said, "It's all in the past. In fact, we were not suitable for each other. We are from two different worlds."

The moment he finished saying this, Li Ruoxi suddenly climbed onto his neck, and then he felt his mouth being covered.

Her soft lips made Liu Xuan lost and reluctant, but he still mustered up the courage to push her away.

Li Ruoxi smiled sadly and said, "I've heard your kiss goodbye, so let's stop here."

Liu Xuan felt a sharp pain in his heart. His throat rolled twice and then he coughed to hide his sadness.

At this moment, he had used up all his courage.

He felt that this was probably the bravest time he had ever been in a relationship.

"Uncle Liu, can you sing a song for me?"

Li Ruoxi looked up at Liu Xuan.

Liu Xuan thought about it and nodded, then took the guitar from the car. The two came to the edge of the parking lot, Liu Xuan sat on the stone and Li Ruoxi squatted on the ground.

She held her face and looked at Liu Xuan, who gently plucked the strings of the zither.

“If I leave, what will I get? Sadness, loneliness, or the next one…”

Li Ruoxi's eyes gradually became moist.

“Perhaps love turns this moment into gray. We are still as indifferent as ever, feeling the only remaining happiness. Looking back at the twists and turns we have gone through, only the two of us can understand, no one else can. You said you are tired, can you let me go——”

"I'm leaving, don't be sad anymore. I don't want to say anything in my heart anymore. Remember to be happy in the future. There are not so many causes and effects in this world."

"After I leave, don't think about me anymore. Even though I'm reluctant to let you go, this is the freedom you wanted, and I'm giving it back to you—"

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