After the breakup, my identity as a singing god was exposed

The gloomy sky is just like Liu Xuan’s mood at the moment.

The dark clouds pressed overhead, as if they were going to crush this foggy world.

Liu Xuan drove on the ring road with an expressionless face, the roar of the internal combustion engine drowning out the noise on the street.

The speed had reached 120 km/h, but Liu Xuan still had no intention of slowing down.

He turned onto a side road, got onto a sparsely populated provincial highway, and then stepped on the accelerator again.

Raindrops hit the car window, reminding Liu Xuan to turn on the wipers.

With a thunder, heavy rain poured down.

At this time, the car speed had exceeded two hundred.

Liu Xuan felt that his entire field of vision had widened, and the houses and tree shadows on both sides were madly rushing behind him.

He was like traveling through a tunnel of time and space, wanting to break free from the shackles and reach the longed-for island.

And the island only exists in his heart.

It seems that the only place that is truly peaceful and tranquil is heaven.

The rapid ringing of the phone brought him back to reality.

Liu Xuan lightly pressed the brakes, waited for the car to slow down, and slowly stopped it on the side of the road.

He picked up the phone, and the familiar note stung his eyes again.

He leaned back in his seat and lit a cigarette, the smoke instantly filling the enclosed environment of the car.

After answering the call, Liu Xuan didn't speak.

She didn't speak either.

Maybe I haven't found a reason to speak, or I don't know where to start.

So the two of them continued talking on the phone in silence.

The heavy rain was beating against the car window frantically. Perhaps the smoke had smoked Liu Xuan's eyes. He felt a stinging pain in his eyes, and then he couldn't control his tears.

He sobbed in the heavy rain.

Suppressing your own voice.

"Uncle Liu?"

Finally, a girl's voice came from the phone.

Liu Xuan didn't say anything, suppressing his sadness. Since she already had her own life, he shouldn't disturb her.

After a long time, Liu Xuan calmed down, picked up the phone and said, "Ruoxi, how are you doing recently?"

"fine......"

Then, the two fell silent again.

After a while, Liu Xuan said, "Let me sing a song for you!"

"it is good!"

So, Liu Xuan sang the song that he had wanted to sing to her many times in the storm.

elopement.

Even though they were really together, it couldn't be considered an elopement.

He still wanted to elope with her, escape from this world, and live on the isolated island in his heart, with only the two of them.

But now this beautiful fantasy has turned into nothing when the song ends.

The word "elope" is no longer a beautiful fantasy, but the full stop for the two of them.

In fact, they never started.

So there is no period.

After singing, Li Ruoxi hung up the phone, and he seemed to hear sobbing before hanging up.

But it was so far away from him.

Soon after, the WeChat notification sound rang.

The chat box that had been silent for a month lit up with a red dot.

There was only one sentence: "He and I are just good friends."

Liu Xuan seemed to feel greatly insulted at this moment.

An insult to his intelligence and the love he longed for.

He tapped the keys quickly: "You have your own decision. Now that you have made your choice, don't let him down and don't tarnish the word love."

After he replied the message, it was like a stone sinking into the sea, and he never received a reply from Li Ruoxi again.

Liu Xuan didn't know how she defined the word "friend" in her mind.

Just like when they first met, she became very close to that friend she had grown up with.

He has no sense of propriety when chatting.

At least Liu Xuan feels that friends should still maintain a proper distance.

But he never mentioned his thoughts in front of Li Ruoxi, just for fear of upsetting her.

When the distance between friends and lovers is blurred, can love still exist?

Liu Xuan smiled self-deprecatingly. Perhaps in her eyes at that time, he was just a friend who couldn't tell the distance.

Liu Xuan lit up another cigarette, wanting to let out all the unhappiness in his heart.

He wanted to shout.

I wish there were no male best friends in the world!

He didn't shout out because Shi Yu was obviously not her best male friend.

The message alert sounded, Liu Xuan picked up the phone and saw that it was not a reply from Li Ruoxi.

But it was Shi Yu.

"Brother Liu, why did you leave without waiting for your girlfriend?"

Liu Xuan replied: "I can't wait any longer."

He added, "She has something urgent tonight."

"You guys won't quarrel anymore."

Shi Yu had such doubts.

Liu Xuan replied: "Yeah."

"Women are really fickle creatures. My girlfriend was the same tonight. She got mad at me for no apparent reason and then went back to school."

Shi Yu complained about the unpleasant experiences he had tonight.

Liu Xuan felt a little guilty about this. If he hadn't appeared, the two of them would at least have had a very pleasant dinner today.

After hesitating for a moment, Liu Xuan replied: "Girls are meant to be coaxed, just coax them."

Shi Yu replied with a smiley face: "Got it, you have to coax your girlfriend too!"

"Okay, I wish you happiness!"

"Yeah, you too!"

After putting down his phone, Liu Xuan started the car and returned to the city.

The storm came quickly and went away quickly.

When Liu Xuan parked the car in the parking lot, the rain had stopped.

A ray of setting sun hangs on the distant hilltop.

Liu Xuan put on sunglasses and walked into the alley he had been to twice.

There are many people in the empty alley tonight, perhaps because this kind of restaurant belongs to the night.

Guo Ji saw Liu Xuan at a glance, and then warmly invited him into the box.

Liu Xuan asked Guo Ji for two boxes of beer.

He planned to get drunk again on this sad night.

In the private box, Liu Xuan lit a cigarette.

There was singing coming from outside the door curtain. It was Guo Ji singing.

The song he sang was a sad love song, which seemed to completely kill Liu Xuan's mood.

Liu Xuan took the wine bottle and blew into the bottle mouth.

Then he burped for a long time.

After pouring a glass of wine on the table, Liu Xuan lay on the table, looking through the light yellow beer at the bright lights and the woman screaming wildly in the lonely night outside.

While they were venting their unhappiness in life, he, as a man, was tasting the bitterness of love in the glass of wine.

In a daze, he heard the phone ringing.

Liu Xuan picked up the phone and saw an unfamiliar number.

"Hey?"

Liu Xuan answered the phone.

A woman's crisp voice came from the other end of the phone: "Brother, I'm Liu Shiman, do you still remember me?"

"Remember!"

Liu Xuan has a lisp when speaking.

After saying that, he drank a glass of wine.

"I'm calling to ask you how your car is driving? Is it okay?"

"Very good!" Liu Xuan's tone was a bit perfunctory. He wanted to get rid of the sales call as soon as possible.

However, Liu Shiman seemed to hear something wrong in Liu Xuan's tone.

"Are you drinking?"

"Correct!"

Liu Xuan did not deny it.

"You don't sound very happy!"

"No, I'm fine!"

Liu Xuan flatly denied it.

"are you alone?"

Liu Shiman's tone was a little anxious.

"Yes, drinking alone!"

"Then you said you were fine, where are you? I'll come find you!"

Maybe I drank a little too much, or maybe it was my empty heart that was at work.

Liu Xuan blurted out: "The streets are empty!"

"what?"

Liu Shiman was a little slow to react.

“A restaurant!”

"Okay, wait for me there!"

After hanging up the phone, Liu Xuan drank another glass of wine.

Then he felt that drinking like this was not enough, or that it could not drown out his sorrow.

So he asked the waiter for a large bowl, poured a whole bottle of wine into the bowl, and drank it all in one gulp.

After drinking three bowls in a row, Liu Xuan finally felt a little dizzy.

Then he lay on the table, quietly watching the madness belonging to others under the half page of curtain.

After an unknown amount of time, a woman walked into the box.

She was wearing a professional suit that she hadn't had time to change into, and she was carrying a shoulder bag.

When she saw Liu Xuan at the table, she was visibly stunned.

Then he walked over quickly and helped him up from the table.

"I haven't even come yet, how dare you get yourself so drunk?"

She sat next to Liu Xuan and let Liu Xuan lean on her shoulder.

Liu Xuan tried hard to open his eyes and looked at the saleswoman whom he had only met once. The faint fragrance from her body penetrated into Liu Xuan's nostrils, stimulating his nerves crazily.

Liu Shiman still has her hair tied up in a bun and smiles brightly.

Although her appearance is not as good as Chang Qian and Lu Yuqing, she has a good body proportion and is a very charming woman.

"Big star, I didn't expect you to have this side of you."

Liu Shiman smiled, picked up the wine glass and drank it by herself.

Hearing this, Liu Xuan raised his head and glanced at her.

Only then did he remember that when he bought a car last time, he wore sunglasses the whole time and gave his ID card to Lin Fan, so Liu Shiman didn't know his real identity.