After the breakup, my identity as a singing god was exposed

Chapter 37 I have stomach cancer

Lu Yuqing noticed that something was wrong with Liu Xuan and stopped the car on the side of the road.

"Brother Liu Xuan, what's wrong with you?"

Lu Yuqing looked at Liu Xuan anxiously, feeling a little helpless.

Liu Xuan's expression was distorted due to stomach pain and he couldn't speak.

"I'll take you to the hospital!"

Lu Yuqing started the car, but Liu Xuan grabbed her arm and squeezed out two words from between her teeth.

"go home!"

Although Lu Yuqing really wanted to take him to the hospital, when she saw Liu Xuan's determined look, she still followed his idea.

When we arrived at Xindu Yayuan, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening.

Liu Xuan lay back on the sofa, and the pain in his stomach eased somewhat.

He lit a cigarette and took a deep drag, sucking the rich smoke into his lungs in an attempt to ease the pain.

Lu Yuqing took a glass of water and gave it to him.

Liu Xuan didn't hesitate and picked up the water cup and took a sip.

After drinking warm water, the pain was finally less obvious.

Lu Yuqing's eyes were full of worry. She squatted on the ground and looked at Liu Xuan: "What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, I just drank too much recently."

Liu Xuan turned his head away subconsciously.

"I do not believe!"

Lu Yuqing was obviously not that easy to fool.

"Tell me quickly, or I won't be able to sleep."

"Why?" Liu Xuan was slightly surprised.

"Don't worry about it, just tell me!"

Lu Yuqing's tone was firm, but her eyes were full of tenderness.

Liu Xuan sighed and fell into contradiction again.

He didn't want anyone to know that he had cancer, but he also wanted someone to share the pain with him.

After a long while, he spoke softly: "Just keep this to yourself, don't tell anyone else, okay?"

Lu Yuqing raised three fingers: "I swear!"

“I have stomach cancer!”

Liu Xuan spoke very calmly, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

Lu Yuqing was stunned.

She had thought of many possibilities, but this was not the one.

"I was diagnosed with cancer the day I left Haiyuan, so I left with a sense of ease. I was very happy with you all during this time, and I didn't have any physical reactions. I thought my condition had improved, but now it seems that I was just deceiving myself."

Liu Xuan laughed at himself.

Lu Yuqing stared at this talented man in amazement.

Is it true that "God is jealous of talented people" is not just an adjective? How could such an outstanding man be abandoned by the world so easily?

"Brother Liu Xuan..."

Lu Yuqing's eyes were a little moist, but she didn't know how to comfort him.

It was hard for her to imagine what Liu Xuan had gone through some time ago.

His career hit a low point, the person he trusted the most was stabbed, and then he was diagnosed with cancer...

Many people may collapse because of this.

Lu Yuqing stared blankly at the man who had not taken care of his appearance for several days and had a face full of stubble. She couldn't help but reach out and touch his cheek.

Liu Xuan dodged instinctively.

"About...how long will it take?"

Lu Yuqing's eyes were red.

Liu Xuan shook his head: "I don't know, maybe three months, maybe half a year, or maybe tomorrow."

He acted calmly to hide his inner cowardice.

Suddenly, Lu Yuqing smiled and asked Liu Xuan: "Have you ever been in love?"

Liu Xuan was a little surprised and didn't know why she asked that, but he still answered truthfully: "No!"

"Then...I'll be your girlfriend and spend your last moments with you, okay?"

Liu Xuan was startled by Lu Yuqing's sudden words and opened his mouth for a long time without saying anything.

Lu Yuqing stared into Liu Xuan's eyes and said, "I'll pretend to be your girlfriend and accompany you through this difficult time."

Liu Xuan lay down on the sofa and looked up at the ceiling.

Lu Yuqing’s suggestion was certainly good, but he couldn’t get over the hurdle in his heart. Firstly, she had her own career and it was impossible for him to always be with her.

Secondly, he doesn't need favor gained by relying on sympathy.

He took out a cigarette out of habit and was about to light it, but Lu Yuqing knocked it away.

She was rarely angry and glared at Liu Xuan: "You are already in this state, but you are still smoking. Do you think you can't die quickly enough?"

Liu Xuan was somewhat helpless and said with a wry smile: "It's stomach cancer, how can smoking have any impact on it?"

Lu Yuqing pursed her lips and frowned.

She stood up, pointed at Liu Xuan and cursed, "You are really... hopeless. Look at what you are doing now? Where is the high-spirited and high-spirited you were when you sang "Boundless Oceans and Skies"?"

"He'll probably die with me."

Liu Xuan really didn't know why she was so angry.

Of course, I definitely wouldn't reject her kindness.

The reason why such an excellent girl like her is with him is out of sympathy, or perhaps more of pity.

Because he couldn't find anything in himself that could attract her.

Lu Yuqing left and said something to Liu Xuan before leaving.

"I hope you can remember the lofty ambitions you expressed when you sang Oceans and Skies. You are taking it easy, but have you ever thought about the feelings of your band members? Don't make me think you are an irresponsible person!"

The door was slammed shut.

Liu Xuan spread his arms and leaned back on the sofa.

He took a cigarette from the box on the table, put it to his mouth, lit it, and then put it out.

He felt a little bitter, bitter because he had angered and driven away someone who cared about him.

He was wondering if he should really cheer up a little, like Lu Yuqing said, and be responsible for his own ambitions and his band, even if his death was approaching.

Liu Xuan was tired, really tired.

The wanton indulgence and extravagance did not make him feel relaxed, but instead made him exhausted.

He returned to his room, wrapped himself in the quilt, and temporarily isolated himself from this tiring world.

......

Woke up early the next day.

I washed my face and went downstairs.

Although he didn't understand why Chang Qian suddenly felt so disgusted with him, he didn't intend to give up the karaoke room that was labeled as his dream.

I took a taxi early to the Western-style building in the suburbs.

After getting off the car, he looked around and didn't notice Chang Qian's Maybach, so he stepped onto the stairs with confidence.

When I arrived at the place, I saw an unexpected person.

Lu Yuqing was sitting at the door, resting her chin in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking about.

Because he was facing the bluestone path sideways, he did not notice Liu Xuan's arrival.

"Yuqing, why are you here?"

Liu Xuan still greeted him enthusiastically.

Lu Yuqing turned her head and glanced at him, then turned her head away in annoyance and didn't look at him.

"I came to see if some people really don't care about anything anymore."

Liu Xuan was a little amused.

"Why didn't you drive your car?"

Lu Yuqing rolled her eyes at him and said, "Isn't it okay to experience my old life once in a while?"