After the breakup, my identity as a singing god was exposed

Unfortunately, there was still no sign of Chang Qian in the practice room.

But the traces of dust on the sofa proved that she had indeed been here before leaving.

Liu Xuan sat on the sofa, looking at the dusty musical instruments left around him, feeling lost.

Maybe he really lost Chang Qian, even though he didn't want to believe it.

The scenes that happened before flashed before their eyes. It seemed that in just less than a year, their lives had become intertwined and they could not bear to lose each other.

Too bad it's all gone now.

Liu Xuan suddenly thought of Concubine Yin, the woman who took Chang Qian away. Although he had guessed that she would probably not answer the phone, he still dialed the number.

No one answered the call, which meant that at least he was not blocked and was probably just asleep.

He had no choice but to give up the idea of ​​continuing to call and wait until tomorrow to contact him again.

Liu Xuan drove aimlessly on the streets of the city. The neon lights were flickering at night, and the dim street lights lengthened the shadows of people returning home late.

He felt the long-lost loneliness again.

But he didn't plan to drink again.

He suddenly began to understand why Chang Qian hated decadence and went out to drink. His father met his lover when he was decadent and drinking, and he and Liu Shiman had something that shouldn't have happened after drinking.

Alcohol is sometimes a good thing, it can bring salvation to people who are broken down.

Sometimes it is a devil that can make sober people impulsive.

Late at night, Liu Xuan drove to the Yellow River.

He walked down the scenic steps and onto the boulders by the river.

Sitting on the stone and looking at the extremely shining light of the Qiannian Building opposite, it is like a rising star in the golden city.

But at this moment, she was so far away from him that he felt she was out of reach.

He lowered his head and looked at the river water that had become turbid again after the arrival of summer. He was in a trance for a moment, as if he had had a very long dream.

In his dream, he fulfilled his dream and had the woman he loved.

But the ending was not good, so he felt it was time to wake up from the dream.

He had the urge to dive into the river. The gentle river water swept away the mud and sand. The seemingly calm water surface was actually full of danger.

The only thing he did wrong was probably that he concealed what happened between him and Liu Shiman when he was with Chang Qian, which made it particularly difficult for her to accept it when she found out about it.

But in fact, these things happened before I was with Chang Qian, and there is no conflict between the two.

But this kind of self-righteous ending is the most confusing.

"Liu Xuan?"

A familiar female voice came from behind.

There was some uncertainty in her tone.

Liu Xuan turned around and saw only a white dress in his blurry vision, but couldn't see the person's face clearly.

But he knew it was Lu Yuqing.

Not sure if it was because he was too sad, but Liu Xuan suddenly stood up and felt dizzy. Then his eyes went dark and he fell backwards.

"what--"

A girl's scream was heard from the shore.

Liu Xuan only felt that his five senses lost consciousness in an instant, and his body began to roll uncontrollably with the river.

The river water made him sober instantly, followed by a strong feeling of suffocation and endless fear.

Even in the most sad situation, when facing death, one is still so scared that one feels deeply helpless.

He struggled to float to the surface. Fortunately, the river was not very fast-flowing, so he, who did not have much swimming experience, could barely keep himself going.

He saw a woman in a white dress trying to get closer to him.

Soon he came up to him, grabbed his arm and swam towards the shore.

When they reached the shore, the river water had already washed them to the end of the scenic spot.

Fortunately, it didn't take too much effort to swim along the river towards the shore.

The two people, both soaked, lay on the beach by the shore. Lu Yuqing was exhausted. It was hard to imagine that a girl who looked so thin like her could have so much energy.

Liu Xuan came back to his senses in fear and looked at Lu Yuqing in a daze.

When she jumped into the river without hesitation, Liu Xuan felt an unspeakable emotion lingering deeply in his heart.

It seemed that fate was playing tricks on people every moment. On the day Chang Qian left, he met Lu Yuqing and was deeply touched by her.

Lu Yuqing's breathing gradually slowed down. She looked at Liu Xuan and asked, "What's the matter that made you want to jump into the river?"

Liu Xuan shook his head: "It's anemia. I felt dizzy when I stood up so suddenly, and I fell down."

Lu Yuqing grinned and said, "Then you better stay away from water in the future, don't drown yourself, you landlubber."

Liu Xuan forced a smile and said nothing.

"The way you swim is really funny." Lu Yuqing showed her big white teeth.

Liu Xuan did not refute.

Lu Yuqing also realized that something was wrong with him, so she put away her smile and asked, "What's wrong with you? You don't seem very happy."

Liu Xuan stared at the river in a daze, then shook his head and said, "Nothing."

"There's something wrong with you." Lu Yuqing noticed something was wrong and became a bit relentless.

Liu Xuan looked at Lu Yuqing, staring at her face. After a long time, he withdrew his gaze.

"I have a child."

Lu Yuqing didn't seem surprised. A trace of loneliness flashed in her eyes: "I know, you married Chang Qian because she was pregnant, right?"

"No." Liu Xuan shook his head, "Lin Fan's wife's child is mine."

Lu Yuqing looked at Liu Xuan in shock, as if her worldview had completely collapsed at this moment.

Liu Xuan just looked into the distance, not realizing that there was something wrong with his words. Lu Yuqing looked at Liu Xuan in surprise, having different ideas from Liu Xuan.

After a while, Lu Yuqing finally spoke: "You are such a piece of shit!"

Liu Xuan looked at Lu Yuqing in some surprise.

Seeing her incredulous look, I finally realized that there was something wrong with my words.

"It's not that I slept with Lin Fan's wife... It's also that I slept with Lin Fan's wife. How can I explain it to you..."

Liu Xuan became more and more confused as he spoke, so he simply explained the whole story.

After listening to this, a barely perceptible melancholy flashed across Lu Yuqing's eyes.

She said to Liu Xuan: "In fact, most of the time, you live in your own world, and you don't know what Chang Qian is thinking. Think about it carefully. Except for the time when you first pursued Chang Qian, you were the one who took the initiative. After that, after the quarrel, did you take the initiative to think about her feelings? In other words, when you took the initiative to pursue her, why didn't you just chase her when she left?"

Liu Xuan felt a little embarrassed. Lu Yuqing was right. If he had chased after her regardless of everything, there would have been at least a 50% chance of a good ending. But at that time, he was actually thinking about Liu Shiman lying in the hospital with no one caring about her.

So he is a scumbag who is indecisive and destined not to be a good man?

He doubted himself a little.

It seems to be true. Although he knows that he likes Chang Qian, he has an unspeakable feeling for Lu Yuqing, Li Ruoxi and even Liu Shiman.

He looked at the river in the distance and wondered whether he was a good person.

He couldn't figure it out, but Lu Yuqing's next sentence left him speechless.

"I seem to have completely lost, not only to Chang Qian, but also to another woman. If I had paid more attention to your movements at that time, and I had been the one to pick you up, would the child now be ours? Would we have been able to have love?"

Liu Xuan: ...