The door of memory was opened, and Zhang Xueming recalled the summer that once made her confused and helpless.

The gentle and caring caregiver suddenly turned into a domineering and strong pursuer. A big demon who had no love for her at all, based on the possessiveness for unknown reasons, made a choice that was not really a choice relying on overwhelming strength...

After a brief moment of reluctance, she, who was not strong enough at the time, consciously chose to compromise in order not to break the balance and lose the support for growth. She tried every means to buy time and tried to smoothly transform the relationship between the two before the contract was signed...

But that's in the past.

Zhang Xueming never regretted his decision, and Bingyi was indeed a good partner.

Although he was very possessive, he never hindered Zhang Xueming's growth. On the contrary, he always spared no effort to support and help her.

In Zhang Xueming's blueprint for the next three thousand years, Bingyi occupies an important position both in life and career.

Zhang Xueming was silently thinking about how to start his words, but Bingyi misunderstood this silence.

It was as if the knife that had been hanging over his heart had finally stabbed him down. He felt a sharp pain in his heart, so severe that he could not breathe for a moment.

He removed the sleeve that was blocking the starlight, and took away the hand that was originally around Zhang Xueming's neck and holding her shoulder. Bingyi sat up, clenched his hands into fists under the cover of his sleeves, and tried his best to suppress the trembling of his body.

He clenched his teeth and breathed lightly, not wanting to let a sob escape his lips, nor did he want Zhang Xueming to guess that he was crying - normally, shedding tears beautifully was a pleasure, but now this ugly crying would become a compulsion.

He had already pushed her once, he couldn't do it again.

However, he also didn't want to hear Zhang Xueming say something he didn't want to hear.

With demonic power circulating in his body, Bingyi planned to escape from here immediately, hide away and have a good cry.

And then, then he...

No, after visiting the temple of Nuwa, he...

No, no, let's wait four years until the two worlds separate and the Mountain God's plan is complete, then he will...

No, no, no, by then we will build a city and a school in Xiaodongtian. When everything is stable, he will...

Bingyi's left wrist was firmly grasped, and his demonic power was forcibly stopped.

[Bingyi, where do you want to go? ]

Zhang Xueming's voice sounded faintly in his mind.

Bingyi panicked and began to struggle reflexively.

Zhang Xueming suddenly let go of his left wrist, and then a pair of hands wrapped around his neck from behind, wrapping around him like a vine and fixing him firmly in place.

Zhang Xueming's chin rested on his shoulder, and that unparalleled handsome face slowly turned to look at him, with a smile on his face but not on his face, which gave him a spooky feeling.

[You asked a question, but you want to run away without an answer? ]

Bingyi didn't know whether he was feeling guilty or frightened, he shrank involuntarily and his tears flowed even more violently.

[You didn’t cry well this time.] Zhang Xueming didn’t let him go, and even had the leisure to comment, [Don’t cry so much next time, it hurts me.]

The first sentence made Bingyi open his eyes slightly wide in anger, and the second sentence made him stunned.

【Wh, what?】 He couldn't believe what he heard.

[I said, don't cry, it hurts me to see you.] Zhang Xueming glanced at him sideways with a bad temper, and said succinctly, [I have to be careful that you run away, and I don't have hands to wipe your tears.]

[Oh.] Bingyi raised his hand and wiped his face carelessly. He wanted to avoid her gaze, but he couldn't bear to do so. His eyelids drooped and then raised again, raised again and then drooped again, in a hurry.

Zhang Xueming found it funny, so he leaned over and rubbed his nose with his cheek, teasing: [We have been in a covenant for almost thirty years, and you just realized that your behavior back then was called coercion, not courtship?]

The hint of expectation in Bingyi's eyes disappeared, and he looked dejected, like a criminal awaiting sentencing.

[I have a question, do you regret it?] Zhang Xueming asked softly, [Do you regret that you didn't even know the difference between love and possessiveness, and decided to stay with me until death?]

[No!] Bingyi didn't even think about it, and blurted out the answer, [I don't regret it!]

He stole a glance at Zhang Xueming and said, "The only thing I regret is that I shouldn't have been so impatient. When you were still weak, I suddenly forced you to accept me as your partner... I, I broke your trust in me with my own hands, right?"

When he learned the correct way to love from Zhang Xueming little by little, when he felt uneasy because of Zhang Xueming's rapid growth...

Only then did he truly realize how excessive his behavior was back then - he personally built a safe haven for Zhang Xueming, but cruelly broke it with his self-righteous "love".

[You're right, that's not love.] Bing Yi murmured.

He secretly encouraged himself in his heart and told the secret that he had kept in his heart for many years.

[At that time, Yinglong and I went to the human tribe. Yinglong joked that if Zhaozhao couldn't practice, in two or three years, he would be old enough to find a partner.]

[I, I suddenly realized that you won't always be by my side. ]

[You are able to practice, and you are growing very fast. With your personality, you will not be willing to hide in Zhaoyao Mountain forever, hiding under my protection. One day, you will go out to travel, and you may not be willing to let me follow you...]

[Maybe one day, you will bring back a strange male demon and tell me that you want to form a bond with him and will never be so close to me again...]

[I can't stand this!] Bingyi couldn't control his emotions, tears fell from his eyes again, [I can't stand that there are people in this world who are closer to you than me! Yingzhao can't do it, Yinglong can't do it, and other men can't do it even more!]

Meeting that pair of knowing eyes, Bing Yi's momentum suddenly weakened, but he did not stop his words of confession -

[It was possessiveness or anything else, my only thought at that time was to keep you. ]

[Even if, even if I misunderstood Yinglong's hint and thought that I would have to sacrifice myself for the common people in the near future, I don't want to let you go and don't want another man to appear by your side.]

[I, I am not as bright and beautiful as you think. I am just a selfish and despicable demon. If I want something, I will fight for it and grab it... I don't want to suffer like Yinglong.]

Seeing Zhang Xueming raise his eyebrows in confusion, Bingyi realized that he had accidentally revealed something that Yinglong had concealed. He changed the subject and uttered harsh words while crying -

[Zhao Zhao, I'm telling you the truth. Even if you don't want me anymore, I won't break the blood contract with you, and I won't leave you... I will be Zhao Zhao's Bingyi until I die! ]

[If you want to find another man, wait until I die! ]

Ah this...

Is this an admission of guilt or a bloody confession?

Zhang Xueming couldn't help laughing.

In Bingyi's dissatisfied eyes, she leaned over and kissed the corner of Bingyi's eyes, and said with bright eyes: [So this is what you think, you should have told me earlier. If you had told me earlier, I would definitely...]

What will definitely happen?

Bingyi suddenly had a strange premonition that what Zhang Xueming was going to say next would overturn his previous understanding.

He couldn't help but hold his breath and stared at Zhang Xueming's clear and bright eyes.

Zhang Xueming leaned over and kissed him hard on the lips, with a look of delight at the corner of his mouth.

【I will definitely love you to death. 】

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