She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

Although Qian Qian didn't pay much attention to it, she always knew that Lin Tingyu was no longer from the same world as her.

However, it is not because their identities and status are different, but because their thoughts have never been the same.

Like their high school classmates Jiang Rou and Meilin, can't they still be friends with Lin Tingyu?

Especially Meilin. Meilin's family background is also average, but Lin Tingyu still has a good relationship with her.

From this we can see that Lin Tingyu has never been a person who looks at other people's status. What she looks at is whether they can communicate with her on the ideological level.

Meilin and Jiang Rou are OK, but she...

Not even in high school.

"I divorced Xu Yao after both of our children finished their college entrance exams."

Qian Qian’s words surprised Lin Tingyu a little.

But, it seems, not that surprising.

Qian Qian still loves her child, and she and Xu Yao are too deeply involved to separate immediately.

But no matter how involved they are, after a long time, they will get tired of each other, and when both sides come to terms with it, they will naturally separate.

"Tortured each other for nearly twenty years... Quite a waste of time, right?"

Qian smiled slightly, and Lin Tingyu could see that she felt relieved when she mentioned this matter again.

"Over the years, Xu Yao has controlled the family's finances and only gave me two to three thousand yuan a month for household expenses. I don't even have much money to spend on myself every month. I spend it all on his family and the two children."

"Although life is very tight and I have no freedom at all, at least he doesn't abuse me anymore. With two children, I can continue to endure this kind of life."

"I thought I had accepted my fate, but how can a man not become a bad person if he has money?"

"Xu Yao has reconnected with his group of bad friends. They have been cheating on young girls. I heard that he got a young girl pregnant again. That girl... is only in high school."

"So, I finally made up my mind to divorce him."

"Xu Yao agreed to divorce me for that girl. It just so happened that our two children had finished their college entrance examinations, so we got divorced as it would not affect them."

"After the divorce, I was on my own."

"Xu Yao didn't want to give me a penny, but I agreed to it in order to get a smooth divorce. My parents are old and their pension is not much, and I can't afford to rely on them at this age."

Qian Qian hasn't talked about her affairs with others for a long time. After all, so many years have passed, and there are indeed not many people who know her and Xu Yao as well as Lin Tingyu.

So she said a little more, which was rare.

"Over the past few years, I have run into obstacles countless times in society, and I finally understand that your words of advice to me were all well-intentioned."

Qian Qian smiled bitterly.

"Education is really important. As a high school student with no work experience, I can't find a good job at all."

"I went to submit my resume and found that the only jobs I could get interviewed for were either as a nanny or a cleaner."

"I don't really want to be a cleaner, not because I'm afraid of the dirt or tiredness, but mainly because the salary is too low, and I don't want to compete with those elderly people for jobs."

"I did work as a nanny, but I was fired after a few months. The reason was... the mistress thought her husband looked at me strangely and suspected that I seduced her husband. She investigated me and found out that I was pregnant and had a child in high school... She thought I was morally corrupt and must be trying to steal her husband."

"I was fired and falsely accused of stealing her necklace. When the families heard about it, they didn't want to hire me anymore."

Qian Qian is actually quite young and pretty, otherwise Xu Yao would not have pursued her so early.

Qian Qian sighed.

"So, I had no choice but to set up a stall. Fortunately, I have been a housewife for so long that I have learned my cooking skills... Actually, it was my ex-mother-in-law who taught me how to cook. When I married into their family, I didn't know how to do any housework and didn't want to do it. It wasn't until later... that I had to learn."

"My ex-mother-in-law has passed away, but I did learn her cooking skills. How is it? The noodles I cooked are good, right? The beef nan is also stewed very well and very tasty, right?"

Lin Tingyu nodded, "It is indeed delicious."

Otherwise, she and Gu Shiye would not have come.

Gu Shiye had just gone to answer a phone call. When he came back and saw her chatting with Qian Qian, he didn't come over. He opened his laptop and worked in the car, glancing at them from time to time.

Qian Qian also noticed it and looked envious.

"It's great that you and Gu Shiye are still the same as before."

"In fact, if Xu Yao and I hadn't been so arrogant and caused a death, we might have quarreled, but it might not have reached the point where it is today..."

Qian Qian was a little dazed, but quickly came to his senses.

"But it's not bad now."

"He now has a young wife whom he loves very much. He loves her very much and is much more patient with her than he was with me. And I..."

Qian Qian looked at his stall and said:

"I'm actually remarried. My husband works on a construction site, and I have nothing to do, so I come out to set up a stall. After all, a woman should have her own career and her own private money."

"This is my little daughter, she just turned one year old."

Lin Tingyu looked at Qian Qian. Qian Qian's features were very gentle, completely different from how she looked many years ago.

However, thinking about her experiences over the years and the difficulties she is facing now, she seems to understand why Qian Qian has changed like this.

"My husband treats me very well. Although he is older, he is caring and able to endure hardships. He gives me his daily wages directly. Although life is a little harder, I feel much happier and more fulfilled than before."

"Lin Tingyu, I just want to say thank you, and I'm sorry."

"Thank you for advising me to study hard. I'm also sorry for being rude to you and trying to do you..."

Qian Qian didn't say anything else. After all, the malice she had towards Lin Tingyu was never put into action. It was just an idea.

"Xu Yao is actually a bit biased towards boys. He was originally unwilling to let our daughter go to college. It was because of my insistence and my daughter's insistence that she was able to go to college now."

"That child's grades aren't very good, and she's in an ordinary undergraduate program, but I still want her to study. At least this way, her life won't be like mine in the past."

……

Soon other guests arrived, Qian Qian stood up and hurried over.

Lin Tingyu finished the last bite of noodles, scanned the code to pay, and wrapped a red envelope and stuffed it into Qian Qian's arms.

Qian Qian didn't find the red envelope until she got home that evening and untied the child.

She was a little surprised, but the first thing she thought of was that it was given by Lin Tingyu.

Qian Qian felt a little complicated for a moment.

However, soon, her husband came back, called her gently, brought her some midnight snacks, and gave her the daily wages from the construction site...

Qian Qian was suddenly pulled back to reality from her memories. She smiled happily as she watched her husband hug their child.

Yes, what's the point of reminiscing about the past? What's the point of regretting? The important thing is to cherish the present.

And now she is very happy.