She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

Now, her husband has the leverage over her and is completely tied to her. Qiao Xingruo is completely unable to get rid of him.

She was in pain, but every time she attended a public event, in order not to lose to her ex-boyfriend's wife, and also to slap her ex-boyfriend in the face...

Qiao Xingruo always pretends that she is married well and her husband loves her very much...

But only she herself knows how hard her life is.

After a long time, many people can see it.

People in the circle pretended to envy her on the surface, but they often laughed at her in private.

Even if Qiao Xingruo heard it, she had to pretend that she didn't hear it and keep deceiving herself, because she had no other choice now.

Some of Qiao Xingruo's fans are not ordinary people either. They can naturally see that Qiao Xingruo is not in a good condition. They can also see how much risk her so-called wealthy husband has brought to her. Some big fans even contacted Qiao Xingruo and earnestly advised her to divorce her husband.

However, how could Qiao Xingruo escape from her husband's control now?

She could only pretend to be infatuated and had no intention of getting a divorce.

As time went by, even the big fans couldn't stand it anymore, and some of her fans who had been fans of her when they were young simply stopped being her fans.

Qiao Xingruo's life was hard, but at least outsiders looked at her with envy, so she could hold on.

After Lin Tingyu knew about this, he told Qiao Shishi.

Qiao Shishi was very calm:

"She has long been a stranger to me, Mom. I don't think you need to pay too much attention to her because of me."

Having said that, she is Qiao Shishi’s biological mother, and when Qiao Shishi was young, she also had expectations of this biological mother.

Lin Tingyu really had no choice but to ignore Qiao Xingruo.

However, she didn't pay much attention to Qiao Xingruo, nor did she interfere with what Qiao Xingruo did.

Just send someone to keep an eye on Qiao Xingruo.

Until someone around Qiao Xingruo suddenly told her:

"Qiao Xingruo was abused at home. This time it was very serious. She was sent to the hospital and almost died."

Lin Tingyu frowned, but still told Qiao Shishi about this matter.

Qiao Shishi originally didn't want to have any contact with Qiao Xingruo, but when she looked at Lin Tingyu, she sighed and said:

"I'll go see her, but, mother, I'm going to see her to reassure you. You know, over the years, I have lost all my feelings for her."

Lin Tingyu actually knew that what Qiao Shishi said came from her heart. She had really given up on Qiao Xingruo and had no feelings for her anymore. She was not willing to pay attention to anything about Qiao Xingruo.

Now, Qiao Xingruo, like Gu Chenlin, has things that interest her very much. And, perhaps because of the paralysis and her childhood experiences, Qiao Xingruo is more sensitive and delicate than the average person. When doing things, she is much more careful than ordinary people.

Qiao Xingruo has now skipped a grade and entered middle school, studying history. In recent years, because of her interest, Lin Tingyu introduced some archaeologists and museum staff to her.

Qiao Shishi was very interested in restoring antiques, and even before she reached adulthood, she was able to do it as well as an expert.

The professors in those prestigious universities liked her so much that they all wanted Qiao Shishi to not take the college entrance examination and become their assistants directly.

However, Qiao Shishi still wanted to go to school. Over the years, Gu Chenlin had upgraded the exoskeleton assistive device tailored for her. As long as one did not pay close attention, it would not be obvious from the outside that she had problems below the waist.

So, Qiao Shishi gradually returned to a normal life like her peers.

Lin Tingyu also supports her to go to college. Although her classmates in college may not be as capable as her, it allows Qiao Shishi to have a normal life and enjoy the same youth.

Instead of being locked up in the house like when I was a child and unable to do anything.

Qiao Shishi knew what Lin Tingyu was thinking and she also planned to take the college entrance examination.

Although she is younger than her peers, she is not an ordinary person, and ordinary people will not be her friends. The strange looks from some people can no longer hurt Qiao Shishi at all.

When Qiao Xingruo saw her daughter again, she almost didn't recognize her.

After all, she had never thought that her daughter, who could only lie in bed, would one day be able to appear in front of her without the help of a wheelchair.

Moreover, Qiao Shishi looked much healthier than she remembered. She had more flesh on her face and arms, and her complexion was even rosy.

Except for those eyes, when they looked at her, they were still the same as the time when she wanted to kill her...

Cold, indifferent and calm.

It was as if he could see through all her thoughts, knew the dark side of her heart, and knew what she was thinking...

Look down on her!

This is exactly why Qiao Xingruo hates Qiao Shishi the most.

This daughter was not only her shame, but also saw through her. The dark side of her heart was exposed in front of her daughter...

Qiao Xingruo felt very uncomfortable in front of Qiao Shishi and just wanted her to disappear...

So, after realizing that he might lose his mind and kill his daughter, thus ruining his life...

Only then did Qiao Xingruo agree to hand her daughter over to Lin Tingyu.

She was afraid that she might actually kill her daughter.

As for handing it over to the child's father or something...

It is absolutely impossible for Qiao Xingruo to do this.

If that man chooses to abandon her, then he will never get his child back in this life. She gave birth to their daughter alone and raised her alone, and she never even spent the money he gave her!

She just wanted to make that man regret his whole life.

At this moment, when Qiao Xingruo saw Qiao Shishi again, a trace of disgust and rejection flashed across his eyes in panic:

"What are you doing here?! Are you here to see my joke?"

"See how after I dumped you, I chose a piece of trash to marry? Do you think I'm funny now?"

"I'm sorry to disappoint you, but I have no regrets. Even if I married a man who abused me and took advantage of me, so what? He is better than your biological father no matter what. At least he is willing to marry me and give me a name!"

Qiao Shishi looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar woman in front of her and said calmly:

"Just don't regret it. It's your choice."

"..."

Qiao Shishi was so calm that Qiao Xingruo couldn't stand it.

But she still kept a straight face and said nothing.

Qiao Shishi stood up and said:

"It's not that I wanted to come and see you today. It's my mom who was worried that I would care about you and feel sorry for you, so she insisted that I come and see you."

"Now that I've seen it, let it be."

She stood up and prepared to leave without saying a word.

With a "bang", Qiao Xingruo threw out the thermal box that Lin Tingyu had arranged for Qiao Shishi to bring.

The soup that the aunt at home had carefully cooked spilled all over the floor, and some even spilled onto Qiao Shishi's legs.