She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

During her pregnancy, she was worried that Qin Xiuyuan might cheat on her. After all, she was not good-looking. Although her family background was good, her parents' careers were average, and she relied on the Qi family, her aunt and uncle's family.

At first, she was also very confused. Why would Qin Xiuyuan choose her over so many other young ladies who were equally suitable for him?

Moreover, her parents-in-law were surprisingly very satisfied with her and treated her very well after marriage, giving her very expensive gifts.

After knowing that she was pregnant, her mother-in-law hired a professional nutritionist to take care of her at home 24 hours a day. She basically did not suffer any hardship during her pregnancy, confinement and childbirth.

After marriage, she has been working hard to take care of her son. After all, having a boy can be said to have directly stabilized her position in the Qin family.

After that, she would no longer feel uneasy in the Qin family because of the status of her mother's family.

Because of her, my uncle also had a lot of cooperation with Qin.

Zhang Sisi was very happy and felt that her life was complete.

She takes good care of the child, and the child is very attached to her. In addition, her husband was assigned to another place to expand the market, and he had to go abroad from time to time...

Zhang Sisi devotes almost all her time to her son.

When her son was finally able to go to school, Zhang Sisi thought, why not have another child with her husband?

Even giving birth to a daughter would be nice. Her position was already secure anyway. Having a daughter to accompany her, or a son to further secure her position in the Qin family, would not be a bad thing.

However, when she mentioned it to Qin Xiuyuan, he always avoided the question.

Later, she tried various ways to create the atmosphere, but found that when it came to the final step, her husband had problems!

Zhang Sisi was shocked.

She was only 30 years old at the time, but her husband was already dead...

She tried many methods and even took her husband to see various doctors, but nothing worked.

Later, the mother-in-law found out about this and came to persuade her.

Tell her not to make a big deal out of it, otherwise if the news of Qin Xiuyuan's incompetence gets out, it will be bad for the Qin family and for Qin Xiuyuan's future inheritance of the Qin family.

It is said that this is the case for old couples. After being together for a long time, they become family members. There is nothing wrong with that.

Besides, if you want to have a baby, you can use other methods...

Zhang Sisi looked at the jewelry worth tens of millions given by her mother-in-law and finally compromised and stopped trying to get her husband back...

However, her mother-in-law agreed with her having another child, and she was very happy.

Finally, she tried the test tube method and had another daughter.

After giving birth to their daughter, Zhang Sisi and her husband slept in separate rooms. They had rooms on both sides, and there was nothing they could do about it. In addition, Qin Xiuyuan often went on business trips and came back at different times. In order not to affect each other's schedules, they slept separately.

This was a common occurrence in upper-class circles, and the servants were used to it and did not dare to tell anyone about it.

Zhang Sisi herself had no objection. After all, now that she had a son and a daughter, her position in the Qin family was more stable.

Although they have not had sex in these years, Zhang Sisi has gotten used to it. Anyway, when Qin Xiuyuan has sex with her, it is not very harmonious. She always feels that Qin Xiuyuan is just completing a task and she doesn't enjoy it at all.

Anyway, she didn't know what was so enjoyable about this kind of thing. In addition, Zhang Sisi had been watching Qin Xiuyuan for a while and found that no matter whether he was on a business trip or in the company, there was really no young and beautiful woman around Qin Xiuyuan.

He was surrounded by men.

Besides, Qin Xiuyuan doesn't like to go to those messy places to play.

Zhang Sisi even had a sudden thought that maybe Qin Xiuyuan didn't have feelings for her because she was not pretty and her figure was average, so she sent a hot beauty to seduce Qin Xiuyuan...

As it turned out, Qin Xiuyuan really had no such thoughts about the beauty.

This made Zhang Sisi feel relieved.

At least this way, she doesn't have to worry about whether Qin Xiuyuan would make a fool of himself by having an illegitimate child with the woman outside.

After all, many of her best friends have caused such trouble.

Although she and her husband treated each other with respect and even did not live in the same room, at least on the surface, she was the only Mrs. Qin.

Moreover, Qin Xiuyuan also respected her very much and gave her enough face as Mrs. Qin. Moreover, her children were also his important heirs. Although Qin Xiuyuan had average feelings for her, as soon as he returned home, he would play with their two children and teach them some experience personally.

The relationship between their family of four has always been very harmonious.

And now, she actually discovered that Qin Xiuyuan had that disease!

This was a bolt from the blue.

"Tell me, how did you get this disease?"

Zhang Sisi's voice was trembling.

This disease is either transmitted through blood or... through sexual transmission.

It is unlikely that Qin Xiuyuan would go to such an unreliable institution and contract this disease.

If that were true, that hospital might just disappear!

That’s the second one…

After all, if it wasn't the second case, no one would have secretly sent her such a photo...

Although this photo only contained the confirmed information of his illness, it did not contain any information about Qin Xiuyuan and others...

But woman's intuition told Zhang Sisi that it was spread through that direction!

Moreover, Zhang Sisi had just asked someone to investigate Qin Xiuyuan.

A few months ago, she was wondering why Qin Xiuyuan asked for a divorce after returning from a business trip to S City.

Moreover, she remembered that her parents-in-law also went to S City at that time.

It is obvious that there must be something wrong in S City!

Zhang Sisi had sent someone to investigate at the time. She was worried that maybe Qin Xiuyuan had caused a "death" in S City, or that some vixen had given him an illegitimate child or something...

Otherwise, my parents-in-law wouldn’t have made a special trip to visit me.

But the results of the investigation showed that Qin Xiuyuan and her parents-in-law had only gone to a hospital in S City to visit a patient.

The patient was a man, and he was Qin Xiuyuan’s high school classmate.

At that moment, Zhang Sisi thought that she was overthinking. A man might be known by Qin's father and mother, so that's why they went to see him.

Moreover, although Qin Xiuyuan later proposed divorce to her, he was blocked by her in-laws.

Qin Xiuyuan didn't mention it again afterwards.

Zhang Sisi breathed a sigh of relief at that moment. She didn't want any problems in her marriage before her son inherited the Qin family.

Since Qin Xiuyuan didn't mention it, she just pretended it never happened, and continued to try to get Qin Xiuyuan reused...

After all, her parents-in-law are too partial to her brother-in-law!

Unexpectedly, she received such news today...

"You...really got this disease?"

Qin Xiuyuan looked at her without any evasiveness in his eyes. Instead, he felt as if this moment had finally arrived.

He nodded calmly, "Yes."